Nov. 18, 2023

This Is A Live Test Stream That Went On Longer Then Expected (Recorded LIVE 11-18-23)

This Is A Live Test Stream That Went On Longer Then Expected (Recorded LIVE 11-18-23)

Testing out StreamYard for the first time.

Testing out StreamYard for the first time.

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And do not thing and some comp
yo, yo, what's up? Speak

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call you whether this might herd podcast
in a magic minute, But we're not

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doing a madic minute. We're doing
this might hurt at this point. We're

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trying a new platform. We were
doing Restream, but now we're trying out

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this shit called stream Yard. Hopefully
it works out a little better than Restream,

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which was actually a good sight.
But you know, we're just a

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little we just want to try new
things, you know what I'm saying.

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We're just trying to see what works
better for the podcast and shit like that,

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you know. So you know,
with that being said, I don't

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know if there's anybody out there at
this point, you know what I'm saying,

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fans of the show that are watching
or or even awake at this time,

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because right now it's three fifty three
am on the East coast, which

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is really fucking late or really fucking
early anyway. I don't know how you

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want to look at it, but
yeah, it's it's pretty pretty early,

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pretty late, however you want to
look at it. You know, We're

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just maybe we'll let's try something,
let's try something, let's see let's get

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let's see if we can get someone
to pop in here and throw us a

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question or two. Don't make me, don't don't make me fucking you know,

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pop up with ideas. You know
what I'm saying. Hi, TG

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was good? How are you?
I see you're awake still. So since

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you're listening and you're it's work.
It's working fine, like it's the sound

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is good, pictures good, everything's
okay. Yeah, tell me what what?

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What? What's going on? All
right? Cool? That's good?

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That that actually that actually makes me
feel good that the ship is working right.

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The only thing I got to try
and figure out how to do at

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this point is get co hosts inside. I see a button here for invite.

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But of course I'm not. Nobody's
coming in, you know what I'm

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saying. Nobody's coming into to say
what's up or anything on camera. So

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but let's let's talk about something.
Let's let's let's you know, let's let's

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figure something out. Let's talk about
something now that I'm now that I'm live,

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I don't want to fucking get off, to be honest with you,

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you know what I'm saying. So
either when you talk about something, I

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know it's four am. I know
that already. You know what I'm saying.

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I mean, it's four a m. And I'm wide the fuck awake.

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You know what I mean, I'm
wide awake. I can't I can't

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help the fact that I'm wide awake. You know. The only thing that's

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different about this well you you're too
old for this ship. I'm not too

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old for this ship. I know
I should be sleeping, but I'm not

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too old. Maybe you are,
but I'm not. Yo. I'm just

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saying. I'm just saying. I'm
just saying. You know, it is

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what it is. So yeah,
that's that's just that's just what it is,

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man, all right. So I
got what I have here is a

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deck of cards right from a company
called pod Decks. Yeah, it says

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it says, it says right here
that it says invite. So I'm assuming

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that I can invite people to come
on live. You want to come on?

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I gotta you can. I can
invite up to ten people on screen

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at once, so I can.
I could put ten people on at one

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time. So that's what I could
do. Now you're good, right,

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Yeah? Yeah, it'll be crazy, right, ten motherfuckers on the screen

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at one time, talking ship.
Absolutely I'm with that. So I'm just

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saying, we gotta I was talking
to Doves earlier and he was telling me

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that he wants to ask, well, just that he wanted to do do

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it consistently once week on Mondays.
But I told him Monday night football,

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bro, you know what I'm saying. You know what I'm saying. It

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was like Monday night football. He
wasa, what about Tuesdays? So there's

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no more Monday night football. I'm
like, I don't know. We have

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to figure it out what everybody else. We just can't just popping up,

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you know, because sometimes Mondays might
not be good for some people. You

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know what I'm saying. Sometimes Monday
might be good, Tuesday might not be

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good. Tuesday might be good,
Monday might not be good. You know

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what I'm saying. So you know, it depends on what it is everybody's

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doing, you know. So hopefully, yeah, it would be insane,

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fucking yeah yeah, Monday, Yeah
would be insane. We'll be talking at

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the same time as shit ten motherfucker's
on the screen at the same time.

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I'd be crazy. It's like a
fucking assembly and shit, you know.

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But yeah, Mondays are weird.
I get it why he would he would

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choose a Monday, you know what
I mean. I mean, so I

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don't. I don't understand what that's
about. But maybe because it's more,

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it's more it's a convenience thing for
him, I know that. Hold on,

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let me see something. Let me
see if one second, give me

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one second, I'm gonna see if
if her nan is awake. I mean,

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yeah, you know what I mean. Let's see if see if highest

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tolerance is awake. All right,
you'll be back, all right, just

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come back, you know, do
what you do, come back anyway.

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So, while I'm waiting on some
more peeps to stop in and say what's

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up, anybody? You know what
I mean? I got this ship here

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from this company called pod Decks.
It's it's reversed told. Oh no,

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it's called pod Decks, right,
it's not married properly anyway. And this

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one is called would you rather?
Okay, so let's see what this ship

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is all about, you know what
I mean. Since I'm testing this shit

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out of might as well, you
know, all right, so let's try

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this one. Which one would I
do? So? This one says,

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would you rather spike the punch or
XEROQ? Your ass, xerox your ass

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the next office party. I don't
know, to be honest with you,

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I don't know if my ass would
fit on the Xerox machine. You know

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what I mean. I mean,
I don't know if my ass would fit

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on the Xerox machine. I might
break that shit, you know. So

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I'd rather spike the punch because I'm
not gonna break the fucking Xerox machine.

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Yeah. Put some don Q in
there, or some Ricardi, maybe some

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Siraq. Yeah. It is the
worst, Yeah, because like I said,

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I'm not I'm not gonna fucking xerox
my ass that next office party because

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my ass would not fit on the
fucking Xerox machine. I'm too fucking my

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ass is too big for that shit, you know what I'm saying. What's

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the other one? Let me see
that one was corny? All right?

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Here's a good one. Here's a
good one. Here's a good one.

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All right. Would you rather face
a fork in the road or be forced

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to pick between three doors? Which
one? Would you rather do? Face

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a fork in the road or be
forced to pick between three doors? Me?

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Personally, I face the fork in
the road. I'll tell you why,

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because I'm that dude, like,
I would rather make a drastic,

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important, life changing decision then sit
there and have one of those doors pick

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it for me. That's just me
personally, That's just that's just how I

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do shit. You know what I'm
saying. I would rather face a fork

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in the road than you know word, Yeah, fork in the road.

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Yeah, see, I would rather
do that fork in the road. Let's

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see what's the next one? All
right, shit, all right, peep

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peepa, here's another one. This
is supposed to be a test run,

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but what seems to be working,
so we're just gonna keep it going for

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a little while, all right,
So check this shit out. Your your

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voice, all right? Would you
rather have your voice sound like Elmo or

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Kermit the Frog? I don't know. I don't like Elmo, so I'd

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rather go with Kermit. You know
what I'm saying. I'd rather go with

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Kermit because you know, Almo ain't
got a girlfriend and his voice is still

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squeaky. Yeah, Kermit got a
wife, so his voice is a little

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more tough and rough around the edges. You know what I'm saying, How

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can you how can you want a
voice from a puppet that doesn't have somebody

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in his life fucking with him.
You know. You know what I'm saying,

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as opposed to Kermit, whose wife
probably beats the living ship out of

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him. Yeah, you know,
Miss Piggy, you know, Miss Piggy's

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fucking Kermit the frog up. You
know that shit right, And she hasn't

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been canceled yet. You know what
I'm saying. She fucks that, she

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fucks that frog up, and she
has not been canceled. You know what

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I mean talking about domestic violence and
ship. You know, you know we

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all know she's fucking them up.
We all know she's whipping his ass and

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ship because it's not easy being green, you know what I'm saying. Anyway,

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anyway, Yeah, that's that's sucked
up. I know. I know.

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Oh I got another one. And
Miss Piggy, Miss Piggy be wild

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and yo, ms Piggy's crazy,
man, you know what I mean.

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She knows karate and everything. She
fucks curve it up, man, That's

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why he came out with that song. It ain't easy being green, you

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know what I'm saying. All Right, So I got a good one.

