Oct. 17, 2024

Tackle'em Tuesday (Recorded LIVE on 10-15-24)

Tackle'em Tuesday (Recorded LIVE on 10-15-24)

Tackling the topics you want to hear about. Just remember that no matter what you may think at some point THIS MIGHT HURT!!!

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Tackling the topics you want to hear about. Just remember that no matter what you may think at some point THIS MIGHT HURT!!!

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Y y.

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Y y yo.

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What's good. It's a big coldly on of this My

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Heir podcast coming to you live from you know wherever

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it is. We're alive from. You know how we do

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it tonight. Let's let's strictly get right to the point.

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We weren't here last week. We had a couple of

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things we had to deal with, so it was, you know,

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circumstances beyond our control kind of ship, you know what

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I mean. But we're here now, and let me bring

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in my co host. Oh he just left. Okay, you

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know what, what's up? Anybody out there in the chat

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room have anything anything on their mind? You want to

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start us, You want to start us off with anything

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you might wanta, you know, discuss, but you want us

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to discuss something that maybe you know, something you're going through,

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something you wanna you want to hear us speak about whatever.

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Just throw it in the chat room, you know what

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I'm saying, and we'll take it from there. As far

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as I'm concerned, I've had I had a good week,

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had a great weekend, good week last week. Tuesday to Tuesday.

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Were in here last week, so you know, everything, everything

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was cool, everything was good, and then so Lady G

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won't be joining us tonight. You know what I'm saying,

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Let's keep her in our prayers. She's having you know,

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surgery and everything. So you know, just wish Lady G

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speedy recovery, you know what I mean. And I'm expecting, uh, Simon, Phoenix,

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Dubs A, Dawn and TG Love to pop in at

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some point, some some points tonight. So with that being said,

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I wanted to discuss something that's near and dear to

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my heart, which is mental health. You know, I Uh,

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it's just a topic that's that's something that is definitely

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near and dear to my heart, you know what I'm saying.

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I mean, I I feel like it doesn't get spoken

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about or it doesn't get talked about enough, but it's

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important and it's something that, uh, that people need to

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be aware of, you know, because you know, there was

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there's a couple of situations that that have happened recently

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in the news about people who are suffering from mental illness,

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and some of these cops, man, they don't they don't

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understand that, you know, when someone is under not under attack,

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I mean, when when someone is is not feeling feeling well,

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you know, that it takes a cop with experience and

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a cop with the knowledge to handle someone who who

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is under distress from mental health, from mental illness so

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to speak. So you know, you know, you get situations where,

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you know, you call up the police and you want

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to do a wellness check on someone who has mental health.

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You know, you get a police officer that comes and

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and just doesn't give two ships, you know, like, yeah,

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why am I here? You want to check on somebody

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who has mental illness, you know, and they don't. They

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don't give too shits about the patient. They don't give

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too shits about the people who want to check on

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this person, you know. And I think first responders, you know,

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whether it be police, firemen, e m t s whoever,

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need more training when it comes to dealing with people

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with mental illness, because some of them don't have that training.

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And what sucks about that is if you don't have

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the training and you get put in a situation where

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someone with mental illness is is you know, in danger

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of hurting themselves or someone else, you know, the first

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thing they do is pull out their gun, like put

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the fucking knife down, or you know, shoot them or

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I mean it's crazy. There's no certain it is crazy

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because a lot of towns, a lot of towns may

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bring my co hosting real quick, hold up, hold on you,

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I can't hear you. You can't hear me.

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I can't hear you. Hold on, but okay, hold on,

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I hear nothing. I can't hear you. Can you hear me?

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I hear you? Yeah?

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I can't hear you.

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Oh no, why can't? If anybody can anybody hear me? Am?

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I can you can you? Can you hear me? Can

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somebody tell me if you can hear me or not?

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Oh?

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Man, don't tell me. They can't hear me. I haven't

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hold on. Hold on testing testing, Yeah they should. Nobody

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can anybody? All right? Yeah, so you do? Can you?

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Can you you hear me? Thank you, Kara. I appreciate that. Yes,

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we can hear you. Thank you. He had me worried

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for a second there. I thought I was yapping away

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and nobody can hear me? Yeah? Can you hear me now?

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All right?

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Yeah? Yeah?

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Yeah?

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You no difficulties beyond thinking as will not be performing

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with us. You have me worried for that.

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When you say couldn't hear me? I had to ask.

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Not not not not not not. I knew what it was.

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It was like you know what I'm saying, Like like

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I totally forgot that I had a Bluetooth typhone on,

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Like yeah, yeah, you know what I mean. So look,

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if you hear like, you know, child things going on

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in the background, you know, my little beautiful toddlers up

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right now? Oh yeah, man, So like you know, like

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if you hear Miss Rachel and stuff, you already.

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Know mm hmmm. So real quick, just to recap what

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I was talking about because you didn't hear what I said.

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I was talking about how first responders meaning police, firemen,

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and and e ms got the most stressful jobs bro

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deal with people with mental health. They got some of

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the new training.

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I think, yo, yo, I think that. I think you know,

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I'm saying police department at least training the most because

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it's like because like you know what like like some

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of the like police shootings and stuff. You know what

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I'm saying, it's due to like mental health, Like you

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know what I'm saying, like God suicidal, so your system

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you see what I mean. Yeah, it's like yo, you

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know what? All right? So perfect example, I was going

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through a dark time, right before my son was born,

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and and like like yo, I was like so depressed.

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I wasn't even sleeping, Like yo, I kept on taking

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town on PMS to sleep and and like and like

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my body got so adjusted to the town no PMS,

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like I couldn't sleep no more. So then you know

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what I'm saying, Like I'll have like these days where

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I was like these nights where I still awake like

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non stop. And it got to the point where like

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me being so tired, I started like you know, hearing

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voices saying no, kill yourself. You know what I'm saying.

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But like it was you know what I'm saying, Like

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like you know, like I was just like a loosening right,

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and all I wanted to do was sleep.

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So like.

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I took you know what I'm saying, I took more

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time off PMS, and like I pretty much you know

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what I'm saying, Like one so like one of those

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like like yo, if you take if we take like

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enough to down know PMS, bro, you'll be feeling like

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a zombie.

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Yeah know what I mean? Mm hmm.

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So I walked out, you know what I'm saying. I

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walked down my house with a knife in my hand

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and like walking like you know, cops came or whatever,

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like like everything was like sketchy and stuff like like

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you know, and you know the cops where we lived at,

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you know, like they knew who I was because you know,

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with the little group you know what I'm saying, little

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group that was chill with right right right you know,

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so mhm, you know, like I know some of them

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were you know what I'm saying, I wanted to look

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off a shot because I was. I was toughing mad,

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you know what I'm saying, mad jump to them. But

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there was one cop that my mom knew and don't

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he was going My mom knew him is because his sister,

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God bless a beautiful soul was my mom's coworker, so

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he knew me in a way, right, he got this

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passive scene or whatever, like you know, like, Bro, I was,

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I was on the edge, you know what I'm saying,

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because because like I was saying that yo, you know

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what you know, like suicide by cop, you know what

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I'm saying. Like I was even saying right like I

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watched I'll just shoot I'm gonna do you know, Like

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I was so out of it, bro, I'm saying so

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depressed and I don't even know why, you know, m hm,

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and this cop you know what I'm saying, you know,

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like that's my mom's friends now, you know. He talked

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me down and then I was like I snapped out

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of it. I was like, all right, I'm going home.

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He's like, no, you can't. He's like, listen, you either

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go to jail or go to the hospital. One or two.

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I was like, I can't let my mom know I'm

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bugging out. Right, It's like, yo, either it's ways she's

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gonna find out, get the jail or the hospital.

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Shoot. Yeah.

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So I was like, all right, you know what, I

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go to the hospital, you know, like a right, I'm here,

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dazed out, signing some paperwork or whatever. Right esco up

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to the second floor, right, and once I heard that

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door close, I'm here trying to sneak out those magnets.

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I was like, no, yeah, once you're in there, like yo, I.

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Was like yo, yo, bro, I started like wilding. I

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started wilding in there, right to the point where like

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they have to hit me with a tranquilizer and put

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me in a straight jack in the seclusion room. You

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know what, I'm saying. Yeah, So it's like it's like, yo,

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you know what, some of the cops was ready to shoot,

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and then other ones wanted to talk me down, you

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know what I'm saying. And the ones that I and

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the ones that that knew who you know, that that

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that you know new to click, those were the ones.

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Those are the ones like, Yo, Yo, chill, bro. You

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know what I'm saying, you bugging. You know what I'm saying, Like, Yo,

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put you know what I'm saying, put that, you know,

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put that thing down. Let's talk about it, because you

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know what I'm saying. I remember, I remember, like you

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know what I'm saying. Throughout my rant, I was crying

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and laughed at the same time, you know what I'm saying.

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And I and I kept on saying aswer, yo, life

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being worked to shoot, you know what I'm saying, Like

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I was really so far gone bro, and yo, you

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know what, and I'm thankful to you know what I'm saying.

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The cops that thought they were going to shoot, they

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didn't shoot because Yo, you know what, they were scared.

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You see what I mean, they were scared, you know,

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they were scared out what you know what I'm saying,

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but like I wasn't because I wanted to. I wanted

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to go that night, right No, And so like, yo,

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you know what, I have a love you know what

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I'm saying. Well, I ain't gonna say I have a

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love hate relationship for cops, but I have like a

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certain you know what I'm saying, a certain respect and

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a certain disdain for them at the same time, Right,

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you see what I mean? Because like because like now,

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like you know, like I'm older, and they have to

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deal with a lot of people. You know what I'm saying.

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They see shit that you know, they see stuff that

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you know what I mean, like like you know, like

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that babies and stuff, you know, like they get close

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to that, you know, like that's stressful.

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You know.

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Like listen, I worked the Port Authority and I've seen

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people get ran over by trains when I was working there,

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you know, people getting hit by trains, and that alone

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was stressful for me. So and it's not every dingy

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people get hit by trains. These guys gotta deal with homicides.

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These guys gotta deal with you know what I'm saying,

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mentally the range people you know, like like yo, you

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know like like I can kind of understand why they

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take the job home with them, but I don't understand

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you know what I'm saying, what's these of beating on

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your wife? You see what I mean?

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Like? Yo?

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You know what.

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They Yo?

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Yo?

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Yo?

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You know what?

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They need therapy as well, all the for all the

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nonsense they go through, especially in the big cities, right,

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you know, like a any therapy as well.

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But like.

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Yo, who might have say anything about that?

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Gg?

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Love?

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What's up?

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Hi?

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Hi?

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Reading?

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Oh? Yeah, what's up?

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That much? I came into some hard reality truths. I

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guess I don't know what to say.

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Mm hmmm.

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Yeah.

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We would just I was just we would just. I

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started off with how first responders like police, firemen, E, M,

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T and MS and all of them should there should

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be more training. There should be more training to deal

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with people with mental health.

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But yo, you know what, Yo, I want to give

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a shout out to the first responders down to Florida

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how they handle that no situation, because you know what,

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my daughter lived in Gulf Court and she ain't evacuate.

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But thank god, like the flood waters only reached like

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two blocks. You know what I'm saying, Like it was

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two blocks from her house, so she ain't get flooded

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and nothing. But mind she's yo, golf courter is right

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there like on the water.

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Yeah, that shit curved a little bit and spared my son.

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Some so yeah and yeah, and it slammed the rightness

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of my daughter. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. So

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but like, yo, you know what, I'm just thankful that,

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you know what I'm saying, Like, like, no, they ain't

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sustained no damage or nothing, you know, like the first

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but like yo, they said that the first response was

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like right after the storm, they were right there, like

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within like an hour. You know, everybody was right there,

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like National guards and everything. You know what I'm saying,

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trying to fish everybody out. They told people down there,

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like to stay away from the flood waters because like

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the gators and sharks. Gators and sharks, mind you gators

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and sharks. You know what I'm saying. Whatever, bulk stricters

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are down there and stuff, you know what I mean.

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So like so like what do you call it? You know?

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Like so like they told him stay out of the

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flood waters and whatnot and all that extra stuff and

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hold on, man, come on, hey, why are you peting

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on the floor, bro? Like the pad is right there,

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brother son.

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Hold on man, man, so tz how are you.

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Okay?

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Yo? Yo?

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This dog bro like like you know what I'm saying,

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I'm petter. She's she's all excited and she peas, oh boy,

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and I'm here just looking at her like the pad

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and then she goes to the pad and he's like, yo,

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this dog is tarted.

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Bro.

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I love it man, but she's tardant.

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She's uh slow, It's better true.

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Nah, she's the tarded you know what I'm saying, Like like,

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you know what, but I love it though, you know

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what I'm saying.

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Like, so, so, how was how was your How was

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your week off? Gg?

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Well it wasn't off, but yes, uh that wasn't anything special.

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I'm not I don't do anything that. My life is

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pretty boring right now.

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Why is that?

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It's like I basically work and do other things, but

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I watch TV. I don't go out a lot. I

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mean I I did go to the ASPCA in Harrisburg

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with a friend of mine. They were thinking of getting

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a cat, and the kiddies are so cute and it's

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like so hard to like not want to meet them

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and play with them and stuff. We didn't meet any

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and I'm grateful for that actually, because they probably would

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have tried to just like steal one or something, because like, what's.

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Mike Big the adorable?

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No, don't ruin something beautiful for me. No, we're not

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speaking of which I'm not gone. They were doing free

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adoptions because they were making space for the animals from

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the hurricanes, so they but you still have to pay,

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so it is like free adoption fee was but of

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course you still have to pay for other things whatever.

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But I don't think my friend realized that, and we

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wound up leaving, which is good because I was either

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just like, oh there's older ones too, they deserve all.

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It's just like, oh my god, I can't be in

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those places.

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Mm hmm.

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Speaking of which, Mike was making a movie, also going

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to having part two storm No, No.

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All right, so real quick? So who who who here

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enjoys the fact that they get the day off on

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Columbus Day?

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Who gets I don't get off even though it's celebrated. Uh,

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most people go to work, except like, I don't think

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there's mail.

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Maybe the banks, what'd you say? Dogs?

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Columnize the day.

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You know, Indigenous Day.

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Yeah, that's like.

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Celebrated during the same time. But c g R. Yeah

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you tired, tired, had all day? Man?

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Check or drink? I have water.

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I don't have tito.

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Sorry, she's the stuff, sobriety check.

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I'm just tired.

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Right now.

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In her mind, she was like, I swear to drunk.

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I'm not God, I have a long week ahead of me,

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you know, not Like, but I don't know what were

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we saying now we're talking about Columbus Day. Oh yes,

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Indigenous People's Day. I mean, I still don't understand why

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we would celebrate Columbus after now knowing more, now that

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we're able to educate ourselves and actually no truths that

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were with hope from us in school when we originally

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learned about Columbus and the Nina Pica and the like. Yeah,

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they white watched so much of history because what they

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really should have told us was about how many Europeans

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actually did go discovering and looking to colonize and brought

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all their damn diseases and killed so many freaking native

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people they killed like because of this, Like I think

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almost a third of populations are more were wiped out

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in like in a decade, so like this was more

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than colonizing or discovering. This was yeah, it pretty much

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was like and it's not a joke at all. And

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a lot of these people were enslaved, you know, Like

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the reason why there so many slaves back then was

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because of sugar. Sugar was like hot commodity to have.

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It was like when salt was discovered and all the

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uses of salts and also was something that people with

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money had. So it's it's I don't know. I got

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to go to that museum in DC, the African American

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Museum Smithsonian, Uh, and I didn't even really get to

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read everything, but just seeing what I saw and read

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it just like really discussed me, like how many countries

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took slaves basically, and you know the way those people

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were treated, they were treated like they were people. They

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were basically used women, men, and children. They were proud

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of it. It was like a very disgraceful time to me,

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Like in my mind, it is not a time to

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be proud of. So it's like, so why are we

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proud of? For me, a holiday is someone we should

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be proud of, Like I am proud of Martin Luther King,

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Junior and what he was able to accomplish and do

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it in the time that he was here before he

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was taken from us. And that's a holiday I wanna

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you know. And of course I love our commercial holidays

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because they don't in facts, they are celebrating a specific person.

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I mean, of course for the Christmas lovers who thinks

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it's about Jesus. But like basically there is like I

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don't know. You tell me bag Si yo yo.

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You know what.

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Did you when you were in the Smithsonian did you

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see about sarah apartment? You ever heard of Sarah apartment?

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So you know what I saw and heard of many

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memes that day and I don't remember specific There's.

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Like, wow, I think that. Do you not remember anything?

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Yeah? No, While I was going through there, uh, I

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was just trying to process shit.

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So I think trying to process words. Right now it

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sounds like, yeah.

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Well I was, No, I'm not. I haven't had to

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drink a really long time. Actually that to the point

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like I I could have like a drink and I

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would be like slashed because I haven't drank in that long.

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But you know what, put it this way right, and

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Coleon could tell you I would drink and drive. I

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would drink like but there with no problem. No, you

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know what I'm saying now, Like like my mom gave

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me all a couple like a couple of months ago.

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Like my Mom's like, oh, try this ice cream. I

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tried it, and I'm like, yeah, you know what I'm

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saying that, Yo, that's how you know. That's how long

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it's been since since I since I, Like, you don't

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say I had anything, So I forbid if I also

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drink something right now, I will be you know what

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I'm saying right because the.

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Tolerance is so low. Like I think about like in

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my twenties and my thirties, how I would drink and

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I would go out drinking and stuff like that, and

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what I guess I was able to handle compared to now. Man,

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there's no way, like I'm the cheapest deep because like

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there's just no way that I can drink the way

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I could say we used to drink, because I feel

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like there was a time where many of us kind

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of would drink. You would just get fucked up drunk

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together like and have fun and hopefully get home safe

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in one piece. You know. But that was like for

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me anyway, the most. I mean, I know people who

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were like it shit crazy with drugs and stuff like that,

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but I would not venture into that. But still like

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there's a big difference between what we were able to

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do and like what the tolerance level today is. It's

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like a sippet and I would be like this, So

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this is how you know I'm fucking tired, Okay, because

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I te like I'm drunk apparently, and I haven't had

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a drinker in a long time. I actually wouldn't mind

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having a martini.

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You know that that John Lick was almost specially the

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until History of Latinos. Have you heard that? Sound like

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he has a PBS special called The Untold History of Latinos?

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Didn't he also? Was it a movie or a documentary

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or something that he did that was all that? This show?

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It was like what the one man show type thing.

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There was one that he did. I think he told

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the story of Latinos a specific part or something. I

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don't remember. I don't even think I saw that.

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The one, the one that that's the newer one is

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a PBS special.

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It's really good PBS.

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Yeah, good old PBS.

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Right.

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But yeah, so so let's what is this I don't

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know what that was going on with my all right. Anyway,

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you know, I was I was scoping out some some

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topics and stuff and I came across I came across.

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I was just gone, oh no, I came across.

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This.

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I want to know if you know this. This woman

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is TG hold on, Hey, yeah, that's all right. Somebody

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put me up on this lady called what's her name?

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Hold on? Let me see. Her name is Kaylee Cresta.

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I don't know.

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You don't know where that is the c A Y

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l E E c r E s t A.

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Okay, yeah, And.

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She she speaks, She speaks a lot about relationships and

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men and women. And but she she's really good. She's

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really good. I watched a couple of her videos. They

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make a lot of sense. Some of them.

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Okay, sense.

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Nonsense. I'll tell you if it's nonsense.

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And then there's also a video out there of men

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trying out what it feels like to have menstrual cramps.

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There's they put these probes on them or whatever.

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No, it's not menstrual cramps. It's for them to feel

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what labor, no dilation, no, no, no.

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What I'm looking at it says. It says menstrual cramps.

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They put to they put a woman, they connect the

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woman to it and a man, and what they do

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is they start upping up the pain tolerance level. And

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a woman is like, oh, yeah, that's normal for me.

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And yes, so I'll explain why you will say labor

479
00:32:07.160 --> 00:32:13.000
because it's actually dilating. Uh, that's what cramping is. It's dilating.

480
00:32:13.359 --> 00:32:17.480
The whole dilating process is when the cervix goes from

481
00:32:17.599 --> 00:32:22.079
being like that and then becomes like that for the

482
00:32:22.200 --> 00:32:27.440
head to come out, okay, stretches and stuff, and the

483
00:32:27.599 --> 00:32:34.519
cramping is the dilating part that is this like compared

484
00:32:34.720 --> 00:32:39.359
to menstrual cramps. So when a woman puts it on her,

485
00:32:40.400 --> 00:32:42.359
for her, it feels like menstrual cramps, which is what

486
00:32:42.440 --> 00:32:45.720
we're used to. When a man puts that on, bitch,

487
00:32:46.000 --> 00:32:48.920
that's what it feels like to have a menstrual cram.

488
00:32:49.240 --> 00:32:53.160
So good, what that shit hurts? Don't talk to me

489
00:32:53.240 --> 00:32:55.680
about pain anymore because now you.

490
00:32:55.839 --> 00:32:57.759
Know, Hey, look you know what.

491
00:32:59.759 --> 00:33:03.000
Y'all get crying like when you get sick, like you're dying.

492
00:33:03.680 --> 00:33:06.799
Hey, look you know what, First off, I had kindystones,

493
00:33:07.400 --> 00:33:10.119
So that's okay, wait, wait, wait.

494
00:33:10.039 --> 00:33:11.599
Hold on, wait, wait, hold over, wait wait you know

495
00:33:11.720 --> 00:33:12.920
it's painful.

496
00:33:12.799 --> 00:33:14.680
Yo, hold on, hold on, let me finish, Let me finish.

497
00:33:14.920 --> 00:33:17.440
You know what I'm saying, and that you know what

498
00:33:17.480 --> 00:33:19.880
I'm saying, just like push you know what I'm saying.

499
00:33:19.920 --> 00:33:24.480
Pushing the stone out was like the most painful, the

500
00:33:24.680 --> 00:33:29.880
most painful, violate. I felt violated, right, no, dead ass,

501
00:33:29.880 --> 00:33:31.400
you know what I'm saying, Like I really felt like

502
00:33:31.400 --> 00:33:33.039
you know what I'm saying, My body violated me. You

503
00:33:33.079 --> 00:33:36.680
know what I'm saying. And come to find out, you

504
00:33:36.720 --> 00:33:38.680
know what I'm saying, that's only a tenth of what

505
00:33:39.559 --> 00:33:41.000
you know what I'm saying. A woman has to go

506
00:33:41.119 --> 00:33:44.319
through to push out of a pound eight to ten

507
00:33:44.359 --> 00:33:46.000
pound baby seven to ten pounds.

508
00:33:46.079 --> 00:33:49.400
Again, that's a different pain point, you.

509
00:33:49.400 --> 00:33:51.400
Know, point ten percent. You know what I'm saying. So

510
00:33:51.640 --> 00:33:54.079
like if so like I'm so, I'm here like you

511
00:33:54.119 --> 00:33:55.400
know what I'm saying, you know what I'm saying, trying

512
00:33:55.440 --> 00:33:57.640
to piss the stone out, grasping the air, but I

513
00:33:57.799 --> 00:33:59.839
was streaming, like you know what I'm saying, tears of

514
00:33:59.880 --> 00:34:03.039
my eyes just to pass something that's like just like

515
00:34:03.119 --> 00:34:06.599
you know what I'm saying three millimeters. At that three millimeters,

516
00:34:07.400 --> 00:34:10.400
you know, so the pain was ridiculous, you know what

517
00:34:10.400 --> 00:34:14.280
I'm saying, Like it went from my kidney all the

518
00:34:14.360 --> 00:34:17.840
way to my wreath. So if I'm here crying about that,

519
00:34:19.000 --> 00:34:21.760
I can't, Yo, I could imagine what a woman goes to, yo,

520
00:34:21.920 --> 00:34:27.679
like you know what, No, no, yeah, but still you

521
00:34:27.719 --> 00:34:29.719
know what I'm saying, But that's just this is.

522
00:34:29.760 --> 00:34:32.519
The thing, like that tiny little thing. And I get

523
00:34:32.559 --> 00:34:34.599
what you're saying. You're trying to make like a comparison

524
00:34:34.679 --> 00:34:36.840
and pain, like that's a lot of pain. I get that,

525
00:34:37.360 --> 00:34:42.280
but you also have to figure are so tiny.