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I got a good one, all
right? Now this is this not now,

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this is gonna be good. So
I want whoever's watching to answer this

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one. All right? Would you
rather wear a monitor that beeps when you're

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lying or beeps when you're attracted to
someone? Oh? So you wanted to

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beep when you're lying or beep when
it's when you when when you're when you're

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with someone you're attracted to. Oh, ship, I gotta think about this

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one. Not that I'm not that
I'm a liar. I'm I'm just you

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know it won't yo, teach,
you had to have that ship beep when

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you're lying, because I know you
don't bullshit. You know what I'm saying,

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We don't bullshit. So I guess
you would pick that one because you

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don't want to You don't want to
deep in well while you're standing next to

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somebody you're attracted to, because Magie, you're just looking at this dude.

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You're just talking and ship and she's
just gonna be be be And he's like,

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Yo, why the fuck is that
shuit keep beeping? You know what

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I'm saying. He's looking at you
like, Yo, why is that fucking

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monitor ship beeping like that? And
know you're just sitting there is just looking

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at him like, damn, this
ship is beeping. Ah, you're attracted

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too many people? Oh shit,
oh shit, Yeah that's funny. All

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right. Oh I got another good
one. Hold on, hold up on

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a second, yo, Dubs,
just hit me up, dubs, just

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hit me up. My bad,
my bad, my bad. I got

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another good one. Though, I
got another good one. I hold up,

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this one's good. You ready?
Would you rather be able to record

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your thoughts or your dreams while you
sleep? No, you ain't gotta do.

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You ain't gotta come on now,
TG, you ain't gotta come on

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now. Every doub was just text
me and he was like, Yo,

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what's up? You're good? I
was like, I'm live, bro.

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I told you I was going live. I said, either you could watch

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on YouTube, Facebook, or you
could come on live. Dreams right,

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be able to record your thoughts or
your dreams while you sleep? Your dreams,

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because yo, let me tell you
something. You wanna hear some fucked

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up shit real quick? No dream
Yeah? I get it. Yeah,

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I understand completely, because dreams you
want, you want to fuck with?

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You don't wanna you don't want that
ship. Yeah, your thoughts to be

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all recorded, and you rather have
your dreams because sometimes you dream and you

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don't remember that ship, and you
wake up feeling something. You know what

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I'm saying. You know you dreamt
something. You know what I mean.

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You know you dreamt something and you
don't know what that is. You're gonna

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start your shit already, be right. You don't know what that dream was,

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but you feel something, you know
what I mean, And you definitely

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want to probably record that ship because
you know you wanna, You want to

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be able to know what the fuck
you were dreaming about. So I get

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it. I get it when you
say you want to record your dreams.

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I get it, But hold up
real quick. Like I was saying,

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yo, a couple of nights ago, maybe last week. I know I

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was dreaming because it was one of
those kinds of dreams when you you can't

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move and you're trying to move and
you can't because something's holding you down.

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That's what I felt in my dream
that she was kind of fucking freaky bro

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Like I was laying down. I
was like, Yo, get the fuck

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off me. But I couldn't see
nobody. It was dark, and the

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bed it felt like the bed was
moving through through like a tunnel or something.

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It was going from side to side, and I was being held down

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and I was like, get the
fuck off me, get the fuck off

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me, like trying to move my
limbs and shit, and I couldn't move

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for nothing. That shit freaked me
the fuck out. Yeah, yeah it

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is. Yeah, it happened to
you. Yeah that's wes Wow. Bro,

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that is scary, no doubt,
that is scary. I was like,

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Yo, what the fuck? I
was like, get the fuck off

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me, get off me, and
I was trying my best to move and

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shit, and I just couldn't move. I was like, Yo, what

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the fuck is going on here?
So I would have liked to have recorded

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that and found out what the fuck
was going on, because Yo, I

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woke up, my heart was pounding
and ship. Yeah, sleep paralysis,

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That's what I was thinking too,
I was, I was I would like

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to have known what the fuck was
going on and ship all right. This

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is this is for the ladies in
the room, because because I don't,

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I don't get any of this shit, you know what I mean. So

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for the ladies in the room,
would you rather get a shoulder massage or

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a foot massage? What would you
rather do? What would you rather do?

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Get a shoulder massage or a foot
massage. Let me know what would

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you rather get. I don't think
too hard. It's not that difficult of

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a question. Shoulder. Why is
that for the Well, the reason why

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it's for the ladies is because,
for one, I don't get shoulder massages

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or foot massages. I don't.
I don't get that ship. I don't.

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I don't, I don't know.
I just don't get massages period,

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you know what I'm saying. So
that's why I said for the ladies,

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because most of the time women would
like to get massages wherever the fuck they

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can get them, or whenever they
can get them, or as often as

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they can get them. You know
what I'm saying. I mean unless unless,

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unless Doves likes getting massages himself,
you know what I'm saying. But

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I don't personally that. I mean
a lot of people tell me that,

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a lot of people say, yeah, the massage massages are good for you.

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You know what I'm saying, You
stay, you stay flexible, you

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stay. You know, your muscles
get all tense up. They're good to

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release attention and shit like that.
And but the problem, the problem with

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me is this, all right,
as far as massages go you touch me

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and you can feel how how tight
and and then how tight my muscles are?

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Like like if you you try massage
me and ship look at that man,

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look at this, Look at that. Oh my goodness, Oh my

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god, Codian, what do you
got there? Look at the guns?

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Son? Oh shit, the gun
show right there. Look at that anyway.

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Yeah, yeah, that's why I
that's why I need a massage,

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I guess, right, Yeah,
because I that that's it's just appearance.

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It's all, it's all tight,
and it's all it's all fucked up.

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So I know I got to get
one eventually. I just don't know when

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I'll go about doing it, but
you know, I'll definitely definitely try to

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to get one one of these days. You know what I'm saying. Shout

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out to Kims. She gave me
a massage and a happy ending. She

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was a giver. Yo. Doves, Doves you crazy son, DVEs you

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crazy son? Why would you say
that? Oh my goodness? All right,

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all right, we're gonna try another
one. We're gonna try another one.

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Yeah. I put the guns away. I put the guns away.

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I don't wanna. I don't want
to upset anybody, you know, what

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I'm saying. I don't wanna.
I don't want anybody to to feel like,

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you know, I'm out, I'm
out doing them, you know what

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I mean. Alright, let's try
another one. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

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that's for the song watching Special and
that's what he got. Oh no,

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that sounds that's a little too crazy
that one. Oh all right,

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okay, this one's pretty good.
This one's pretty good. All right.

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So would you rather see one of
your parents having an affair or see your

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spouse having an affair? Which one
would you rather see most? Would you

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rather see one of your parents having
an affair, especially if they're together,

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or see a spouse having an affair? Now, which one would you rather

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see? Let's figure this out.
I mean, let's be real. I

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mean, if I all right,
so you all right, so you'd rather

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see Yeah, yeah, all right, so hold on, oh ship,

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but yo, but on the real, well, on the real that's true.

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You mean, I mean, if
you see it, you, if

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you see it for yourself, you
know, that's an indication that it's it's

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not working. It's time to move
on, you know what I'm saying.

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So I get I get what you
mean. I get what you're saying.

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You know what I'm saying, to
get out of the situation. When you

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see the you know the when you
see the affair yourself, you know it's

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it's definitely something that will make you
jump right out of the relationship. So

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I get it and doves my spouse. I can tea back like a sister.

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Yet, I'll leave that to you. If my dad hadn't a fair

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word, TG, if you had
an affair, you would high five him.

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Yeah, so anyway, Yeah,
I wouldn't. I wouldn't want to

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see I wouldn't want to see your
mom or your dad. You know what

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I'm saying, having an affair of
dubs. Yeah, that's so so hold

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so hold up to hold up,
TG, Hold up, so you don't

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you and your your dad's wife don't
get along or you just can't stand the

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chick. Yeah, Pete Diddy is
a menace. Bro. Let me let

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me tell you something now. Now, you brought up something we could talk

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about other than would you rather We'll
go back to who you what would you

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rather? But P Diddy is a
menace. B Diddy is a fucking menace.