526
00:34:43.039 --> 00:34:47.679
But but you know what I'm giving. But what I'm

527
00:34:47.679 --> 00:34:50.119
trying to say is I'm giving women women in general,

528
00:34:50.400 --> 00:34:54.199
like their proper dude because you know what, because because yo,

529
00:34:54.360 --> 00:34:56.760
you know what, man like that pain was the worst

530
00:34:56.840 --> 00:35:01.559
man And mind you mind you under morphine when that happened.

531
00:35:02.880 --> 00:35:04.039
You know what I'm saying, Like they gave me a

532
00:35:04.079 --> 00:35:06.280
shot of morphine and I piano trying, you know what

533
00:35:06.280 --> 00:35:10.480
I'm saying, trying to fish out the stone right, and

534
00:35:10.559 --> 00:35:12.840
the morphine was kicking in because I was like, hoh, ship,

535
00:35:13.400 --> 00:35:15.840
I could see why, you know what, I'm saying, I

536
00:35:15.880 --> 00:35:22.440
can see why there's you know, I'm saying, yeah, man

537
00:35:22.519 --> 00:35:24.840
like look man like I said, I felt fine.

538
00:35:25.880 --> 00:35:30.800
Yeah, not the same, but I get it. But two

539
00:35:31.079 --> 00:35:35.119
like that is pap. There are things though they're super

540
00:35:35.239 --> 00:35:39.239
freaking painful, like gunshot wounds I'm sure are very painful,

541
00:35:40.800 --> 00:35:44.119
trying to compare with anything, but like you know, there's

542
00:35:44.119 --> 00:35:47.239
a lot of things out there that the body. And

543
00:35:47.360 --> 00:35:49.559
think about it, the body could take a lot of

544
00:35:49.679 --> 00:35:52.480
things too, like if you give it time.

545
00:35:52.360 --> 00:35:55.519
To heal, Like the body pushes out the bullet.

546
00:35:55.880 --> 00:36:01.039
It's interesting what it what our bodies, How our bodies

547
00:36:01.119 --> 00:36:05.800
can regenerate in a way, you know, like it's not

548
00:36:05.880 --> 00:36:10.960
a superhero power, but it sort of is in some ways.

549
00:36:11.239 --> 00:36:14.840
Like it's pretty cool what our human bodies can do

550
00:36:15.519 --> 00:36:21.599
on their own, given obviously little nutches of medical health.

551
00:36:22.320 --> 00:36:27.360
Right, yeah, what's called the body pushes out the bullet

552
00:36:27.920 --> 00:36:29.480
like over time, I.

553
00:36:29.480 --> 00:36:32.039
Mean, depending where it is. Sometimes it just stays where

554
00:36:32.079 --> 00:36:35.519
it is and scar tissue is around it or whatever.

555
00:36:35.800 --> 00:36:39.840
But yeah, well the body knows when an object doesn't belong,

556
00:36:40.159 --> 00:36:45.000
so like a certain times it will kind of like

557
00:36:45.280 --> 00:36:50.719
dispense whatever's out there. But unfortunately that doesn't happen with everything?

558
00:36:50.760 --> 00:36:52.159
Could you imagine if that shit did?

559
00:36:52.280 --> 00:36:52.440
Though?

560
00:36:52.599 --> 00:36:58.400
Like everyone in that was just coming out your arm?

561
00:37:01.679 --> 00:37:03.960
What is that for me? Like all of a sudden

562
00:37:04.079 --> 00:37:05.920
coming out of your cheek? Like why.

563
00:37:10.400 --> 00:37:11.239
Work Gere white?

564
00:37:12.119 --> 00:37:14.519
Get white white?

565
00:37:15.559 --> 00:37:18.239
Oh? That would be weird.

566
00:37:19.159 --> 00:37:23.920
But yeah, So who who was Who was your your

567
00:37:24.000 --> 00:37:27.199
go to drinking partner as a in your twenties or

568
00:37:27.239 --> 00:37:32.519
whenever you started drinking? Who was the one person that

569
00:37:32.840 --> 00:37:35.079
if every time was like we're gonna drink, We're gonna drink,

570
00:37:35.119 --> 00:37:35.719
We're gonna drink.

571
00:37:36.079 --> 00:37:39.760
It wasn't just one person, that's the thing. It was

572
00:37:39.880 --> 00:37:45.039
a bunch of girls. Uh. And I had different groups

573
00:37:45.079 --> 00:37:49.559
of friends. So I have friends that lived like in downtown.

574
00:37:49.920 --> 00:37:55.960
I had friends that were from Hudson County, you were

575
00:37:56.000 --> 00:37:59.960
from Bergen County mm hmm, or people who like lived

576
00:38:00.039 --> 00:38:02.000
in Jessey City or whatever. And we would meet up

577
00:38:02.039 --> 00:38:05.800
and Hoboken and back then we would go to like

578
00:38:06.599 --> 00:38:08.280
trying to think of the name of the place base

579
00:38:08.400 --> 00:38:10.400
like was it Bahama Mama's.

580
00:38:10.119 --> 00:38:13.840
Or Cadillac Bar Boo boos?

581
00:38:13.920 --> 00:38:17.920
Yeah, those places we would go to because they always

582
00:38:18.039 --> 00:38:21.159
had like those two dollars shots or whatever, and the

583
00:38:23.079 --> 00:38:26.960
what else the tube shots I remember, and they had

584
00:38:27.079 --> 00:38:31.480
the like iced teas that were liquor.

585
00:38:31.920 --> 00:38:32.760
Like d.

586
00:38:34.559 --> 00:38:37.679
No, they were in a bottle, but it was like

587
00:38:39.400 --> 00:38:44.320
alcohol iced tea, twisted tea, like a twisted tea. But

588
00:38:44.400 --> 00:38:47.000
I don't know if that that was the brands that

589
00:38:47.480 --> 00:38:49.559
always had it. I don't know, I gotta look it up.

590
00:38:50.559 --> 00:38:56.199
But yeah, I would look forward to that. But then

591
00:38:56.960 --> 00:38:59.760
that died quick though, like I feel like I only

592
00:38:59.840 --> 00:39:02.360
did that for a little bit, and then we started

593
00:39:02.400 --> 00:39:06.360
going to like an Elks lodge. So yeah, I had

594
00:39:06.400 --> 00:39:08.719
a mix. We called out little like old people, not

595
00:39:08.800 --> 00:39:12.280
because we wanted to, because they were just there and

596
00:39:15.000 --> 00:39:16.960
just a group of people. But yeah, when I would

597
00:39:17.000 --> 00:39:19.719
go out and then when I would drink at my

598
00:39:19.920 --> 00:39:24.320
house at that time, my boyfriends, my brother lived and

599
00:39:24.519 --> 00:39:28.159
I lived together, so my brother's friends would come over,

600
00:39:28.880 --> 00:39:30.800
our friends would come over, and we had a lot

601
00:39:30.840 --> 00:39:35.920
of mutual friends. Uh so yeah, that was just crazy.

602
00:39:36.280 --> 00:39:40.320
We would drink every weekend like like it was our

603
00:39:40.519 --> 00:39:43.679
job to drink, and then we were were all of

604
00:39:43.800 --> 00:39:47.239
the days we weren't working, Like it's just crazy. And

605
00:39:47.800 --> 00:39:52.519
today I would like get sick, like even smelling or

606
00:39:52.639 --> 00:39:54.880
thinking about what I was drinking and how much I

607
00:39:55.079 --> 00:40:02.159
was drinking. We were like, oh, that's gross. Like I

608
00:40:02.280 --> 00:40:06.320
don't think I could or would want to be drunk

609
00:40:06.480 --> 00:40:11.800
anymore because the hangover is so bad that it's just

610
00:40:12.079 --> 00:40:14.679
like it's like not not worth it.

611
00:40:15.199 --> 00:40:19.199
It's not worth those times, those times like I'll wake

612
00:40:19.320 --> 00:40:21.400
up drunk and like just go right to the fridge.

613
00:40:21.840 --> 00:40:23.039
You know what I'm saying, because like I knew I

614
00:40:23.119 --> 00:40:26.280
was hungover, right, I'll go right to the fridge, pop

615
00:40:26.360 --> 00:40:29.320
open and still reserved. Yeah, but you know what I'm saying.

616
00:40:29.320 --> 00:40:31.559
For the morning, drink that. You know what I'm saying,

617
00:40:31.679 --> 00:40:32.320
and go to work.

618
00:40:32.840 --> 00:40:35.480
Right, The best way to the cure of the hangover

619
00:40:36.320 --> 00:40:41.280
is to drink again. You're you're kind of like it's

620
00:40:41.360 --> 00:40:44.440
almost like you're you're down and that you need more

621
00:40:44.519 --> 00:40:47.480
of the downer to get you up. It's freaking crazy.

622
00:40:48.440 --> 00:40:54.199
But you know what else works? Like lots of water. Uh.

623
00:40:55.320 --> 00:40:59.760
Like I remember always taking Advila or whatever and something

624
00:40:59.800 --> 00:41:03.599
great see like either like I would go to Spa diner.

625
00:41:05.639 --> 00:41:06.360
Was the greatest.

626
00:41:09.480 --> 00:41:13.639
Uh. Always love their cheese, workers bacon, cheese, whatever it was.

627
00:41:13.800 --> 00:41:17.559
They would throw it down and quick. I'm so sad

628
00:41:17.639 --> 00:41:20.559
when I heard they closed that place. I was like, no, man.

629
00:41:22.800 --> 00:41:26.079
Like yo, you know what, COVID killed the spot. Man

630
00:41:26.159 --> 00:41:29.679
like COVID kill a lot of diamonds, man, cod.

631
00:41:30.239 --> 00:41:33.079
People would just wor really going out.

632
00:41:33.159 --> 00:41:39.880
I mean it was a one time. I was can

633
00:41:39.960 --> 00:41:41.960
tell you, like, yo, what you're doing around here? As

634
00:41:41.960 --> 00:41:45.880
I'm bored. There's no there's no way, there's no way

635
00:41:46.800 --> 00:41:48.639
that you're gonna tell like you know, I'm saying, you're

636
00:41:48.639 --> 00:41:50.679
gonna tell me I have to be inside. I said,

637
00:41:50.679 --> 00:41:52.559
I don't listen to orders. Bro, you know how I

638
00:41:52.639 --> 00:41:55.159
feel about that. You ain't gonna tell me what to do.

639
00:41:55.719 --> 00:42:00.320
I'm gonna be outside. And that I was outside every day, Bro,

640
00:42:00.400 --> 00:42:04.440
I couldn't during the COVID on lockdown, I couldn't take it. Man.

641
00:42:05.320 --> 00:42:07.000
I felt like I was in I felt like I

642
00:42:07.079 --> 00:42:08.199
was a prison in my own house.

643
00:42:08.920 --> 00:42:12.760
Yeah, well most of us did, like it was.

644
00:42:13.039 --> 00:42:13.840
That's what it was.

645
00:42:14.159 --> 00:42:16.440
Unfortunately for quite some time.

646
00:42:17.519 --> 00:42:20.880
You know what, I didn't listen I did what of

647
00:42:21.000 --> 00:42:24.719
course you didn't, You're horrible. I did what I want.

648
00:42:24.800 --> 00:42:27.280
And guess what I ain't catch I ain't catch COVID.

649
00:42:27.320 --> 00:42:31.320
Then it don't matter. You probably spread it.

650
00:42:31.440 --> 00:42:36.320
No, no, no, no, no, you know what. You know what,

651
00:42:36.440 --> 00:42:38.280
I call it COVID. You know what I call it COVID?

652
00:42:38.719 --> 00:42:41.159
I called you know, I called COVID, right because what

653
00:42:41.679 --> 00:42:46.320
journal crazy? I was drinking like crazy journ the whole lockdown,

654
00:42:46.880 --> 00:42:48.679
Like you know what, don't you find the weird that

655
00:42:48.960 --> 00:42:50.760
they closed everything down but the liquor store.

656
00:42:51.400 --> 00:42:59.960
No, people have addictions and that is a legal addiction

657
00:43:00.360 --> 00:43:03.840
to have. Just as cigarettes, every wah wah was open,

658
00:43:04.440 --> 00:43:07.920
every sheet probably was. Like all the places that were

659
00:43:07.960 --> 00:43:10.840
open twenty four hours, that would have cigarettes, that would

660
00:43:10.920 --> 00:43:15.119
have beer, that have alcohol are always going to be open.

661
00:43:16.360 --> 00:43:20.920
So like yeah, so like so there are people who

662
00:43:20.920 --> 00:43:22.719
would die if they didn't drink.

663
00:43:24.599 --> 00:43:26.480
So yo, you know what, Like during the COVID, you

664
00:43:26.519 --> 00:43:27.639
know what I'm saying. I used to be like, yo,

665
00:43:27.719 --> 00:43:30.559
you know what, alcohol kills germs?

666
00:43:31.800 --> 00:43:36.000
And yeah, okay, yeah no it doesn't. The crazy thing

667
00:43:36.199 --> 00:43:40.559
is that, yes, alcohol can actually kill yours on the surface,

668
00:43:41.320 --> 00:43:46.440
but alcohol actually makes your uh what's.

669
00:43:46.320 --> 00:43:48.639
It called immune system?

670
00:43:49.039 --> 00:43:52.440
Your immune sys suppress your immune system so that you

671
00:43:52.719 --> 00:43:56.239
do get whatever is out there, and you are vulnerable

672
00:43:56.480 --> 00:43:59.639
actually and you are not at your best to you

673
00:43:59.679 --> 00:44:03.519
know what, John, whatever bacteria comes into you. This is

674
00:44:03.599 --> 00:44:06.360
why you shouldn't be sucking them dirty bitches when you're

675
00:44:06.480 --> 00:44:09.039
drunk out there, guys, because.

676
00:44:15.719 --> 00:44:18.039
Well, you know what, shut this out, right. So I

677
00:44:18.199 --> 00:44:22.599
caught COVID like like probably like a year later, you know,

678
00:44:22.840 --> 00:44:25.320
And that was after and I caught it back too,

679
00:44:25.440 --> 00:44:29.199
because not chill bro. You know what I'm saying, Like,

680
00:44:30.000 --> 00:44:33.519
not chill bro. You know what I caught COVID went on?

681
00:44:33.679 --> 00:44:36.800
Is that okay with that rumor or lie going around?

682
00:44:39.320 --> 00:44:39.559
You know what?

683
00:44:39.880 --> 00:44:42.360
Like I caught COVID when when I stopped drinking actually

684
00:44:42.719 --> 00:44:44.639
you know what I'm saying, Like I was like, yo,

685
00:44:44.760 --> 00:44:47.159
you know what, like I try to, like, you know,

686
00:44:47.280 --> 00:44:49.079
turn my life around, vivid.

687
00:44:49.599 --> 00:44:49.679
And.

688
00:44:51.960 --> 00:44:54.119
I started coughing, like I actually went to church. Yeah,

689
00:44:54.119 --> 00:44:57.760
I go to church, right, and like the following week,

690
00:44:57.760 --> 00:44:59.360
I started coughing out. And I remember it was on

691
00:44:59.400 --> 00:45:00.840
a Friday. I just you know, like I had a

692
00:45:00.920 --> 00:45:03.559
cough that I couldn't I couldn't stopped. I couldn't stop coughing.

693
00:45:04.159 --> 00:45:06.719
And my boy Jay, I'm in the car with him

694
00:45:06.800 --> 00:45:08.679
and he was like, COVID, I said, you don't play,

695
00:45:09.320 --> 00:45:12.639
stop playing like that, right. So then Saturday, right, I remember,

696
00:45:12.679 --> 00:45:14.239
I told her to call Leon and I was coughing

697
00:45:14.320 --> 00:45:16.480
cough and coffee, and he called it out. He was like,

698
00:45:16.800 --> 00:45:18.360
he's like, bro, it's not like you catch it COVID.

699
00:45:18.440 --> 00:45:20.599
I was like yo. I was like, yo, do we

700
00:45:20.679 --> 00:45:24.360
putting that hex on me? Right? That Sunday I woke up.

701
00:45:24.960 --> 00:45:26.480
You know, I was called for so much that I

702
00:45:26.559 --> 00:45:28.199
felt like I was doing an app. You know what

703
00:45:28.199 --> 00:45:30.880
I'm saying. I was working out my abs. That's how

704
00:45:30.960 --> 00:45:34.760
much I was coughing, right, and like I just felt like,

705
00:45:34.800 --> 00:45:37.199
you know, like fatigued out. I'm like, damn, I just

706
00:45:37.239 --> 00:45:40.519
feel tired, like I just want to sleep right. And

707
00:45:40.599 --> 00:45:43.079
I remember it was a Monday. I woke up that Monday,

708
00:45:43.920 --> 00:45:47.000
and you know, I felt like death. I was coughing NonStop, right,

709
00:45:47.599 --> 00:45:48.960
and I remember, you know what I'm saying, that's my

710
00:45:49.079 --> 00:45:52.519
parents house. Like my mom she was like, maybe you

711
00:45:52.559 --> 00:45:55.280
should call the doctor. I'm like, yeah, I'm about to

712
00:45:55.320 --> 00:45:59.199
call him. So I called the VA right and said, hey,

713
00:45:59.239 --> 00:46:00.840
you want me to come in. They're like, hell no,

714
00:46:01.480 --> 00:46:03.360
you know what I'm saying, go right to the emergency room.

715
00:46:04.159 --> 00:46:06.400
So I was like, all right, bet right, I take

716
00:46:06.480 --> 00:46:10.239
my fever right, I'm at a hundred. I'm like, oh yeah,

717
00:46:10.360 --> 00:46:13.000
you know what I'm sick with something. I go take

718
00:46:13.039 --> 00:46:15.480
a shower, right, and this you know this how COVID?

719
00:46:15.599 --> 00:46:18.480
This how bad COVID Like really messing me up? Because

720
00:46:18.480 --> 00:46:20.599
I come off the shower, right, I'm throw on some

721
00:46:20.760 --> 00:46:22.880
shorts and then I throw on like mind you, this

722
00:46:23.000 --> 00:46:25.719
was in December, right, I throw on, like you know,

723
00:46:25.920 --> 00:46:28.519
my sweats and a hoodie. I want to go through

724
00:46:28.559 --> 00:46:30.800
all my timberlance right now, mind you. I'm sitting in

725
00:46:30.880 --> 00:46:32.480
the living room. I throw all my timberlands and I

726
00:46:32.519 --> 00:46:33.760
fell asleep with one timberland on.

727
00:46:34.719 --> 00:46:34.880
Right.

728
00:46:35.840 --> 00:46:37.760
It was like around twelve o'clock. I was supposed to

729
00:46:37.800 --> 00:46:39.159
I was supposed to be in then er by at

730
00:46:39.239 --> 00:46:41.760
least like twelve thirty. Right, I wake up and I'm

731
00:46:41.760 --> 00:46:43.920
feeling worse. I'm like, yo, i gotta go bro because

732
00:46:43.920 --> 00:46:45.119
i feel like I feel like I'm dying.

733
00:46:45.920 --> 00:46:48.280
Liv What is the point of you bringing up you

734
00:46:48.440 --> 00:46:49.119
having COVID?

735
00:46:50.000 --> 00:46:51.960
Yo, I don't know. I just want to talk about

736
00:46:52.000 --> 00:46:52.679
that that it was funny.

737
00:46:53.199 --> 00:46:56.320
You've shared this story before. I don't want to go

738
00:46:56.480 --> 00:46:59.719
back to the past. Yes, and COVID was like a

739
00:46:59.800 --> 00:47:03.679
hard marble time and it's still around and people still

740
00:47:03.760 --> 00:47:04.039
get it.

741
00:47:04.280 --> 00:47:07.280
So I want to I want to talk about what

742
00:47:07.400 --> 00:47:11.079
I want to talk about. Yes, or are some of

743
00:47:11.199 --> 00:47:13.239
our names under our names?

744
00:47:14.639 --> 00:47:15.840
I don't even know what I put.

745
00:47:16.639 --> 00:47:19.119
Yeah, that's why I want to ask you what does

746
00:47:19.199 --> 00:47:19.719
yours mean?

747
00:47:21.800 --> 00:47:26.840
You know how people say, like what did I put

748
00:47:26.960 --> 00:47:34.480
lover to to? Yes? You know how they say I'm

749
00:47:34.519 --> 00:47:38.000
a lover not a fighter. Well that's what I'm saying, Like,

750
00:47:38.280 --> 00:47:43.519
I'm a lover to most people, but you know, don't

751
00:47:43.719 --> 00:47:45.280
f around and find out.

752
00:47:47.719 --> 00:47:48.000
Shit.

753
00:47:48.480 --> 00:47:50.639
I couldn't think of anything in the moment, So that's

754
00:47:50.679 --> 00:47:51.239
what we are.

755
00:47:53.800 --> 00:47:54.440
Oh shit.

756
00:47:54.639 --> 00:47:57.119
Yeah, I was like, I'm not trying to be creative

757
00:47:57.239 --> 00:48:00.159
right now, and I can never beat them anyways, So

758
00:48:01.199 --> 00:48:04.280
on my phone it's like small and then I would

759
00:48:04.360 --> 00:48:06.840
literally need to put readers on right now just to

760
00:48:06.920 --> 00:48:13.320
be able to read that or get far. Yeah, I

761
00:48:13.440 --> 00:48:18.559
don't have a laptop. My laptop is not usable for that.

762
00:48:19.280 --> 00:48:25.760
Remember that ship. I know New Jersey is not that cluse,

763
00:48:28.679 --> 00:48:31.880
but I will get there because I need to. I

764
00:48:32.000 --> 00:48:37.400
gotta take care of that. But besides that, that's what

765
00:48:37.519 --> 00:48:39.599
you wanted to bring up, was the name that was

766
00:48:39.679 --> 00:48:44.079
the topic. That's right, I'm a lover to most most

767
00:48:44.159 --> 00:48:49.599
people unless you unless you get right, and I tell

768
00:48:49.639 --> 00:48:52.960
you fuck around and find out, and some people will

769
00:48:53.039 --> 00:48:55.960
try to fuck around and find out real quick. Yeah,

770
00:48:57.519 --> 00:49:00.400
because they forget, they forget that I'm from good old Jersey.

771
00:49:01.119 --> 00:49:02.320
Then I'm a Jersey girl.

772
00:49:04.079 --> 00:49:07.440
Yeah what like like like it's funny that you say that, man,

773
00:49:07.519 --> 00:49:14.679
because we have that reputations just being rude, like like

774
00:49:14.800 --> 00:49:17.880
you know, like like yo, you know what like if

775
00:49:17.920 --> 00:49:21.840
you go out of state, especially down south, right, they

776
00:49:21.960 --> 00:49:23.880
say that, you know, New York and New Jersey people.

777
00:49:23.920 --> 00:49:27.199
Sounds not that we're aggrested, it's just that everything moves

778
00:49:27.280 --> 00:49:30.280
quick up here, yeah, everything around.

779
00:49:32.360 --> 00:49:35.280
And then the on the West coast is the same thing.

780
00:49:35.360 --> 00:49:39.880
It's pretty slow, laid back, and we're very fast paced.

781
00:49:40.519 --> 00:49:42.000
I mean, if you're gonna live in a city that

782
00:49:42.119 --> 00:49:44.199
never sleeps and it's constantly on the go and things

783
00:49:44.239 --> 00:49:47.400
are always happening, then you're not going to be like

784
00:49:47.760 --> 00:49:53.480
laid back and chill like right when everybody's on the

785
00:49:53.519 --> 00:49:56.320
girl all the time, your as is gonna be left behind,

786
00:49:57.480 --> 00:49:57.960
like all right.

787
00:49:58.480 --> 00:50:02.679
Knowing your by that that's the ship is shit. It's

788
00:50:02.760 --> 00:50:06.079
moving so fast even time. Everything is moving so fucking

789
00:50:06.199 --> 00:50:07.119
fast these days.

790
00:50:07.199 --> 00:50:11.119
Man, doesn't matter if you're having fun, or you're bored

791
00:50:11.159 --> 00:50:15.199
at work or you're having time. It ss like time

792
00:50:15.320 --> 00:50:17.880
is going and then it's like but before I know it,

793
00:50:18.639 --> 00:50:21.800
I'm like, this weekend's coming. I've been waiting for Philly

794
00:50:21.880 --> 00:50:25.199
Fat Com this whole time. Now it's coming. I'm not ready,

795
00:50:25.480 --> 00:50:28.920
like at all for it. So I'm just like, God, damn,

796
00:50:29.000 --> 00:50:31.360
what am I doing? Because I don't have much time left?

797
00:50:32.239 --> 00:50:32.719
When is it?

798
00:50:34.119 --> 00:50:34.519
It is?