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Bro. I have not Oh you
never liked her? Yeah, So

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I get so I get your your
frustration and not frustration, but I get

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your your hatred towards her because you
know you never did like her. So

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high five for Dad for sure.
You know what I mean? So so

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real quick. So yeah, Diddy
is a menace, bro. So let

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me tell you something I never I
never, I never liked did he or

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any of the ship he's did,
he's done. You know what I'm saying.

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I mean, he brought Biggie in. Biggie was was was one of

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the greatest, no doubt about it. But when he pulled that ship,

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when he pulled that ship off with
the gun at the club or wherever it

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was, when he was with Jennifer
Lopez and he tried to pull that shit

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off and get the driver to take
blame for the gun for one at that

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that was That was one of the
bitch moves I didn't like. Second,

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and the one that took the cake
with me was him fucking around with his

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son's girl. That's what really that. After that, I'm like, I

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can't fuck with this dude, Yo. I can't. I can't, Yo,

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I really can't mess you know,
I can't take this dude for for

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for not I mean I can't.
I just I just can't. You know

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what I'm saying. I mean,
fuck around with your son's woman, you

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know what I mean? Like,
why why would you? I mean,

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for one, you know it's her
bad too, because you know that's your

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dude's father. You know what I
mean. You know that your dude's dad,

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and you're fucking around with him.
Yah. Not only that, you

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know you you you broadcast that ship. That ship was out in the open.

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You know what that made that kidd, But how it made that kid

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feel, How that kid must have
felt. Damn, that's my girl.

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I love her. She's fucking my
dad. It is gross. It's it

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is kind of It is not kind
of gross, it is fucking gross.

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Bro, Like, what the fuck? How do you do that ship?

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How do you live with yourself?
Unless that was always her intention? Yeah,

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and that's true. It could have
been her intention to begin with.

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But as a father, you don't
do that ship. Even if that was

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her intention, Even if she threw
the pussy like a frisbee in his face,

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you know what I'm saying, If
she took the took the pussy on

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through it into into into his face, like, yo, take take my

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ship here is yours. You don't
do that ship as a father, man,

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you don't do that ship. That's
that's that's that's crazy. That's unfucking

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real. You don't do that man. It's it's it's it's it's not it's

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just not right. Yeah, that's
exactly what he's what he basically said.

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That's exactly what he most likely said
to this. He was like, son,

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she a hole anyway because I hit
it. So she a ho,

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bro. If you didn't hit it, if you didn't fuck with her,

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why would she be why would she
be a hoe? She? She?

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She she shouldn't be a hole in
your eyes. You know what I'm saying.

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If you weren't fucking with her,
if you weren't fucking with her,

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you would have let her ass go. Would have told your son, listen,

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she tried kicking it with me,
she tried letting me hit. I

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didn't hit because you're my son.
I love you. I would never do

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that to you. But she a
hoe, bro, because she's coming at

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me like that, So handle it, handle it simple. But he went

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ahead and he did what he did
exactly exactly. Yeah, he went ahead

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and he did what he did,
and it was fucked up. It was

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fucked up. There is no excuse
for that at all, at all.

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There's no excuse for that at all. It's fucking terrible. It's fucking terrible.

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I just don't I just don't get
it. All right, So,

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so dubs, all right, he's
covering up the fact that he loves man.

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Here's here's your highways. But listen
to me, be I heard that

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there was some shit going around that
he likes fucking with dudes or whatever the

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case may be. Right, I
heard about that. But the question is,

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all right, but hold up,
hold up, but hold up,

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if if he if he's hiding the
fact that he's he likes men or he

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loves men, whatever it is,
how come there is a lot more info

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on that, you know what I'm
saying. I mean, if you have

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proof, if you have proof that
that's the case, shoot it my way,

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bro. I want to see that
ship because I want to talk shit

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on it too. His chick is
a boy, says is in a bisexual

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relationship. Yeah, yeah, it's
it's it's it's crazy, bro. I

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mean, I don't understand what the
fuck is up with this dude? Bro?

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Ussher what usher said it? Or
he fucked with Usher. That's a

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big difference, you know what I'm
saying. I mean, I don't I

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don't know the facts as far as
his sexuality is concerned. I just know

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it. But you know, TG, we're talking about Diddy man Diddy being

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into dudes too. What word?
Oh my goodness, I didn't know that.

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I didn't know that. No.
No, TG's and I'll see that

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that. That's not That's not what
we're saying. Is we're not saying that

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that. You know who I mean? But hold up, hold up?

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Hold up? Does he teach you
when we're not saying that we give a

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fuck? Is I don't give a
fuck whether or not he's bisexual. I

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mean, I don't care what he
does and who he does it with.

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But what I'm saying is, I'm
just I'm just shocked that there's word going

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out there that he did that ship
with Usher when he was a teenager.

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Bro. We're getting ready to see
a five part mini series called Surviving Diddy.

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The word is born, yo,
that I'm telling you surviving Diddy because

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there's more. There's more of this
ship than just him fucking around and you

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know, doing ship. Yes,
if I'm telling you because I heard,

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I heard there was some human trafficking
involved. This is what I heard.

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I don't know if it's the fact. I just gotta look it up,

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and you know, you can find
anything out you know what I'm saying.

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But I mean I heard, I
heard there was fucking human trafficking and underage

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ship and not only I don't know, man, there's a lot of ship

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going on. Yeah, there's a
there's your TG. Look it up,

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man, there's a lot of ship
going on. It's it's ridiculous, yo.

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And how much sh it is really
going on out there? And R

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Kelly, R Kelly is just is
not even scratching the surface of all the

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ship that's going on out there.
It really, it's it's it's really,

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it's it's it's it's really, it's
crazy. It's it's fucking nuts. Yeah.

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Yeah, I know it's always been
guy, I you know, it's

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always been going on, you know
what I'm saying, because not because look

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at look at all, look at
all the ship that went on with Epstein.

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And yeah, I don't I don't
think Epstein hung himself either. I

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don't think he hung himself. I
think they did that. Motherfucker favor though,

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because he did, he'd have gotten
got a long time ago, or

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he would have gotten got eventually,
you know what I'm saying. So they

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did him a favor and then just
hung him because I don't think he did

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that ship himself. You know,
it's it's fucking terrible, man, It's

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fucking terrible. I mean, I
don't I don't you know, condone any

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of the ship that goes on in
the world, you know what I'm saying,

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A lot of the ship that that
goes on in the world. But

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you know, there are there are
fucking they're definitely definitely, definitely fucking demons

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out there. Bro. Yeah,
Yeah, that's what I'm I'm saying.

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TG. Nobody, No, nobody's
talked about it, you know what I'm

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saying. Nobody talked about who who
hung out with him, what they did,

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And the only people who know are
Epstein and that chick that that that

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that's going to jail for for for
bringing the teenagers to Epstein and ship like

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that. She ain't gonna talk because
she knows she dead. If she talks,

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she's gonna be She's dead anyway,
she's gonna I think they killed him

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because they knew he was gonna end
up being a rat. That's what I

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think me personally. Even Yo,
even though didn't R Kelly say he was

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gonna start blasting on people too,
didn't he say that? At one point

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he was like, Yo, I'm
not going down a long. I'm taking

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a bunch of motherfuckers with me.
I don't know. I really don't know,

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So I don't know what's going on. Yeah, I'll definitely watch the

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documentary and then I'll definitely watch that
shit. I'm not even fucking around.

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I watched that, you know,
so it is. I'm just glad this

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shit is working, you know what
I'm saying, Like, I'm glad the

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sound is good, I'm glad the
picture is good. I'm glad. Yeah,

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Trump was his homeboy. You're absolutely
right. Trump was his homeboy.

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Yep. That's crazy, Yep,
that shout out. But I'm, like

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I said, I'm just glad this
whole shit is working so we could,

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like I said, I get the
show popping off again on a regular basis.

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Man. So yeah, I don't
watch the documentary, but I also

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want to see is the one documentary
about about Tyson? Not not not the

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one that he does another documentary about
him. I want to watch too.