799
00:50:34.800 --> 00:50:39.519
It says Friday night. Technically it's Saturday all day Saturday.

800
00:50:40.239 --> 00:50:48.559
Then there's a burlesque costume party, party whatever extravaganza at

801
00:50:48.639 --> 00:50:56.199
eight o'clock, and then Sunday in the mid morning is

802
00:50:56.400 --> 00:51:01.400
the clothing swap. So that's when people their own clothing

803
00:51:01.480 --> 00:51:03.679
that they don't want stuff in there. You're only last

804
00:51:03.760 --> 00:51:07.119
from like twenty pieces or something, and then you put

805
00:51:07.119 --> 00:51:09.119
them out on the tables and then you pick out

806
00:51:09.400 --> 00:51:11.760
the ship that you see you like, that fits you

807
00:51:11.920 --> 00:51:14.320
where that works for you when you take it. I

808
00:51:14.360 --> 00:51:16.360
actually got some bomb ass dresses that way.

809
00:51:17.360 --> 00:51:23.440
Okay, yeah, I've I don't know. It's it's interesting how

810
00:51:24.599 --> 00:51:29.599
how how it's set up, because I know you have

811
00:51:29.760 --> 00:51:32.760
to do what you do to get there, to get

812
00:51:32.800 --> 00:51:35.480
in there, and I mean I don't know how much

813
00:51:35.559 --> 00:51:37.000
it costs is to get in there.

814
00:51:37.119 --> 00:51:41.840
Well, I want a scholarship ticket to go, but like

815
00:51:41.920 --> 00:51:45.679
a VIP ticket was like three hundred. I think, wow,

816
00:51:46.159 --> 00:51:50.159
but this is like three days' worth of things that

817
00:51:50.280 --> 00:51:54.639
you're getting as well though, And with the VIP you

818
00:51:54.760 --> 00:51:56.599
also get like a bunch of swag and stuff that

819
00:51:56.679 --> 00:52:01.639
they give you, and you get to meet the people

820
00:52:01.760 --> 00:52:04.480
the panel, like the people who are coming and talking,

821
00:52:05.119 --> 00:52:07.280
like you actually get to have lunch with them in

822
00:52:07.679 --> 00:52:09.760
a different room or whatever. I don't know that's how

823
00:52:09.800 --> 00:52:13.719
they did last year anyway. But with my tickets, just

824
00:52:13.800 --> 00:52:15.599
an all access so I just get to go to

825
00:52:15.719 --> 00:52:20.559
all the things, but all together. Like I think, yeah,

826
00:52:20.719 --> 00:52:24.039
we're talking almost like three hundred dollars for all.

827
00:52:24.239 --> 00:52:28.280
Time you're staying in Philly. You're not going back and forth.

828
00:52:28.360 --> 00:52:32.559
So I reserved a room under their like blocked thing.

829
00:52:33.159 --> 00:52:36.599
But I thought I was gonna be going with someone

830
00:52:36.760 --> 00:52:39.039
or someone was coming with me, so it was gonna

831
00:52:39.039 --> 00:52:41.480
be splitting the costs. But now I can't afford that.

832
00:52:41.760 --> 00:52:45.119
It's like one hundred and something dollars on night, and

833
00:52:45.239 --> 00:52:47.960
I'm saying Friday is shunt to Sunday. I'm like I

834
00:52:48.000 --> 00:52:50.760
don't even think I can really do that. And it's

835
00:52:50.920 --> 00:52:54.239
thirty nine dollars a data park in their parking lot

836
00:52:55.079 --> 00:52:59.320
a hotel. I was like, Yo, Philly, that is rude

837
00:52:59.360 --> 00:53:04.559
as shit, Like how up are you going to have

838
00:53:04.840 --> 00:53:11.159
a parking lot in your hotel and charge me to

839
00:53:11.360 --> 00:53:14.559
keep my car parked on a lot that you have?

840
00:53:15.440 --> 00:53:18.360
And your room already.

841
00:53:19.559 --> 00:53:22.440
A night? You're paying a night and it's not like

842
00:53:22.519 --> 00:53:25.559
they're giving you fucking anything or have anything that special.

843
00:53:29.119 --> 00:53:32.800
If it is, they're not fucking making me an omelet. Okay,

844
00:53:33.079 --> 00:53:36.280
it's gonna be some probably continental bullshit that is most

845
00:53:36.320 --> 00:53:39.400
places give you. Or are they up it with some

846
00:53:39.599 --> 00:53:46.360
cereal I don't know, like what silly corn flakes? Always

847
00:53:47.840 --> 00:53:56.840
they got them corn flakes. But yeah, so I'm rethinking

848
00:53:57.559 --> 00:54:03.119
the accommodations because I'm just like, that's just insanely expensive.

849
00:54:03.880 --> 00:54:08.760
So worst case scenario, I will just go down Saturday

850
00:54:08.840 --> 00:54:13.679
morning and stay the whole day at the event and

851
00:54:13.920 --> 00:54:16.280
maybe go to the evening thing but not get dressed

852
00:54:16.320 --> 00:54:21.280
up for it and just go home after that and

853
00:54:21.440 --> 00:54:23.960
miss the clothing swap. But that's the thing, like I

854
00:54:24.079 --> 00:54:26.039
wanted to do it at all. I want to do

855
00:54:26.119 --> 00:54:28.760
the welcome party. Then I want to go to the

856
00:54:28.920 --> 00:54:32.559
things and then you know, so I have to see

857
00:54:32.760 --> 00:54:36.800
I might if I can actually get rid of this reservation,

858
00:54:38.400 --> 00:54:42.840
maybe find an airbnb that's not too far that has

859
00:54:42.920 --> 00:54:45.679
parking on the street or something, because the thing is

860
00:54:45.800 --> 00:54:48.679
too like, I don't know where Philly this is. There

861
00:54:48.760 --> 00:54:51.679
are some shady parts of Philly. I don't know where

862
00:54:51.719 --> 00:54:54.599
I'm going to be, you know what I'm saying. No,

863
00:54:54.920 --> 00:54:59.079
that's not true, and I just got to make sure,

864
00:54:59.360 --> 00:55:04.440
like I'm so nearby wherever this the place is too

865
00:55:05.480 --> 00:55:08.000
so I don't know. I'm trying. I got to really

866
00:55:08.039 --> 00:55:10.159
figure that out right now. I think it's stressing me.

867
00:55:10.519 --> 00:55:13.239
So that's also making me tired because I'm just like,

868
00:55:14.760 --> 00:55:20.440
can I go? You know, I have a ticket. I

869
00:55:20.639 --> 00:55:23.079
just need to figure out where to stay.

870
00:55:24.079 --> 00:55:30.199
So right, that's that's crazy. Thirty nine dollars a parking

871
00:55:30.280 --> 00:55:31.119
car in a place.

872
00:55:30.920 --> 00:55:34.559
Where you're in the car, And I'm thinking, like, if

873
00:55:34.639 --> 00:55:38.760
I if I get there Friday nights, they're gonna charge

874
00:55:38.840 --> 00:55:42.079
me thirty nine dollars to keep my car overnight or

875
00:55:42.119 --> 00:55:44.760
something like. That's what I'm thinking, And I'd be like, oh, well,

876
00:55:44.800 --> 00:55:50.920
it's staying overnight like what, like, oh my god, how

877
00:55:50.960 --> 00:55:51.320
do they.

878
00:55:51.440 --> 00:55:54.719
How do they expect people to stay at that place?

879
00:55:56.039 --> 00:56:00.880
I don't get that whole paper. Parking in a park.

880
00:56:00.719 --> 00:56:05.840
Now that's that bullshit. Yeah yeah, imagine that.

881
00:56:07.639 --> 00:56:11.440
Yeah what hotel wasn't it's a Hilton and Express I think,

882
00:56:13.000 --> 00:56:15.360
or Holiday and Express. I don't know. I can't go

883
00:56:15.559 --> 00:56:21.280
and check puts it out, but either way it doesn't matter.

884
00:56:21.519 --> 00:56:26.360
It's ridiculous because actually, when uh, when I was in

885
00:56:26.440 --> 00:56:32.239
Philly in April for the our Hobbie and Eyes immigration

886
00:56:33.320 --> 00:56:39.519
interview that we had, he uh, he got a hotel,

887
00:56:39.559 --> 00:56:42.280
but it was on a site, a third party site,

888
00:56:42.519 --> 00:56:47.960
not like the hotel site. He wound up getting it cheaper,

889
00:56:48.280 --> 00:56:50.360
and because of how he did it, we didn't have

890
00:56:50.519 --> 00:56:53.840
to pay for parking if we would have went through

891
00:56:54.079 --> 00:56:56.840
the thing, because we found out after the fact. They

892
00:56:56.880 --> 00:56:59.760
were like, oh, you were supposed to pay for parking,

893
00:57:00.400 --> 00:57:03.360
and we were like, oh supposed to. Oh well then

894
00:57:03.719 --> 00:57:08.519
like what the hell is that? Like, I'm not paying

895
00:57:08.599 --> 00:57:11.840
a parking your want? That makes no damn sssity. It's

896
00:57:11.880 --> 00:57:13.920
not like you have a security guard. It's not like

897
00:57:14.039 --> 00:57:16.599
it's heated. It's not like I need a key to

898
00:57:16.719 --> 00:57:20.679
get into the park. Any fucking body can park there.

899
00:57:22.840 --> 00:57:25.800
It's so weird. I'm just like, this is just I.

900
00:57:25.920 --> 00:57:30.280
Can't damn, that's fucked up.

901
00:57:31.920 --> 00:57:37.800
That's fine, man, Philly, You're you're making us upset.

902
00:57:37.920 --> 00:57:44.199
Now, what's call it? Did anybody see that video of

903
00:57:44.280 --> 00:57:46.599
that Baltimore Raven fan beating the dogs? Shout out the

904
00:57:46.719 --> 00:57:52.840
mom washing? Yeah, all right, you know what the dude

905
00:57:52.920 --> 00:57:56.239
name is, Jackie Tallis. He worked for the shirt he worked.

906
00:57:56.559 --> 00:58:01.119
He worked his work for an insurance company. Social media,

907
00:58:01.320 --> 00:58:03.159
you know what I'm saying, made sure that he ain't

908
00:58:03.159 --> 00:58:05.559
have a job. Social media made sure that, you know

909
00:58:05.559 --> 00:58:08.000
what I'm saying. His mom and his girlfriend found out

910
00:58:09.639 --> 00:58:13.480
social media. Man, hey, man, you know what social media stated.

911
00:58:13.800 --> 00:58:15.960
Once the video came out, they found.

912
00:58:17.159 --> 00:58:20.199
Oh man, yo, you know what this dude I think

913
00:58:20.239 --> 00:58:23.480
had to restrain in order because he placed his balls

914
00:58:24.119 --> 00:58:28.239
on a special needs person's play. Like he's a disgusting character.

915
00:58:29.079 --> 00:58:34.719
He's a disgusting character. Right, And this dude was working

916
00:58:34.760 --> 00:58:37.239
at an insurance firm, So you know what I'm saying, Like,

917
00:58:38.119 --> 00:58:40.239
and like if you went on this Facebook page, right,

918
00:58:41.239 --> 00:58:43.119
you know, like like he's there, like you know, like, oh,

919
00:58:43.320 --> 00:58:48.079
you know whatever, right, but you see the video and

920
00:58:48.280 --> 00:58:53.039
you could tell that he grew up entitled all his life.

921
00:58:54.039 --> 00:59:00.559
You know what I'm saying. So the action that he pulled, right, Yeah,

922
00:59:00.599 --> 00:59:04.440
it's the guys that yeah, you know like like and

923
00:59:04.639 --> 00:59:08.800
and and what messages me up is like like it was,

924
00:59:09.039 --> 00:59:13.360
it was basically for no apparent reason whatsoever, right like

925
00:59:13.960 --> 00:59:14.360
the Ravens.

926
00:59:14.760 --> 00:59:15.360
The Ravens.

927
00:59:15.400 --> 00:59:18.400
The Ravens beat the the Ravens beat the Commanders. You

928
00:59:18.440 --> 00:59:20.679
know what I'm saying, So like, what do you what

929
00:59:20.800 --> 00:59:22.760
do you like knocking these dudes out for? Man? Like,

930
00:59:22.840 --> 00:59:24.519
you know what I'm saying. One, you know what I'm

931
00:59:24.559 --> 00:59:25.320
saying that what's wrong.