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That that's very interesting I heard.
I don't know if it's on, if

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it's on Netflix or wherever it's a
I don't know, it's probably on it

403
00:41:47.760 --> 00:41:52.039
probably on Netflix, you know what
I'm saying. I want to watch that.

404
00:41:57.599 --> 00:42:01.400
There's a lot of shit I want
to watch. Yeah, yeah,

405
00:42:01.440 --> 00:42:07.719
but yeah Trump Trump was his own
boy. I'm trying to I'm trying to

406
00:42:07.760 --> 00:42:15.199
think it wasn't wasn't it? It
was Epstein and Weinstein? Right. Weinstein's

407
00:42:15.199 --> 00:42:45.920
the older dude that's in jail now, Right, Weinstein's his name, Yes,

408
00:42:45.159 --> 00:42:50.639
yeah, Weinstein, So Weinstein.
He's the other motherfucker too. Man.

409
00:42:50.840 --> 00:42:53.880
He did all that shit to all
those those actresses and ship, and

410
00:42:54.800 --> 00:42:59.119
that's terrible. Bro damage a lot
of people, just, you know,

411
00:43:00.840 --> 00:43:06.800
damaging lives and ship. That's fucked
up. You know. I just think.

412
00:43:06.880 --> 00:43:09.599
I just think that, you know, when you fuck up somebody's life

413
00:43:09.679 --> 00:43:19.519
like that, yea, how hard
it is? Do you know how hard

414
00:43:19.559 --> 00:43:28.480
it is for some people to come
back to life when their life was taken

415
00:43:28.480 --> 00:43:36.159
from them. Yeah, I'm putting
on Chapsick. I don't know why the

416
00:43:36.199 --> 00:43:40.639
fuck I'm putting Chapsick on I don't
know why the fuck I'm putting chapsick on

417
00:43:43.360 --> 00:43:50.920
my lips feel chapped. Yeah,
it is hard, exactly. It is

418
00:43:50.960 --> 00:43:57.119
hard. You know, when somebody
comes into your into your life and fucks

419
00:43:57.199 --> 00:44:00.159
with you, it makes you,
you know, do things you don't want

420
00:44:00.199 --> 00:44:05.960
to do, and feel things you
don't want to feel, and do things

421
00:44:05.960 --> 00:44:09.400
to you don't want done. You
know, when you live with this fear

422
00:44:09.480 --> 00:44:13.840
that this person's gonna hurt you more
and or kill you or something, so

423
00:44:14.599 --> 00:44:20.199
you you you suffer in silence.
Man. It's terrible, you know,

424
00:44:20.320 --> 00:44:24.440
because there are there are women out
there and they are and it's it's crazy

425
00:44:24.480 --> 00:44:30.239
to say, but yeah, it
is power. It's it's crazy to say

426
00:44:30.280 --> 00:44:37.760
that there are dudes out there too
that that that are going through that ship

427
00:44:37.760 --> 00:44:40.679
too. Man. It's like they're
being they're being held down, they're being

428
00:44:40.719 --> 00:44:45.760
held back, they're being you know
what I'm saying. It's it's a mental

429
00:44:45.840 --> 00:44:53.559
thing, bro, It's it's definitely
you know, something that that we don't

430
00:44:54.000 --> 00:45:05.760
We don't talk about much, but
there's there's a lot of things that that

431
00:45:06.119 --> 00:45:10.280
you know, for men, they
don't talk about because they don't want to

432
00:45:10.320 --> 00:45:15.559
feel like like a bitch. No
I don't mean like a bitch, like

433
00:45:15.559 --> 00:45:17.480
a female. I mean, you
know, they don't want to feel you

434
00:45:17.519 --> 00:45:24.760
know, like they're bitching out and
shit like that. You know, all

435
00:45:24.840 --> 00:45:31.400
right, so people are scared to
speak on it. It's true, you

436
00:45:31.400 --> 00:45:34.719
know what I'm saying. I mean, people are scared to speak on it,

437
00:45:35.840 --> 00:45:43.039
you know what I'm saying. And
the thing that's crazy about it is

438
00:45:43.039 --> 00:45:52.920
is that when you get a man
who's with a female and he loves her,

439
00:45:52.079 --> 00:45:58.400
she's won his trust, she's one, you know what I'm saying,

440
00:45:58.480 --> 00:46:06.039
his love whatever, then all of
a sudden, like she changes. Now

441
00:46:06.079 --> 00:46:07.840
I'm not saying this is all women. This is this just happens in certain

442
00:46:07.880 --> 00:46:12.599
situations. And you know, the
guy loves her so much that he's dealing

443
00:46:12.639 --> 00:46:15.719
with her. He's putting up on
her ship, you know, he's he's

444
00:46:15.760 --> 00:46:22.000
dealing with with what it is she's
putting out, you know, the disrespect,

445
00:46:23.000 --> 00:46:28.400
you know, the lack of communication, you know what I'm saying,

446
00:46:28.519 --> 00:46:35.599
the lack of of you know,
emotional support, you know what I'm saying,

447
00:46:35.679 --> 00:46:40.320
The lack of you know a lot
of different things. You know,

448
00:46:40.840 --> 00:46:46.119
I mean, what are you supposed
to do at that point? You know,

449
00:46:46.159 --> 00:46:49.000
you want to. You want to
pack up and leave, but you

450
00:46:49.039 --> 00:46:55.519
know you wanna You want to be
able to, You want to be able

451
00:46:55.559 --> 00:47:01.920
to make things work, so you
stick through it. You know what I'm

452
00:47:01.920 --> 00:47:06.880
saying. You don't want to give
up on a relationship. You know you

453
00:47:06.880 --> 00:47:09.679
don't want to. You don't want
things to fall apart because you're comfortable.

454
00:47:10.599 --> 00:47:16.039
You know what I'm saying. You
don't want things to disrupt what's going on

455
00:47:16.159 --> 00:47:23.920
in the household with everyone else because
you're afraid that if it disrupts too much,

456
00:47:25.239 --> 00:47:32.440
things will get chaotic. You you
sit there and you let all this

457
00:47:32.519 --> 00:47:37.280
shit happen, and all this shit
is happening around you, you know what

458
00:47:37.320 --> 00:47:40.280
I'm saying, And you can't control
it. You know what I'm saying.

459
00:47:40.400 --> 00:47:45.079
You think you can control it,
but you can't, because the only thing

460
00:47:45.119 --> 00:47:49.639
you can control is how you deal
with things, how you feel about things.

461
00:47:51.119 --> 00:47:57.719
You can only control what it is
you do. And the shit that's

462
00:47:57.719 --> 00:48:04.039
fucked up is that narcissists women are
out there just like they're narcissistic men.

463
00:48:04.199 --> 00:48:08.239
I'm not gonna front there are narcissistic
men out there, you know. And

464
00:48:08.760 --> 00:48:15.360
whenever you confront a woman who's narcissistic, they try to flip it onto you

465
00:48:15.480 --> 00:48:17.639
like the reason why it is the
way it is because this is what you're

466
00:48:17.639 --> 00:48:24.920
doing. No, bitch, I'm
sorry. I shouldn't say that when you're

467
00:48:25.119 --> 00:48:27.559
you know what I'm saying, but
I mean, you know, you look

468
00:48:27.559 --> 00:48:31.360
at her and you're like, no, I didn't cause this, I didn't

469
00:48:31.360 --> 00:48:37.519
do this. This isn't my fault. I'm trying to fix it and you're

470
00:48:37.559 --> 00:48:44.440
tearing it down because that's what narcissists
do. They tear shit down, and

471
00:48:44.480 --> 00:48:52.480
they don't want to be blamed or
they won't allow themselves to be blamed for

472
00:48:52.599 --> 00:48:59.280
whatever it is they're putting you through. They just throw it in your face.

473
00:49:00.159 --> 00:49:04.199
They take the blame off of themselves
and push it on to someone else,

474
00:49:08.719 --> 00:49:13.800
you know, And that's that's fucked
up. It's fucked up, you

475
00:49:13.840 --> 00:49:16.960
know, and men being men,
they don't they don't want to talk about

476
00:49:17.000 --> 00:49:22.159
it exactly. So they do blame
you. They do blame you for it.

477
00:49:23.280 --> 00:49:29.039
They blame you for everything that's wrong
in the relationship. And it's just

478
00:49:29.079 --> 00:49:35.599
not right. It's not right at
all. And the reason why it's not

479
00:49:35.800 --> 00:49:45.960
right is because you can sit there
and do your best, do your best

480
00:49:47.320 --> 00:49:52.159
to make things happen, to make
things work, to make things better.

481
00:49:52.760 --> 00:50:00.719
But it just doesn't work that way
anymore. Man. It's like people say.

482
00:50:00.159 --> 00:50:06.599
People say they want relationships to be
fifty to fifty. Right, they

483
00:50:06.599 --> 00:50:10.559
want relationships to be fifty to fifty. Now, here's my opinion on that.

484
00:50:13.280 --> 00:50:24.440
A relationship should be, you know, done and all right, relationship

485
00:50:24.519 --> 00:50:35.159
me let me worry it, right, a relationship that's fifty to fifty.

486
00:50:35.639 --> 00:50:39.599
No, you are off TG.
Wait a minute, So you can't fix

487
00:50:39.599 --> 00:50:52.480
someone who's broken. Now, it
takes a special person to help guide someone

488
00:50:52.000 --> 00:51:00.400
who's broken. Yeah, right,
You most likely cannot fix someone who's broken,

489
00:51:00.480 --> 00:51:06.559
but you can help guide that person. You know what I'm saying,

490
00:51:07.800 --> 00:51:14.159
to a better life, the better
thoughts. You know what I'm saying,

491
00:51:14.880 --> 00:51:19.880
to a better way of thinking and
a better way of coping. You know

492
00:51:19.920 --> 00:51:22.880
what I'm saying. I mean,
you don't you don't want to go and

493
00:51:25.440 --> 00:51:29.719
that that isn't that what I just
said, that they that at the end

494
00:51:29.719 --> 00:51:30.519
of the day, they go only
fix themselves. That's what I'm saying.

495
00:51:30.559 --> 00:51:34.559
You can't fix someone who's broken,
but you can help them. You can

496
00:51:34.599 --> 00:51:40.400
help guide them in a direction that
can help them better themselves. That can

497
00:51:40.400 --> 00:51:45.199
help them men the wounds that they've
they've accumulated throughout the years. You know

498
00:51:45.239 --> 00:51:50.039
what I'm saying, of suffering and
and going through ship. You know what

499
00:51:50.119 --> 00:51:57.559
I mean? No, you can't
you really, you really can't fix somebody

500
00:51:57.599 --> 00:52:05.840
who's who's broken, but you can
help guide them in the right direction.

501
00:52:06.039 --> 00:52:07.119
That's how I feel it. That's
my opinion. I'm sticking to it.

502
00:52:17.000 --> 00:52:21.480
You're not saying, all right,
so what are you saying? Explain it?

503
00:52:22.199 --> 00:52:25.079
I'm not saying the same thing.
Okay, So what are you saying?

504
00:52:28.199 --> 00:52:37.559
Speak on it? Speak on it? What do you mean? It's

505
00:52:37.559 --> 00:52:46.199
all good? You just said you're
not saying the same thing that I'm saying.

506
00:52:46.800 --> 00:52:50.400
Are you saying you're not saying the
same thing because we're saying and thinking

507
00:52:50.440 --> 00:52:52.159
the same thing, or because you
have a whole different perspective on it.

508
00:53:00.239 --> 00:53:10.039
I don't know. I don't know
what you mean. T g mm hmm.

509
00:53:13.119 --> 00:53:31.760
Don't worry. I wait. Okay, Okay, I waited. Okay.

510
00:53:31.960 --> 00:53:39.239
I'm saying that a person needs to
be self aware and know they have

511
00:53:39.280 --> 00:53:47.119
a problem. You can try to
guide all you want, but but but

512
00:53:47.400 --> 00:53:53.639
it won't change anything. Okay.
You're You're right, you got to point.

513
00:53:55.199 --> 00:53:59.880
You got a point because you know, whoever, whoever this the person

514
00:53:59.960 --> 00:54:05.159
is that is broken, needs to
You're absolutely right. They need to be

515
00:54:05.159 --> 00:54:07.800
self aware. They need to know
that they are broken. It's like going

516
00:54:07.800 --> 00:54:14.679
to a fucking AA meeting. My
name is Big Coleone and I'm an alcoholic.

517
00:54:15.800 --> 00:54:21.400
My name is Big holy One,
and I am broken. I am

518
00:54:21.440 --> 00:54:31.920
broken. That's exactly what it is
they need to say. For instance,

519
00:54:32.199 --> 00:54:36.119
how many times are you going to
tell your friend the truth but they don't

520
00:54:36.119 --> 00:54:37.920
want to listen, they don't want
to hear it. Let me tell you

521
00:54:37.960 --> 00:54:43.320
something. I have a friend that
I've told the truth to thousands of times.

522
00:54:43.559 --> 00:54:47.840
I don't know about thousands of times, maybe a few hundred times,

523
00:54:49.599 --> 00:54:53.519
and they just didn't want to hear
it. They just don't want to hear

524
00:54:53.559 --> 00:55:02.400
it. And that's true. They
just didn't want to listen. And you

525
00:55:02.440 --> 00:55:07.480
can't and you can't change that habit, you know what I'm saying. You

526
00:55:07.519 --> 00:55:15.000
can't change that person's thought process when
they're in that state of mind. So

527
00:55:15.079 --> 00:55:17.719
I understand when you say they need
to be self aware if they want to

528
00:55:17.840 --> 00:55:25.519
change what it is they're going through. Yes, You're absolutely right. Sometimes

529
00:55:25.519 --> 00:55:31.719
they need to find out for themselves. You're absolutely right. You're absolutely right,

530
00:55:31.719 --> 00:55:37.519
they need to find out for themselves. And I completely understand that,

531
00:55:40.199 --> 00:55:47.239
you know, because finding out for
themselves is important, you know, finding

532
00:55:47.280 --> 00:55:52.119
out for themselves. You know,
it just it just needs to happen.

533
00:55:53.519 --> 00:56:00.320
You know, you can't go through
life pussy and around the fact that you're

534
00:56:00.360 --> 00:56:09.719
broken, because if you know you're
broken and you know you need to fix

535
00:56:09.760 --> 00:56:24.400
yourself. Excuse me, I'm saying, stop putting. I agree to an

536
00:56:24.400 --> 00:56:31.920
extent. I agree with that statement
to an extent because to me, personally,

537
00:56:32.199 --> 00:56:37.440
my opinion, this is me saying
this. You know how I roll.

538
00:56:37.079 --> 00:56:42.440
You know what I'm saying. You
know I go through shit. I

539
00:56:42.480 --> 00:56:45.360
suffer with shit, you know what
I'm saying, and I'm dealing with shit.

540
00:56:47.320 --> 00:56:54.159
But when I see a friend in
need, I do my best to

541
00:56:54.280 --> 00:57:00.079
do my duty as a friend,
as a good friend to help with the

542
00:57:00.119 --> 00:57:07.360
dilemma. You know what I'm saying. I mean, I don't. I

543
00:57:07.400 --> 00:57:15.119
don't write the answers out because I
don't have them. I speak my truth

544
00:57:15.119 --> 00:57:24.079
and how I feel about the situation
and let them gather their own solutions to

545
00:57:24.199 --> 00:57:37.320
their problems. That's all I could
do. Now. The reason why it's

546
00:57:37.320 --> 00:57:39.760
not the same as wanting to fix
is because you can't fix it. We

547
00:57:39.880 --> 00:57:50.159
established that you cannot fix it.
Support is necessary, you know what I'm

548
00:57:50.199 --> 00:57:55.039
saying. It's always good to have
that one friend that's gonna just put their

549
00:57:55.039 --> 00:58:05.440
hand out and help pull you out. Not saying fix it, but put

550
00:58:05.519 --> 00:58:15.159
you in a position to where the
knowledge is given that puts you in a

551
00:58:15.199 --> 00:58:24.199
position to start to fix your issues, start to fix what's broken. So

552
00:58:24.239 --> 00:58:31.239
it's kind of like this, if
you're in a relationship with a woman and

553
00:58:31.320 --> 00:58:37.719
she completely or you're in a relationship
with a man, because you know tg

554
00:58:37.880 --> 00:58:45.760
you are a woman. We know
this, and you know you you catch

555
00:58:45.760 --> 00:58:52.760
your man fucking around, you catch
your man cheating, like you literally see

556
00:58:52.760 --> 00:58:59.360
this motherfucker. Like, yo,
he's over there with this chick right now.