932
00:59:25.199 --> 00:59:29.800
With you people talking ship? Who knows? You know, you don't.

933
00:59:32.880 --> 00:59:35.400
Just walking down the street, just walking down the streets

934
00:59:35.840 --> 00:59:39.920
minding their own business, minding own business man like like like, yo,

935
00:59:40.039 --> 00:59:40.239
you know.

936
00:59:40.239 --> 00:59:43.519
What, it's a guy who just came up any random person.

937
00:59:44.760 --> 00:59:48.400
So they were just having a moment that person was.

938
00:59:49.559 --> 00:59:52.360
They were playing a knockout game. He was playing a

939
00:59:52.400 --> 00:59:54.719
knockout game, you know.

940
00:59:55.199 --> 00:59:56.880
But like, now you know what I'm saying, So let

941
00:59:56.920 --> 00:59:58.360
me tell you. Let me tell you, but.

942
00:59:58.519 --> 00:59:59.960
Hold on real quick, now you know what I'm saying.

943
01:00:00.039 --> 01:00:03.719
Social media knocked them out of his job, you know,

944
01:00:03.840 --> 01:00:05.800
because like, yo, you know what the you know what

945
01:00:05.800 --> 01:00:10.000
I'm saying, like that video reached there, I'm saying, his boss.

946
01:00:11.280 --> 01:00:13.920
Play games find that one.

947
01:00:14.840 --> 01:00:18.679
Yeah, you know. See, that's why you gotta be careful

948
01:00:18.719 --> 01:00:21.800
what you do out here, man like, like you know.

949
01:00:22.119 --> 01:00:25.599
It's not it's not like when we were young in

950
01:00:25.719 --> 01:00:28.599
our twenties and could get away with doing things because

951
01:00:28.599 --> 01:00:32.039
there weren't cameras unless and if there was a cameras,

952
01:00:32.280 --> 01:00:36.320
you could see the camera. It's like, actually big ass camera.

953
01:00:36.840 --> 01:00:41.519
It wasn't some phone that they're holding and ship we

954
01:00:41.760 --> 01:00:44.880
we knew we were being recording. It was like either

955
01:00:44.920 --> 01:00:48.159
plugged in the batteries were bigger than the camera itself, so.

956
01:00:49.199 --> 01:00:55.320
You know, for real, you know, like the cameras look

957
01:00:55.400 --> 01:00:57.360
like jump ropes for real.

958
01:00:59.079 --> 01:01:02.199
Especially when like to go into the VDR the TV.

959
01:01:02.360 --> 01:01:05.199
It's just so you can gook back or play it

960
01:01:06.400 --> 01:01:09.119
or the ones that you had that the it was

961
01:01:09.280 --> 01:01:11.760
different and you had to put it in another cassette

962
01:01:11.840 --> 01:01:16.519
thing to play it. Oh my god, we're talking. We're

963
01:01:16.559 --> 01:01:22.119
I'm aging myself. But yeah, they're so many like videos.

964
01:01:22.679 --> 01:01:26.719
Actually, the eight millimeters cassettes that there was this big dada.

965
01:01:26.880 --> 01:01:29.000
You had to put them into the vhs CA set

966
01:01:29.039 --> 01:01:31.599
with the little and then put it in the VCR.

967
01:01:31.840 --> 01:01:35.159
I remember, right, I actually have a couple of eight

968
01:01:35.239 --> 01:01:37.280
millimeters cassettes. There was some stuff on it.

969
01:01:37.400 --> 01:01:39.320
Man, let me tell you what beta.

970
01:01:40.000 --> 01:01:43.079
But that's the thing, like even if you did stupid ship,

971
01:01:43.440 --> 01:01:48.119
like there's one copy, it can be destroyed and that's it,

972
01:01:48.480 --> 01:01:52.000
you know what I'm saying, Like there isn't a million,

973
01:01:52.400 --> 01:01:57.840
Like you deleted the video on the internet. Guess what,

974
01:01:58.519 --> 01:02:03.039
too late, some one already screenshot it. It's already somewhere else.

975
01:02:03.760 --> 01:02:08.840
It's been downloaded, it's been open saved. You're all over

976
01:02:08.960 --> 01:02:12.559
the place forever. That's the scary thing about the Internet.

977
01:02:12.679 --> 01:02:15.719
And like the thing that we're lucky we didn't have

978
01:02:15.880 --> 01:02:18.679
to go through when we were kind of growing up

979
01:02:18.760 --> 01:02:21.320
during that time where it was kind of pivotal when

980
01:02:21.360 --> 01:02:23.719
you're an adult, like you're doing stupid shit and you

981
01:02:23.880 --> 01:02:27.039
know it. We knew we were doing stupid shit, but

982
01:02:27.800 --> 01:02:29.559
it was also a time to be like, hey, are

983
01:02:29.559 --> 01:02:31.320
you gonna learn and grow from this or are you

984
01:02:31.480 --> 01:02:37.079
gonna keep being an idiot? Right Basically now, I'm scared

985
01:02:37.119 --> 01:02:39.599
if any of like if we have phones with cameras

986
01:02:39.679 --> 01:02:43.360
in and videos. Oh bad stuff.

987
01:02:44.400 --> 01:02:51.360
Yeah, terrible, terrible, terrible And yet.

988
01:02:52.960 --> 01:02:56.000
And I think too, like bullying and stuff like that

989
01:02:56.239 --> 01:02:59.559
was different as well then because it was more in

990
01:02:59.760 --> 01:03:05.280
per person and it's kind of stayed in person, or

991
01:03:05.320 --> 01:03:07.880
if they called you, it was on a phone. It

992
01:03:08.119 --> 01:03:12.000
wasn't like you were on your phone on your page

993
01:03:12.039 --> 01:03:14.840
and someone sending you DM. So you have random strangers

994
01:03:15.400 --> 01:03:18.480
saying things to you or putting nasty comments on things,

995
01:03:18.639 --> 01:03:22.079
or like you know, everyone being a keyboard warrior on

996
01:03:22.320 --> 01:03:27.280
other people's ship. Like it's just crazy today, like what

997
01:03:27.480 --> 01:03:33.039
the internet has become from us dialing in to get

998
01:03:33.159 --> 01:03:38.039
on AOL to read email and chat, you know, because

999
01:03:38.119 --> 01:03:39.280
that's what we could do.

1000
01:03:40.800 --> 01:03:45.239
Yo. Think about the funny thing about dialogue is God

1001
01:03:45.280 --> 01:03:48.800
forbid and your mom and dad picked the phone, get it.

1002
01:03:53.480 --> 01:04:00.440
You're like, yo, what are you doing? See you that

1003
01:04:01.000 --> 01:04:01.800
AOL stuff?

1004
01:04:02.199 --> 01:04:02.239
Me?

1005
01:04:02.440 --> 01:04:03.960
I want a lot to go pirate music?

1006
01:04:05.639 --> 01:04:08.239
We get everyone did that too, nas.

1007
01:04:10.920 --> 01:04:15.400
Download the virus of Bill Clinton on it? Oh god,

1008
01:04:15.920 --> 01:04:23.880
the virus is yo, you knew what it was. Virus right,

1009
01:04:24.280 --> 01:04:27.280
And you're like, oh man, hell you know what I got?

1010
01:04:27.400 --> 01:04:28.280
Clean out this computer?

1011
01:04:32.679 --> 01:04:36.599
But crazy times, and now it has gone too far,

1012
01:04:36.800 --> 01:04:41.199
I think, and I think that they've even said it

1013
01:04:41.360 --> 01:04:45.000
in documentaries and the creators of the thing things of

1014
01:04:45.159 --> 01:04:49.000
Facebook have even said that children should not be on

1015
01:04:50.000 --> 01:04:54.639
social media or really like on their phones doing things

1016
01:04:54.679 --> 01:04:59.719
they just should not. There's so many predators out there, Like, oh,

1017
01:05:00.440 --> 01:05:03.519
but I don't know, it's so easy to pretend to

1018
01:05:03.639 --> 01:05:08.280
be someone online than it is in real like in

1019
01:05:08.400 --> 01:05:11.360
real life, in real person. You can you.

1020
01:05:14.679 --> 01:05:19.639
Mmm, they got Roadblox accounts and everything, these predably. Yeah,

1021
01:05:19.880 --> 01:05:23.039
it's crazy, it's disgusting.

1022
01:05:24.039 --> 01:05:28.760
I know that they got YouTube videos of guys going

1023
01:05:28.840 --> 01:05:31.320
out there trying to catch these people too, But it's

1024
01:05:31.400 --> 01:05:35.840
still like, I'm still just like this is oh man,

1025
01:05:36.119 --> 01:05:39.840
Like it is a problem. And I just recently watched

1026
01:05:40.519 --> 01:05:46.760
a series on what was it Hulu? Yeah, Hulu is

1027
01:05:46.880 --> 01:05:51.000
called Betrayal. There's a podcast called Betrayal and he did

1028
01:05:51.039 --> 01:05:54.079
this show and it was about this woman married to

1029
01:05:54.159 --> 01:05:57.599
this man. He has a daughter with her. She has

1030
01:05:57.800 --> 01:06:03.360
a daughter and son from a previous marriage when her

1031
01:06:03.599 --> 01:06:09.239
daughter was like her oldest was like sixteen. She finds

1032
01:06:10.599 --> 01:06:15.719
that he's pedophile, that he has been looking at all

1033
01:06:15.760 --> 01:06:18.360
these photos and delloony photos not only had that, he

1034
01:06:18.519 --> 01:06:22.079
had started having videos of her daughter. He wasn't doing

1035
01:06:22.159 --> 01:06:24.559
anything to her or with her, he was just videoing

1036
01:06:24.719 --> 01:06:29.760
her changing her like up her shirt when she wasn't looking,

1037
01:06:30.119 --> 01:06:33.000
or up her skirt when she was like just so

1038
01:06:33.119 --> 01:06:36.840
it was like her story and like also just the

1039
01:06:38.760 --> 01:06:42.559
the fact that she had no clue and no one did,

1040
01:06:43.280 --> 01:06:45.880
and like all this other stuff. And he wound up

1041
01:06:46.519 --> 01:06:49.639
serving some time in jail, but because he never acted

1042
01:06:49.800 --> 01:06:53.079
on it or did anything physically or anything like that,

1043
01:06:53.840 --> 01:06:57.400
he only got they're like thirteen months in jail or

1044
01:06:57.519 --> 01:07:00.960
something like that. Then winds up going for trying to

1045
01:07:01.079 --> 01:07:05.039
get parental rights to see his youngest daughter because it's

1046
01:07:05.079 --> 01:07:08.719
this biological daughter and stuff like that. So like this

1047
01:07:08.880 --> 01:07:12.320
affects the whole family in so many different ways. But

1048
01:07:12.960 --> 01:07:15.039
it's just like, holy shit, Like I didn't know where

1049
01:07:15.039 --> 01:07:16.960
the secret was going, you know how they built up

1050
01:07:17.000 --> 01:07:19.360
shit in a show, and I was just like, what

1051
01:07:19.480 --> 01:07:21.320
are they gonna say? Like what did these guys do?

1052
01:07:21.519 --> 01:07:23.159
Like in my mind, I'm like, hey, oh he cheated.

1053
01:07:23.559 --> 01:07:26.480
Oh he cheated, that's what happened. I'm like, oh God,

1054
01:07:26.519 --> 01:07:31.559
this is worse. This is worse. Finding a folder your

1055
01:07:31.719 --> 01:07:36.000
husband's computer filled with child porn and shit is just

1056
01:07:36.280 --> 01:07:41.000
not okay, Like that's definitely beyond game changer. That is

1057
01:07:41.440 --> 01:07:49.360
like changed my life traumatic forever, Like wow, wow, how

1058
01:07:49.400 --> 01:07:51.719
do you trust anyone ever? Again?

1059
01:07:52.679 --> 01:07:53.880
Don't you think it's past your bedtime?

1060
01:07:54.679 --> 01:07:57.039
Uh oh, somebody's in trouble.

1061
01:08:00.239 --> 01:08:07.519
Yeah, so crazy crazy all right, So we're gonna go

1062
01:08:07.559 --> 01:08:12.599
around the room, okay, having room around the room, and

1063
01:08:14.519 --> 01:08:19.960
then I'm gonna ask a question okay, and then we're gonna.

1064
01:08:20.560 --> 01:08:21.119
Say good night.