557
00:58:59.400 --> 00:59:02.119
I'm looking right and you're looking right
down in his face, and you're

558
00:59:02.159 --> 00:59:07.239
like, bro, I caught you. You're looking right down in his face

559
00:59:07.239 --> 00:59:13.400
and you're like, listen, you
just broke my heart. You know what

560
00:59:13.400 --> 00:59:17.119
I'm saying. You just destroyed everything
we've built, everything, we have,

561
00:59:17.360 --> 00:59:22.199
everything we had, whatever the fuck
you just broke that ship down. You

562
00:59:22.239 --> 00:59:28.360
did the most unspeakable thing to this
relationship, to my trust, to my

563
00:59:28.480 --> 00:59:37.360
love. All right, that's what
happens. So now he's out there twitterly

564
00:59:37.480 --> 00:59:47.039
Dean doing whatever the fuck he wants
to do, and you're sitting home struggling,

565
00:59:49.400 --> 01:00:01.280
You're sitting home hurt, you're sitting
home wondering why. Then you're gonna

566
01:00:01.280 --> 01:00:06.880
start with the what did I do
to make him do this? That's when

567
01:00:06.920 --> 01:00:14.480
the pieces start to fall. That's
when things start to break, because now

568
01:00:15.920 --> 01:00:21.840
you're going through the phase where what
did I do? You know what I

569
01:00:21.920 --> 01:00:30.920
mean? So the thing becomes you
have to learn or relearn how to think

570
01:00:30.960 --> 01:00:42.119
for yourself because when you're in a
relationship, unless you know you, unless

571
01:00:42.119 --> 01:00:52.559
you don't communicate, well you're not
really Ever what am I trying to say?

572
01:00:52.400 --> 01:00:55.320
You gotta think for you, gotta
learn to gotta relearn to think for

573
01:00:55.360 --> 01:01:07.880
yourself because when you're in a relationship, right, you know, nobody deserves

574
01:01:07.880 --> 01:01:16.039
that shit, TG Nobody deserves that
shit, No one does. No one

575
01:01:16.119 --> 01:01:24.400
deserves that shit. You know,
no one deserves to go through what it

576
01:01:24.519 --> 01:01:32.280
is they're going through when it comes
to a relationship that just didn't work.

577
01:01:35.639 --> 01:01:45.440
You know, it's terrible. It's
a terrible feeling. You know. Everybody

578
01:01:45.480 --> 01:02:00.760
talks about Everybody talks about how absolutely
absolutely it is better than just walk away

579
01:02:01.000 --> 01:02:07.079
and and and and not hurt the
person you loved. You know, it's

580
01:02:07.159 --> 01:02:13.440
it would be a lot more simpler
life would be and society would be so

581
01:02:13.599 --> 01:02:16.239
much better if you went up to
your partner and said, listen, this

582
01:02:16.280 --> 01:02:30.440
isn't working out anymore. It's just
you can just be like, this isn't

583
01:02:30.480 --> 01:02:37.679
working anymore. I know it's not
that simple because nowadays, with with with

584
01:02:37.679 --> 01:02:42.239
with the way things are working in
society, it's easy to fucking cheat.

585
01:02:42.880 --> 01:02:45.199
It's easy to go out there and
do what it is you want to do.

586
01:02:46.440 --> 01:02:53.840
You know what I'm saying. It's
it's it's it's no one walks up

587
01:02:53.880 --> 01:03:00.920
to their significant other and says we
need to split up. This isn't working

588
01:03:00.960 --> 01:03:08.119
anymore. It's over and it's done
because I think if I continue, I

589
01:03:08.199 --> 01:03:16.360
will cheat on you. No,
motherfucker, they've already done it. That's

590
01:03:16.519 --> 01:03:31.320
why they've already done it. They've
done already cheated on you. They've already

591
01:03:31.360 --> 01:03:39.960
done something they know will hurt the
fuck out of you. You understand,

592
01:03:42.679 --> 01:03:46.800
people don't communicate, don't have healthy
in you, nurturing living partnerships. That's

593
01:03:46.840 --> 01:03:53.800
why I was trying to say before
about fifty to fifty. No, it

594
01:03:54.159 --> 01:04:00.480
is fifty to fifty is a figurement
of your imagination. Let me tell you

595
01:04:00.519 --> 01:04:09.159
why. This is my opinion,
and I'm entitled to that shit. Okay,

596
01:04:10.480 --> 01:04:15.719
say you come home from work and
you're not You're not feeling good.

597
01:04:15.280 --> 01:04:23.239
You had a rough day, Okay, and you're not. You're just not

598
01:04:23.360 --> 01:04:30.559
yourself. You can't deal with what's
going on and you're feeling some type of

599
01:04:30.559 --> 01:04:42.000
way. You know what I'm saying. And what happens is you come in

600
01:04:44.519 --> 01:04:53.320
at forty Okay, you come in
at forty percent. This is my job

601
01:04:53.320 --> 01:04:57.119
as your partner to find out what's
going on with you, baby, what's

602
01:04:57.119 --> 01:05:02.840
wrong? What is it you're going
through? What are you feeling? I

603
01:05:02.880 --> 01:05:09.679
got you, so that forty percent
is warranted. Take that I got to

604
01:05:09.760 --> 01:05:16.400
sixty, no problem. You know
what I mean. It's not about fifty

605
01:05:16.400 --> 01:05:26.360
to fifty. It's about backing up
your partner when they're not at the right

606
01:05:26.400 --> 01:05:33.000
percent rate that they need to be. You know what I'm saying. If

607
01:05:33.039 --> 01:05:40.199
you tell me, damn Rose,
I'm not feeling good today. Man,

608
01:05:40.400 --> 01:05:44.880
I don't think I got what it
takes to finish out the day. I'm

609
01:05:44.960 --> 01:05:50.199
struggling. I got you. Tell
me what's up, tell me what's wrong.

610
01:05:51.599 --> 01:05:58.280
Talk to me. Let's work through
this together. I got you.

611
01:05:58.280 --> 01:06:01.239
You know what I mean. That's
why fifty to fifty is a figurment of

612
01:06:01.239 --> 01:06:06.079
your imagination to some people, to
people that think it's fifty to fifty,

613
01:06:06.159 --> 01:06:09.719
because it's not always going to be
fifty to fifty. And you're right some

614
01:06:09.800 --> 01:06:25.360
of the times, it's just one
hundred percent all the time. You know

615
01:06:25.440 --> 01:06:32.280
what I'm saying. You have to
be a team. That's the This is

616
01:06:32.280 --> 01:06:41.519
why we're friend exactly. This is
why we are friends. You know.

617
01:06:41.599 --> 01:06:49.960
It's it's difficult enough to go through
day to day living, you know what

618
01:06:50.000 --> 01:06:59.440
I'm saying, But then to come
home and to come home and not get

619
01:06:59.480 --> 01:07:05.440
the support you need from your partner, that makes it a hundred times worse.

620
01:07:06.000 --> 01:07:09.800
That's gonna make your day worse.
You know what I'm saying. It's

621
01:07:09.800 --> 01:07:16.519
gonna make it's gonna make your your
your day more difficult, you know,

622
01:07:16.679 --> 01:07:24.000
to navigate because you don't have that
support. And then one thing that's most

623
01:07:24.000 --> 01:07:39.960
important is the support of your other. You know what I mean? Yeah,

624
01:07:40.920 --> 01:07:44.199
oh ship, Yeah, you gotta
you gotta point, you gotta point.

625
01:07:45.119 --> 01:07:47.760
You got a point, You got
a point. Yeah. It's funny

626
01:07:47.760 --> 01:07:53.880
as ship. Yeah, but not
boundar real like like what I was,

627
01:07:53.920 --> 01:07:58.400
like I was saying, you know, you go through you go through it.

628
01:07:59.239 --> 01:08:01.480
You know you have rough at work. There was traffic on the way

629
01:08:01.519 --> 01:08:06.000
home. You know what I'm saying. You got a fucking head cold.

630
01:08:08.199 --> 01:08:16.640
Sinus is a fucking acting up.
You get home and there's nothing, no

631
01:08:16.720 --> 01:08:23.640
one there to talk to, no
one there to listen, no one there

632
01:08:23.640 --> 01:08:28.319
to ease up your burden, you
know what I mean. But there is

633
01:08:28.359 --> 01:08:41.920
someone there, but they're just not
doing it for you. Kitchen now,

634
01:08:45.000 --> 01:08:53.680
oh shit, absolutely that's crazy.
You know, so you don't you don't

635
01:08:53.880 --> 01:08:56.399
ever come in at fifty to fifty. It's like I said, it's just

636
01:08:56.439 --> 01:08:59.399
a figment of your imagination if you
think that's how it's gonna be or that's

637
01:08:59.439 --> 01:09:05.399
how it should be. You know, it's about uplifting one another, communicating

638
01:09:05.399 --> 01:09:12.640
with one another, and loving one
another. Really, you know, I

639
01:09:12.720 --> 01:09:15.560
just think that my my opinion,
Like all this is my opinion, And

640
01:09:15.600 --> 01:09:19.640
like I said, it's it's my
opinion. I'm sticking to it. But

641
01:09:21.880 --> 01:09:30.840
that's just how it is. That's
just how it should be. Yeah,

642
01:09:31.439 --> 01:09:35.479
yeah, it is, it is, actually it is. Actually yeah,

643
01:09:35.640 --> 01:09:42.079
you know, I get it.
But you gotta understand too, man,

644
01:09:42.159 --> 01:09:48.359
that that when you're struggling and then
you're going you're going through it, you

645
01:09:48.399 --> 01:10:01.640
know, the most important part is
your significant other because it's up to them

646
01:10:01.720 --> 01:10:10.159
to pick up the slack and to
help guide you out of your misery of

647
01:10:10.199 --> 01:10:13.920
a day. You're miser No,
let me send me rephrase that. It's

648
01:10:14.039 --> 01:10:17.479
up to them to help you come
out of the shit that you went through

649
01:10:17.880 --> 01:10:24.960
that whole day. Like I said, sinus is acting you know what I'm

650
01:10:24.960 --> 01:10:28.159
saying. You had it was traffic
all day, You got reports thrown at

651
01:10:28.199 --> 01:10:31.159
you at work, you got a
fucking you got ten to fifteen files you

652
01:10:31.159 --> 01:10:35.760
gotta work through, and shit boss
is acting stupid. He ain't getting none

653
01:10:35.800 --> 01:10:40.880
last night, so he's taking it
down on everybody at work. You know.

654
01:10:40.920 --> 01:10:43.760
You're just going through it, you
know, and when you get home

655
01:10:43.880 --> 01:10:48.960
you want to hear, oh,
hey, what's wrong. You don't look

656
01:10:49.000 --> 01:10:55.399
too good? You're okay? Is
there anything you want to talk about?

657
01:10:55.800 --> 01:11:00.119
Sit down? You want something to
drink, I'll get you a drink.

658
01:11:00.840 --> 01:11:03.199
Doesn't have to be fucking Hennessy or
fucking alcohol or beer or nothing. It

659
01:11:03.239 --> 01:11:06.159
could be a fucking kool aid,
you know what I'm saying. It can

660
01:11:06.199 --> 01:11:10.840
be a fucking Mountain dew. Whatever
the fuck it is you drink, doesn't

661
01:11:10.880 --> 01:11:16.840
have to be alcohol, you know. So what what what happened? Really?

662
01:11:18.239 --> 01:11:21.119
Well? What's his fucking problem?
Why the fuck is he causing shit

663
01:11:21.199 --> 01:11:27.119
at work? That's not right.
You work hard for that man. You

664
01:11:27.159 --> 01:11:30.000
know what I'm saying. He needs
to respect you better, expect you more.

665
01:11:31.079 --> 01:11:38.079
You're hungry, all right, no
problem? What else happened today that

666
01:11:38.119 --> 01:11:45.159
got you riled up? Traffic?
The fuck? What do you mean traffic?

667
01:11:45.960 --> 01:11:50.359
There's never traffic there at that time. They need to fix that shit.

668
01:11:51.399 --> 01:11:57.680
Yeah, they don't worry about fucking
traffic. That's bullshit. Well,

669
01:11:57.720 --> 01:12:01.239
you need some use in X or
something signed a little nasally? How are

670
01:12:01.239 --> 01:12:04.520
you signing? Your signences? Are
acting up? Oh? I got tied

671
01:12:04.520 --> 01:12:06.520
in a cold and sinus. You
want some of that? Baby? What's

672
01:12:06.600 --> 01:12:10.880
up? I got you? You're
okay to talk to me, man,

673
01:12:10.960 --> 01:12:14.720
let me know what's going on.
You know, don't feel like you can't

674
01:12:14.760 --> 01:12:16.920
tell me things. You know what
I'm saying. I'm here. I'm here,

675
01:12:16.960 --> 01:12:19.039
I'm here for you. You know
what I'm saying. I'm here for

676
01:12:19.279 --> 01:12:25.279
uh to help you. You know
what I'm saying, Have a better day,

677
01:12:26.079 --> 01:12:29.239
better day than you had so far? You know what i mean.

678
01:12:29.359 --> 01:12:34.079
Like ship like that? You know, ship like that? You know,

679
01:12:35.359 --> 01:12:41.760
walking the door. Here's your kidss, here's your hug. You know what

680
01:12:41.760 --> 01:12:45.760
I'm saying. Damn, you feel
a little warm. You want some town

681
01:12:45.840 --> 01:12:48.399
all the sum so I might be
profiend for that headache. You know.

682
01:12:48.720 --> 01:12:57.399
Just acknowledge. Acknowledgement is important.
That's That's just just me, man,

683
01:12:57.439 --> 01:13:00.239
That's just how I feel. You
know what I'm saying. I mean,

684
01:13:00.239 --> 01:13:05.760
that's just how you know things should
be dealt with. You shouldn't have to

685
01:13:06.920 --> 01:13:10.960
feel like you're walking on eggshells when
you get home after you've had a whole

686
01:13:11.039 --> 01:13:15.960
day of walking on them at work
or whatever it is you're fucking doing throughout

687
01:13:15.960 --> 01:13:20.239
the day. You know what I
mean. You really shouldn't have to deal

688
01:13:20.279 --> 01:13:27.720
with that shit. It's just it's
just not right. That's why I'm a

689
01:13:27.720 --> 01:13:32.880
big believer in communication. Communication is
key to everything. You have to be

690
01:13:32.920 --> 01:13:38.399
able to talk about how you feel, about what you think about what you're

691
01:13:38.439 --> 01:13:43.199
going through. You know what I'm
saying, Because once you do that,

692
01:13:45.279 --> 01:13:57.399
things should be all right, you
know what I mean? So hopefully you

693
01:13:57.439 --> 01:14:02.760
know I made a couple of dents
in a couple of people's ears. You

694
01:14:02.800 --> 01:14:11.720
know. Look, I said this
was gonna be a test stream. Okay,

695
01:14:12.600 --> 01:14:15.239
I said it was gonna be a
test stream. It was gonna be

696
01:14:15.439 --> 01:14:19.239
you know what I'm saying, just
checking to see if the system works,

697
01:14:19.319 --> 01:14:30.640
make sure everything was good. TG, You're absolutely right. I just bit

698
01:14:30.720 --> 01:14:33.439
my mother fucking lips e TG,
What the fuck? Bro? Damn?

699
01:14:34.399 --> 01:14:40.279
You got me ready to say shit
made me bite my motherfucking lip. Damn.