1065
01:08:21.680 --> 01:08:24.199
Yeah yeah, because.

1066
01:08:25.680 --> 01:08:28.279
My cat is already like on the bed showing me

1067
01:08:28.399 --> 01:08:31.960
how comfortable it is, dove.

1068
01:08:32.079 --> 01:08:37.279
So let's start with you, yo, give the fans a

1069
01:08:37.399 --> 01:08:39.520
show that they should be watching right now.

1070
01:08:42.359 --> 01:08:44.479
Damn, I don't even watch TV like that, you know,

1071
01:08:44.760 --> 01:08:52.439
but I would say, there's a couple all right, the wire,

1072
01:08:53.039 --> 01:08:59.600
that's one rewatch it because like the wire, the wire,

1073
01:08:59.720 --> 01:09:00.439
Like watch it.

1074
01:09:00.520 --> 01:09:02.520
If you've never seen that ship what.

1075
01:09:02.520 --> 01:09:06.199
I'm saying, and if you if you watching, you know what,

1076
01:09:06.640 --> 01:09:10.319
we watch it again because you know what, like the

1077
01:09:10.439 --> 01:09:12.560
older you get, the more you look at the wires,

1078
01:09:12.560 --> 01:09:15.720
the more you're like, wow, you know what, like there's

1079
01:09:15.760 --> 01:09:21.159
some things that you missed you called onto it. The Sopranos.

1080
01:09:21.199 --> 01:09:22.039
That's another one.

1081
01:09:25.239 --> 01:09:28.920
That was too you said too and they're both old.

1082
01:09:29.119 --> 01:09:30.359
You got no new ship?

1083
01:09:30.680 --> 01:09:36.319
God, bro, Yo, you some stuff for you, yo? You

1084
01:09:36.359 --> 01:09:38.359
know what besides that, you know what I'm saying with Thrones,

1085
01:09:38.359 --> 01:09:40.840
you know what I mean? Like House of Dragon still old?

1086
01:09:41.039 --> 01:09:43.119
Okay? How to dry? All right? Now you're recent.

1087
01:09:44.560 --> 01:09:47.960
Like you know, like like you know what, like like

1088
01:09:48.039 --> 01:09:50.880
I have to catch up on Power, you know. But

1089
01:09:51.279 --> 01:09:53.399
but but but see the problem with Power to me

1090
01:09:54.079 --> 01:09:58.319
is that there's no way in hell that this niggas

1091
01:09:58.319 --> 01:10:02.000
getting away with so much murder, No way and no

1092
01:10:02.479 --> 01:10:04.800
figuring that exactly.

1093
01:10:04.880 --> 01:10:04.960
Yo.

1094
01:10:05.039 --> 01:10:07.680
You know what, It's unrealistic, you know what I'm saying,

1095
01:10:07.760 --> 01:10:10.600
like like yo, you know what and today's age and

1096
01:10:10.680 --> 01:10:11.800
today's age.

1097
01:10:11.680 --> 01:10:14.760
You're like, no, no, there's just no way this can happen.

1098
01:10:15.119 --> 01:10:17.239
Yeah, well, yeah, you know what I'm saying like like

1099
01:10:17.399 --> 01:10:19.840
like like, yo, you know what, especially today's age with

1100
01:10:20.079 --> 01:10:22.760
all the technology these cops got, you need to tell

1101
01:10:22.800 --> 01:10:25.319
me that this little this little kids get away with murder.

1102
01:10:26.399 --> 01:10:28.560
I'm like, yo, come on, man, like, like yo, you

1103
01:10:28.600 --> 01:10:31.760
know what. Your Power is a great show, don't get

1104
01:10:31.800 --> 01:10:33.720
me wrong, but it has a lot of G T

1105
01:10:34.239 --> 01:10:35.760
F o h moments.

1106
01:10:37.760 --> 01:10:40.439
Isn't that a good Well, there's.

1107
01:10:40.239 --> 01:10:42.000
A lot of get the fuck out of here. There's

1108
01:10:42.000 --> 01:10:43.520
a lot of get the fuck out of here moments.

1109
01:10:44.359 --> 01:10:46.760
And I'm like, that's why I haven't really watched it.

1110
01:10:47.880 --> 01:10:52.000
I said, it's not realistic. I can understand that. I

1111
01:10:52.039 --> 01:10:54.880
wouldn't be able to get into that way.

1112
01:10:55.079 --> 01:10:57.199
Nobody like, you know what I'm saying, tell me what

1113
01:10:57.319 --> 01:10:57.840
show is good?

1114
01:10:58.560 --> 01:11:06.199
It's you, damn what is calling you? I think, while well,

1115
01:11:06.239 --> 01:11:12.560
whatever you like? Fourteen shows there, for the love of god.

1116
01:11:13.640 --> 01:11:20.359
Uh hmmm hmm, I'm watching Murders in the Building. Yeah,

1117
01:11:22.159 --> 01:11:25.319
I recommend I. Well, I'm a huge fan of Steve

1118
01:11:25.399 --> 01:11:29.840
Martin and Martin Short, so if you are fans of theirs,

1119
01:11:30.199 --> 01:11:34.159
they're definitely golden and amazing in this too. It's good.

1120
01:11:34.399 --> 01:11:38.119
It's witty, and it's like a mystery, you know, trying

1121
01:11:38.119 --> 01:11:42.199
to figure out who killed whoever in the building and then.

1122
01:11:44.720 --> 01:11:44.960
Ship.

1123
01:11:45.039 --> 01:11:46.960
It was at the top of a like tip of

1124
01:11:47.039 --> 01:11:51.239
my tongue. I was just watching Oh the masd Singer.

1125
01:11:51.399 --> 01:11:54.840
I love that freaking show. God, oh my god, I

1126
01:11:54.920 --> 01:11:57.239
love but I love music and singing and stuff, so

1127
01:11:57.479 --> 01:12:00.840
I think it's fun to try and figure out who

1128
01:12:01.159 --> 01:12:05.319
people's voices are. But I tell you, unless they're a

1129
01:12:05.560 --> 01:12:08.760
very specific person who would to have a specific voice,

1130
01:12:09.359 --> 01:12:12.359
I can't figure that ship out. Like some of these

1131
01:12:12.399 --> 01:12:15.439
people just sing really good, and I'm like, who the

1132
01:12:15.520 --> 01:12:22.319
fuck is that? Like, so I like things where I

1133
01:12:22.399 --> 01:12:27.000
don't know and then trying to find out. So I

1134
01:12:27.079 --> 01:12:31.399
mean I lost my Peacocks subscription. I can ever say

1135
01:12:31.399 --> 01:12:36.359
that word right? Yes, and so I can't watch am

1136
01:12:36.439 --> 01:12:38.560
I any of my Law and Orders or.

1137
01:12:40.680 --> 01:12:43.119
So I gotta figure that out because I see that's

1138
01:12:43.279 --> 01:12:45.960
see I have a problem law and Order. You mean

1139
01:12:46.039 --> 01:12:49.439
to tell me at the end of the show, my

1140
01:12:49.600 --> 01:12:52.760
man's there crying all emotional snitching. You think I'm going

1141
01:12:52.840 --> 01:12:55.279
to snitch on myself? You know what I'm saying. If

1142
01:12:55.319 --> 01:12:58.279
I committed a homicide. These dudes are like you did

1143
01:12:58.359 --> 01:13:01.039
it with with with the with the suspenseful music in

1144
01:13:01.079 --> 01:13:01.640
the background.

1145
01:13:02.399 --> 01:13:11.239
Well, sometimes the people are proud. I like, sul.

1146
01:13:11.720 --> 01:13:14.920
Hey man, you know what be in real life out

1147
01:13:14.920 --> 01:13:17.800
about this? Yeah, we know you did it. Uha, lawyer,

1148
01:13:19.920 --> 01:13:21.279
you know what I'm saying, Lawyer.

1149
01:13:21.560 --> 01:13:25.159
Sometimes sometimes people on this show, like you know, in

1150
01:13:25.279 --> 01:13:28.319
the episode they asked for a boy, which a lot

1151
01:13:28.359 --> 01:13:31.279
of people do a ulty person, it's definitely gonna lawyer.

1152
01:13:31.520 --> 01:13:35.600
But I'm like, nah, I didn't do that on the.

1153
01:13:37.079 --> 01:13:41.000
First Yeah, bro, you know what, you'd be surprised how

1154
01:13:41.000 --> 01:13:43.039
many people snitched, you know what I'm saying, just to

1155
01:13:43.119 --> 01:13:45.439
get that piece of chicken, Like, hey, you're hungry.

1156
01:13:46.920 --> 01:13:49.720
There's a lot of people that are hungry though they.

1157
01:13:49.720 --> 01:13:53.000
Don't deserve, and they know, damn well, that's gonna be

1158
01:13:53.039 --> 01:13:56.039
the last big back you whole say, like, you know,

1159
01:13:56.239 --> 01:13:58.359
damn well, they're here eating is like, yeah, I did

1160
01:13:58.399 --> 01:14:00.800
the crime. You know what I'm saying, It wasn't me alone.

1161
01:14:01.199 --> 01:14:03.159
I ain't gonna lie, you know what I'm saying. I'm

1162
01:14:03.520 --> 01:14:05.399
the one that snitched. But Jamal from down the block

1163
01:14:05.439 --> 01:14:06.720
for me, you know what I'm saying, Like he had

1164
01:14:06.760 --> 01:14:09.279
the hammer and you know he was letting off shots too.

1165
01:14:09.439 --> 01:14:13.119
But you know, I say, look, if I go down,

1166
01:14:13.239 --> 01:14:16.159
Jamal's going down to fuck that ship because he's the

1167
01:14:16.239 --> 01:14:20.039
one that thought this was a good idea. So no, Javal,

1168
01:14:20.159 --> 01:14:23.479
you're going you know what I'm saying, If anything, he

1169
01:14:23.640 --> 01:14:26.479
becomes the leader. He's the one that came up with

1170
01:14:26.520 --> 01:14:27.159
the whole plan.

1171
01:14:28.560 --> 01:14:30.640
I'm just stupid, a long.

1172
01:14:31.199 --> 01:14:34.760
Type shit that's what This is what happens when you

1173
01:14:34.880 --> 01:14:39.079
watch too much law and order shows because you're like, see,

1174
01:14:39.319 --> 01:14:42.079
we know he went wrong already. He didn't wear gloves,

1175
01:14:42.399 --> 01:14:45.359
his hair wasn't tied back or anything.

1176
01:14:45.479 --> 01:14:48.239
So when he gets we shave your head, you shave you.

1177
01:14:48.680 --> 01:14:51.439
Listen, I'm not shaving my hand. It's why you wear

1178
01:14:51.520 --> 01:14:56.279
a cap or something and your hair in and you

1179
01:14:56.479 --> 01:15:00.319
have gloves or not, and other things too. I can't

1180
01:15:00.319 --> 01:15:02.479
share all the secrets because then people are be getting

1181
01:15:02.479 --> 01:15:03.199
away with murder.

1182
01:15:03.800 --> 01:15:07.920
If not cut your fingerprints with raising the blades, it

1183
01:15:08.039 --> 01:15:08.439
may hurt.

1184
01:15:11.119 --> 01:15:13.199
You're going too far. Now, You're going too far.

1185
01:15:14.800 --> 01:15:18.880
Hey man, you know what I'm saying, all right, so

1186
01:15:19.039 --> 01:15:22.439
you know if you really want to thump the cops

1187
01:15:22.720 --> 01:15:24.239
to wear boots to you know what I'm saying. Two

1188
01:15:24.319 --> 01:15:28.199
sides bigger than your sage shoe like you wear sa

1189
01:15:30.279 --> 01:15:32.119
actually I have wear it.

1190
01:15:32.439 --> 01:15:35.039
Actually, they would be able to tell with forenasis that

1191
01:15:35.159 --> 01:15:37.359
you're wearing shoes that were too big for your feet

1192
01:15:37.720 --> 01:15:42.239
because of the impressions of where you step. See. Science

1193
01:15:42.399 --> 01:15:46.960
is very smart. So sorry you lose right there. Well, actually,

1194
01:15:47.000 --> 01:15:49.640
you know that sounds like some that you're trying.

1195
01:15:50.399 --> 01:15:52.159
You know what, you know what?

1196
01:15:52.279 --> 01:15:53.520
Then't see.

1197
01:15:55.920 --> 01:15:55.960
You.