700
01:14:42.119 --> 01:14:45.239
Anyway, like I was saying,
if you can't be honest with your

701
01:14:45.279 --> 01:14:56.119
partner, they're not your partner.
Absolutely, absolute, fuckingly absolutely you know

702
01:14:56.800 --> 01:15:03.159
it's absolutely true. If if your
partner, if you if you say,

703
01:15:03.199 --> 01:15:09.000
if your partner says to you,
if you can't even tell your partner what

704
01:15:09.039 --> 01:15:15.760
color drawers you got on, there's
a problem. If you said to me,

705
01:15:16.600 --> 01:15:23.800
your coldly on, I got pink
panties on, and I look and

706
01:15:23.840 --> 01:15:26.920
they're black, I cannot trust you. If you can't even tell me what

707
01:15:26.920 --> 01:15:30.760
colored panties you have on. You
know, you know what I'm saying.

708
01:15:30.560 --> 01:15:36.920
I mean, be real about it, you know, I mean, did

709
01:15:36.920 --> 01:15:42.239
you brush your teeth today? Yeah? No, you didn't. Your fucking

710
01:15:42.239 --> 01:15:45.119
tooth brussure is dry. I just
came out the bathroom. Fuck you talk

711
01:15:45.159 --> 01:15:48.560
about you can't even tell me if
you brush your teeth? What kind of

712
01:15:48.600 --> 01:15:53.720
shit is that? You know what
I mean? It's you just gotta just

713
01:15:53.720 --> 01:16:02.960
gotta be real. Gee, gee, you're opening up that can of worms.

714
01:16:03.720 --> 01:16:06.439
If you can't tell your partner what
you want in bed, what are

715
01:16:06.439 --> 01:16:16.439
we doing? You are absolutely right, You are absolutely correct. What the

716
01:16:17.000 --> 01:16:21.720
fuck are we doing if we can't
look our partner in the face and say,

717
01:16:21.800 --> 01:16:28.840
damn baby, we got to try
this. We we got to do

718
01:16:28.920 --> 01:16:32.199
this. We gotta make this happen
baby, Like what's going on? What's

719
01:16:32.239 --> 01:16:38.479
good? Like, let's let's get
it on. You know what I mean.

720
01:16:38.920 --> 01:16:45.520
You gotta be able to do that
shit. You know, it's important,

721
01:16:45.399 --> 01:16:49.520
It's definitely important. And that's and
and that's and and let me tell

722
01:16:49.560 --> 01:16:59.560
you something that can help fix a
lot of things. Communication and being able

723
01:16:59.560 --> 01:17:02.319
to tell your partner what it is
you want in that bedroom. You know

724
01:17:02.359 --> 01:17:04.960
what I mean. And I'll tell
you one thing. I do not want

725
01:17:05.000 --> 01:17:09.680
in the motherfucking bedroom. And I
don't give a fuck what anybody says.

726
01:17:09.960 --> 01:17:14.000
You're not tying me the fuck up, You're not handcuffing me to any motherfucking

727
01:17:14.039 --> 01:17:17.279
thing, all right, and you're
not gagging me with shit. I'm telling

728
01:17:17.319 --> 01:17:23.520
you right now, so cross all
that shit the fuck out, because I

729
01:17:23.560 --> 01:17:29.239
don't do any of that shit.
I've seen motherfucking basic instincts way too many

730
01:17:29.279 --> 01:17:34.840
times. I've seen that episode of
Sign Fell with that chick handcuffs him to

731
01:17:34.880 --> 01:17:41.479
the bed and takes his clotheses he
has no money, I've seen that shit.

732
01:17:42.119 --> 01:17:45.960
I don't fuck around with any of
that shit. I don't like ice

733
01:17:45.039 --> 01:17:50.920
picks, you know what I mean. I just I'm just now, I'm

734
01:17:50.920 --> 01:17:56.439
not with you boundaries. Of course, they're boundaries. You have to you

735
01:17:56.479 --> 01:17:59.279
know what I'm saying, don't.
I'm just telling you. I'm just telling

736
01:17:59.279 --> 01:18:01.159
you what I what I don't.
I don't do. I don't do the

737
01:18:01.439 --> 01:18:05.800
handcuffing, tying and ship like that, the bonded ship. I don't do

738
01:18:05.880 --> 01:18:12.560
any of that ship. Now,
now, if you want to get tied

739
01:18:12.640 --> 01:18:17.000
up and you're saying me baby,
tye me the fuck up. I just

740
01:18:17.079 --> 01:18:26.279
might. I don't know. I
don't know. Jono said that I gonna

741
01:18:26.279 --> 01:18:30.680
handle up on take it eac bomb
a D. I don't know, but

742
01:18:30.520 --> 01:18:45.079
it will happen. Yeah, Oh
my goodness, Oh my goodness. Yeah,

743
01:18:45.680 --> 01:18:50.880
no safe words for me. Nah, I don't need safe words.

744
01:18:51.439 --> 01:19:00.880
I really don't. So that it
is what it is, you know,

745
01:19:04.920 --> 01:19:10.199
I don't know. Like I said, this was supposed to be a test

746
01:19:10.199 --> 01:19:14.920
stream. I've been on for an
hour and nineteen minutes. It's funny.

747
01:19:15.159 --> 01:19:19.199
Time just flies, man. It's
fucking five in the morning. Five in

748
01:19:19.279 --> 01:19:40.199
the morning, five ten in the
morning. It's actually the yeah crack of

749
01:19:40.279 --> 01:19:47.000
dawn. We're still up because we're
having a good time. And that's what

750
01:19:47.039 --> 01:19:53.359
this show is about. Having a
good time, you know what I mean.

751
01:19:58.600 --> 01:20:00.239
Yeah, that's what we do here. Yeah, have a good time.

752
01:20:02.760 --> 01:20:14.800
That's what's up. I actually have
to be up, yeah, true

753
01:20:14.840 --> 01:20:21.239
story. I actually have to be
up and out of here by eight am.

754
01:20:23.039 --> 01:20:29.159
I gotta get some stuff done.
I gotta go for a test on

755
01:20:29.279 --> 01:20:35.520
Monday morning, Monday afternoon. Really, I have to go for for some

756
01:20:36.359 --> 01:20:48.399
I have to go for a cat
scan of my heart. Yeah, I

757
01:20:48.439 --> 01:20:53.159
gotta go for a cat scan in
my heart. So I gotta go get

758
01:20:53.199 --> 01:20:59.159
some blood work done at eight o'clock, eight thirty in the morning, in

759
01:20:59.159 --> 01:21:06.560
a little while actually, and then
you know, then I'll be able to

760
01:21:06.560 --> 01:21:18.840
rest up a little bit. So
that's how it is. That's what's up.

761
01:21:28.880 --> 01:21:30.680
Yeah, thank you. I appreciate
that. I hope everything comes out

762
01:21:30.720 --> 01:21:35.840
good too. Yeah. Sleep is
important. I know sleep is important.

763
01:21:36.760 --> 01:21:42.159
Fuck you think you think I don't
think sleep is fucking important. So is

764
01:21:42.199 --> 01:21:50.279
this show. This show is important. So I do what I do because

765
01:21:50.279 --> 01:21:55.600
I do it because I want to
do it. So with that being said,

766
01:21:58.079 --> 01:22:09.079
with that being said, call the
bad bitch. Who you calling the

767
01:22:09.119 --> 01:22:28.319
bitch bitch? Oh? Is it
anyway? With with that being said,

768
01:22:29.880 --> 01:22:39.319
I'm gonna I'm gonna cutna cut a
little bit. So yeah, with that

769
01:22:39.359 --> 01:22:48.039
being said, I'm big hodly On. That's me. And this has been

770
01:22:48.039 --> 01:22:54.079
another episode of but this is supposed
to be a test episode, just a

771
01:22:54.079 --> 01:22:56.920
little test stream to see if the
ship works. Now we know the ship

772
01:22:57.000 --> 01:23:01.399
fucking works, so there's no excuses. Once again, I'm big holy On.

773
01:23:02.720 --> 01:23:11.159
And this has been another episode of
that This Might Hear podcast. There

774
01:23:11.159 --> 01:23:15.199
has been another episode of that podcast. This might her podcast. You know

775
01:23:15.199 --> 01:23:18.880
what I'm saying, That's just what
we do here. You know why,

776
01:23:20.479 --> 01:23:26.960
because at some point this might hurt