1198
01:15:57.000 --> 01:15:59.840
You gotta come up with a good slogan and then

1199
01:16:00.079 --> 01:16:03.319
more like oh ship, and then that's it's all about

1200
01:16:03.520 --> 01:16:04.399
miasonable doubt.

1201
01:16:05.680 --> 01:16:08.119
You know what, I got the good slogan and the

1202
01:16:08.159 --> 01:16:20.079
shoes don't fit. You can suck his dick, remember, like,

1203
01:16:20.239 --> 01:16:24.640
who sir, it's too far. We're gonna hold you a contempt.

1204
01:16:27.399 --> 01:16:33.239
My cousin Benny, The Two Youths. You know, I will

1205
01:16:33.279 --> 01:16:36.560
watch that movie right now just because I.

1206
01:16:36.680 --> 01:16:38.800
Love what he says that the you two?

1207
01:16:39.840 --> 01:16:42.920
What the you? Yeah?

1208
01:16:45.800 --> 01:16:46.359
Alright, so.

1209
01:16:48.560 --> 01:16:50.880
You know what, get a lawyer, but like, yeah, this

1210
01:16:51.000 --> 01:16:52.560
guy's this guy's full of ship.

1211
01:16:52.680 --> 01:16:53.399
He's lying.

1212
01:16:55.439 --> 01:16:57.520
Like that's the kind of lawyer we want. We gotta

1213
01:16:57.520 --> 01:17:01.600
get your prescient Yo, you know what. My cousin's Vinnie

1214
01:17:01.720 --> 01:17:02.359
or no one else.

1215
01:17:03.319 --> 01:17:05.600
I used to be like, yo, Joe Peshi's my spirit animal.

1216
01:17:08.840 --> 01:17:13.840
All right. So one show I just started watching. I

1217
01:17:13.920 --> 01:17:18.439
think it's really good. Since eight have you ever heard

1218
01:17:18.479 --> 01:17:21.880
of that? What it's called? Sense eight?

1219
01:17:22.399 --> 01:17:23.399
Sense eight?

1220
01:17:25.439 --> 01:17:26.039
What's it about?

1221
01:17:27.680 --> 01:17:31.640
So it's it's weird. It's a really weird show, but

1222
01:17:31.720 --> 01:17:34.159
it's getting really really good. I mean it's about these

1223
01:17:34.279 --> 01:17:40.600
eight people from around the world. They're connected somehow. I

1224
01:17:40.680 --> 01:17:43.800
haven't gotten to how they're connected yet. I started watching it.

1225
01:17:43.880 --> 01:17:47.520
It's on Netflix. Yeah, I think I'm seeing this and

1226
01:17:48.279 --> 01:17:52.479
they're connected through this woman who they could all see,

1227
01:17:55.319 --> 01:17:58.880
and they start to after a while, they start to

1228
01:17:58.960 --> 01:18:04.840
see one another in these visions. It's weird, it's fun,

1229
01:18:05.079 --> 01:18:07.159
but it's really good interesting.

1230
01:18:07.479 --> 01:18:09.319
I think I know what sure you're talking about. I

1231
01:18:09.439 --> 01:18:12.840
haven't seen it, but I think I've seen, like the trailer,

1232
01:18:13.119 --> 01:18:20.920
the previews for what is this coming out? Actually stanger

1233
01:18:21.039 --> 01:18:21.479
next year?

1234
01:18:21.920 --> 01:18:25.600
Next year. These kids are gonna have kids by the

1235
01:18:25.680 --> 01:18:28.039
time they fucking y you know what I'm saying.

1236
01:18:29.159 --> 01:18:30.880
You know what? You know what.

1237
01:18:31.399 --> 01:18:35.600
The reason why I like Stranger Things because like it's

1238
01:18:35.640 --> 01:18:38.800
so nostalgia, you know, it really is.

1239
01:18:39.199 --> 01:18:41.399
You hit very well, like.

1240
01:18:42.279 --> 01:18:46.720
Especially especially season was the season two, season three when

1241
01:18:46.720 --> 01:18:51.039
they were all yeah, yes, yo, the same goodie part.

1242
01:18:51.119 --> 01:18:55.359
I'm like, you know, I used to work there, you know,

1243
01:18:55.479 --> 01:19:00.159
I used to the same goodie part of you you

1244
01:19:00.199 --> 01:19:04.520
know what they have that doesn't even exist no more.

1245
01:19:04.680 --> 01:19:07.960
Right, you know? And I was like, wow, yo, and

1246
01:19:08.119 --> 01:19:12.119
more joining the list, Yeah, there are more and more

1247
01:19:12.520 --> 01:19:14.960
or they're cleaning bankers, and then and hoping that other

1248
01:19:15.239 --> 01:19:18.239
stores will build them out, bail them out or help

1249
01:19:18.359 --> 01:19:22.239
them or join for us or whatever. But yes, it's crazy.

1250
01:19:22.840 --> 01:19:26.119
Yeah all right. So with that being said, what's your

1251
01:19:26.159 --> 01:19:27.560
final thought of the evening dubs?

1252
01:19:30.119 --> 01:19:33.600
Many even? Man, it's just you know what I'm saying,

1253
01:19:34.680 --> 01:19:36.800
continue to keep your head up, you know, like, if

1254
01:19:36.840 --> 01:19:38.600
you're feeling down, man, just keep your head up, man,

1255
01:19:39.760 --> 01:19:41.079
Just try you know.

1256
01:19:42.159 --> 01:19:45.079
That's it. One, that's a good one. TG the lover

1257
01:19:45.279 --> 01:19:45.680
to most.

1258
01:19:47.880 --> 01:19:50.720
Yeah, just pray for me. I'm hoping I get some

1259
01:19:50.840 --> 01:19:56.520
money for this trip. If everyone wants to Vemo tried

1260
01:19:56.880 --> 01:19:59.920
cash apt this bitch, I don't even know that they

1261
01:20:00.199 --> 01:20:02.239
is my thing. I think being her now is one

1262
01:20:02.279 --> 01:20:05.000
of them. I don't know either way. My mind is

1263
01:20:05.119 --> 01:20:07.960
really just one track right now, and it's my trip

1264
01:20:08.079 --> 01:20:12.520
and hoping I make it. And when I talk next Tuesday,

1265
01:20:12.600 --> 01:20:15.960
it'll be about the things that I got to do

1266
01:20:16.439 --> 01:20:18.880
and not how I was home crying about the fact

1267
01:20:18.920 --> 01:20:20.640
that I had no money. So we'll see.

1268
01:20:22.439 --> 01:20:29.199
Damn. Oh ship. Well, with that being said, I'm just

1269
01:20:29.239 --> 01:20:34.880
gonna tell everybody that don't eat yellow snow.

1270
01:20:35.680 --> 01:20:38.239
Oh man, it's not even snowing yet. You could have

1271
01:20:38.319 --> 01:20:39.239
held on to that one.

1272
01:20:39.399 --> 01:20:45.880
Not yet, not yet exactly. Well, yes, my dog, my dog.

1273
01:20:46.199 --> 01:20:48.239
I just want to let everybody know I have a

1274
01:20:48.319 --> 01:20:52.239
well behaved dog. This this, this, this this chick she

1275
01:20:52.960 --> 01:20:55.800
she don't she barked once. I don't know if you

1276
01:20:55.920 --> 01:20:58.520
heard her, but whenever I do, whenever I'm on here

1277
01:20:59.279 --> 01:21:02.000
doing the show, you don't fucking know. She's in the house.

1278
01:21:02.600 --> 01:21:05.159
She's watching she she's over there watching liver in Shirley,

1279
01:21:05.840 --> 01:21:09.399
nice morny, happy days and ship. She's chilling, she's having

1280
01:21:09.439 --> 01:21:10.760
a good time. She don't bother me.

1281
01:21:11.439 --> 01:21:14.359
Oh well, the dog I have, you know, like, she

1282
01:21:14.479 --> 01:21:17.000
gets like, she gets excited when I'm better, to the

1283
01:21:17.039 --> 01:21:19.199
point of peas on the floor, and I'm like, come on, man,

1284
01:21:21.000 --> 01:21:24.199
but but but then again, you know what, But but

1285
01:21:24.279 --> 01:21:26.479
then again, you know what. She's ten years old, so

1286
01:21:26.560 --> 01:21:28.760
it's like, oh yeah, you.

1287
01:21:28.760 --> 01:21:35.279
Know, sometimes we don't deserve so I have to beat her.

1288
01:21:37.479 --> 01:21:41.840
Shut up. Well, my cat is over there just taking

1289
01:21:41.920 --> 01:21:46.479
up space, all right, All right, well wait.

1290
01:21:46.319 --> 01:21:47.960
Wait, hold on, hold a way, way, hold on real quick.

1291
01:21:48.079 --> 01:21:50.199
You know what I'm saying. Since we're talking about animals, right,

1292
01:21:50.960 --> 01:21:52.760
so autside of the cat in the house to right,

1293
01:21:54.000 --> 01:21:57.439
and the dog. The dog be minded her own business.

1294
01:21:58.520 --> 01:22:01.439
The cat. The cat just looks at her, come by,

1295
01:22:01.560 --> 01:22:06.279
look at her and like four slaps. You hear the

1296
01:22:06.319 --> 01:22:09.720
dog like right, and I'm here looking at it right,

1297
01:22:09.720 --> 01:22:12.079
and the dogs looking at me like yo, do something.

1298
01:22:12.119 --> 01:22:13.359
I'm like, bro, you're the dog.

1299
01:22:17.359 --> 01:22:18.239
What do you want me to do?

1300
01:22:19.359 --> 01:22:21.119
And mind you you know what I'm saying. And just

1301
01:22:21.199 --> 01:22:24.199
for some context, you know what I'm saying. I'm surrounded

1302
01:22:24.239 --> 01:22:28.319
by the by the female gender. Everyone in the house,

1303
01:22:28.439 --> 01:22:30.680
but every living thing that's in the house is female

1304
01:22:30.720 --> 01:22:35.000
but me. Wow, cat, the cats are female, the dogs, females.

1305
01:22:35.439 --> 01:22:37.119
Are crazy in that house.

1306
01:22:38.000 --> 01:22:40.279
And then and then last night, you know, the cat,

1307
01:22:40.359 --> 01:22:42.239
you know, decides that she wanted to join the Olympic

1308
01:22:42.359 --> 01:22:44.720
team and ship because at three in the morning, I'm

1309
01:22:44.720 --> 01:22:49.039
hearing and like nails like you know what I'm saying,

1310
01:22:49.079 --> 01:22:54.159
scratching the floor. Then and I'm like this fucking cat, Bro,

1311
01:22:54.319 --> 01:22:55.520
you know what I'm saying. I woke up at three

1312
01:22:55.520 --> 01:22:59.039
in the morning right to see to see the cat.

1313
01:22:59.079 --> 01:23:00.720
You know what I'm saying, zoom on by, and this

1314
01:23:00.880 --> 01:23:03.279
cat scared the ship out of me because because I

1315
01:23:03.359 --> 01:23:07.079
woke up the bathroom and like you don't say, like

1316
01:23:07.119 --> 01:23:08.359
a little bit I was like, oh.

1317
01:23:09.039 --> 01:23:10.119
I can't even see him.

1318
01:23:10.920 --> 01:23:15.399
Yo, I'm not gonna lie yo for real. But like

1319
01:23:15.479 --> 01:23:18.439
cats are amazing going away man, because like because like

1320
01:23:18.479 --> 01:23:21.279
the pupils like you know what I'm saying, Like they

1321
01:23:21.479 --> 01:23:23.600
like like I don't understand, like you know how they

1322
01:23:23.640 --> 01:23:25.920
see so clear at night. You know what I'm saying.

1323
01:23:26.279 --> 01:23:30.079
They have like like yo, you know what, They're amazing,

1324
01:23:30.359 --> 01:23:31.319
but I don't.

1325
01:23:31.199 --> 01:23:37.199
Like, right, we'll leave the cats alone then, yeah, all right,

1326
01:23:38.239 --> 01:23:40.840
that's t G.

1327
01:23:41.000 --> 01:23:43.880
Love, that's Dove's dawn. I'm big cole on and always

1328
01:23:43.920 --> 01:23:51.159
keep in mind that at some point like my back, good,

1329
01:23:51.520 --> 01:23:52.359
good night and

1330
01:23:55.640 --> 01:23:55.880
Cool