What Does It Mean To YOU! (Recorded LIVE On 5-28-24)

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Kay, Yo, what's up this
big call on whether this might hear podcast

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in the magic minute? Yeah,
for another episode. Man, you know

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how we do it here at the
show, keeping it live, keeping it

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real, real fun, real life, real talk. Uh, how's everybody

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doing, how's everybody been? You
know, what's what's like been like for

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you? Most recently, we're having
some we actually we're actually having I'm gonna

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I'm not gonna fucking in front.
I'm gonna be real with you. We're

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actually having some some difficulties with some
of the other co hosts. Hopefully we

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get either dubs TG, we get
somebody else in here, you know,

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to talk some ship with or whatever. You know how it is just yeah,

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man, we just had to shoot
the ship. So anybody out there

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listening right now, you know what
I'm saying, who has a who has

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a question? Who needs who needs
something? Some answers to something? Fucking

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go into the chat room and say
something started off. We're gonna viewers choice,

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you know what I'm saying, Like, whatever the fuck viewers choice,

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pop up with a question, say
something. Let's get this ship started off,

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right. So, I mean,
if you want me to come up

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with something, I can come up
with some just say so you know what

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I mean? So you know,
let's see, let me let me I'm

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not crying, bro, I'm not
crying because I gotta do this. I'm

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not crying my allergies acting the fuck
up. But anyway, all right,

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so let's start off with this.
Let's start off with what does the phrase

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friends with benefits mean to you?
What does it mean to you? To

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some, to some people, it
means you know your friends, and you

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do ship together as friends and stay
friends and don't escalated to anything other than

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friends. But with with with with
with with the with the benefit of you

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know, section each other once in
a while, you know what I mean?

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So what does what does friends with
benefits mean to you? Like,

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what's what's what's your definition of friends
with benefits? You know, because everybody,

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not everybody, but most people they're
their opinion on it is different than

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everybody else, is like everybody's everybody's
different. Not everyone looks at friends with

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benefits the same way, you know
what I mean. So, so if

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you if you're the kind of person
that says that that wants to have a

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friends with benefits situation, you know
you you want to get involved with a

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woman where you don't want the attachment
or you don't want the commitment of being

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in a relationship with someone, but
you still want to fuck around and have

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sex with them and ship. That's
that's friends with benefits I mean. But

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the problem is, what if what
if you have that kind of relationship,

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not relationship, but you have that
kind of situationship and you end up catching

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feelings? You know what I mean, what happens? What happens then?

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You know what I mean, like, what happens at that point? You

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know what I'm saying. I mean, what if what if you end up

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like really like falling for whoever it
is you're fucking around with what ends up

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happening? Then what do you do
about it? You know? I mean,

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it's a tough situation for anybody.
Like some people, some people can

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have sex with whoever and keep it
moving, you know what I mean.

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Some people can have sex with whoever
the fuck they want to have sex with

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and just I'm out, like I
don't have to commit to you and not

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in a relationship, you know,
shit like that. But there are some

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times when you have a situation where
you catch those feelings. You know what

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I'm saying, you catch those feelings, and the other person seems to think

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that. You know, we're just
fucking around. We're having a good time.

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There's no commitment, you know what
I'm saying, There's no you know,

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there's no all right. So yeah, so I'm look, let me

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tell you something, all right,
I'm I'm just I'm just here to do

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a job, and my job here
is to entertain and I'll be damned if

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I'm going to leave the fans unentertained, you know what I'm saying. So

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with that being said, let's yeah, yeah, it does. It does?

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It does? It does you guys
can't see the chat, but it

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does suck balls. It does that. You know, all this ship is

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happening with all the other co hosts
and stuff, but you know, I

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I the show much go on,
you know what I'm saying. So with

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that being said, back to what
i was saying. So, if you're

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fucking around, you know what I'm
saying, you have a friend that you're

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fucking around with but don't want to
commit to a relationship. That's friends with

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benefits. So the benefit is you
get to have sex with them and not

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be committed to them. You know
what I'm saying. But some people look

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at it differently. You know,
some people look at it as as you

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know, you know, if you're
gonna fuck around me, you're gonna fuck

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around with me, you know what
I'm saying. And the benefit of that

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is all right, hold on for
some people, hold on, I'm getting

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stuff in the chat room over here. Let's see what it says here.

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For some people, a friend with
benefits relationship is the perfect way to spend

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time with other with another person.
For others, the lack of commitment isn't

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sustainable, all right, Yeah,
that that is true, you know the

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that that's what it is, though, the friends with benefits thing is having

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that benefit with with with the the
lack of commitment, you know what I

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mean. And just and some people, that's what I mean. That's what

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drives me crazy. Like you get
these people that have these friends with benefit

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situations and they end up, you
know, catching feelings and can't and can't

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handle it. You know what I'm
saying. They can't handle it. They

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can't handle the fact that you don't
want that commitment. You just look,

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I'm gonna be I'm gonna be straight
up. This is what we do here

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with You just want to fuck simple
as that. You just want to have

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sex. You just want to fuck
around. That's it, you know what

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I mean. So sometimes in some
instances it can be beneficial, and sometimes,

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like she said, you know,
the lack of commitment isn't sustainable.

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The you know, it's sometimes when
when when when you you're sitting there,

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you know, thinking to yourself,
you know, why am I Why am

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I even fucking around with this check
or this dude? If nothing's ever gonna

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come out of it? You know, I'm wasting my time doing, doing

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and sharing with this person and nothing's
ever going to come out of it.

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So it's a it's a constant vicious
cycle. You know what I'm saying that

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that you really need to to to
think about and dig deeper into, you

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know what I mean, because it's
it's it's it's fucked up. I think

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it's fucked up, friends, that
that whole situation is fucked up to me

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in my opinion, you know what
I'm saying. Some people love it,

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some people just just and they really
enjoy it. But that's something that it

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really it really isn't something that that
you can all right, well, all

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right, let's see what this is
coming is here, some people are emotionally

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unavailable, so a friend with benefit
situation works for them, all right,

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So when you say emotionally unavailable,
but why why why even get involved with

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the friends with benefits situation? If
well, I can see, I can

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see what you're saying. I can
see that. You know what, people

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who are emotionally unavailable. But if
you could, if you can fuck around

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with somebody, have sex with somebody
and not feel anything, you're a fucking

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savage, you know what I'm saying. I mean, if you can have

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sex with somebody and not feel anything
but look at it as just sex or

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a savage, there's no doubt about
it. That's my opinion, because the

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act of sex with with anyone is
is this has to me, there has

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to be some kind of emotion behind
it. You just can't. You know,

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well, this is my opinion,
and I'm entitled to that ship.

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So you can't, I personally feel
you can't fuck around, have sex with

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whoever the fuck you want to have
sex with and not feel anything. Because

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if you if you can have sex
with somebody and and feel emotion, no

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emotion, and and just have sex
just to have sex. That's savagery.

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That's that's my opinion. Take a
picture, my opinion, my opinion.

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No, okay, let's see here. What else we got here? I

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don't know if I could be in
a friends with benefits relationship, it would

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be too hard for me to handle. It would be too hard for me

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to handle. If I'm in an
intimate relationship with someone I would want to

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be with more than the front.
That's what I'm saying. Like everybody,

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everybody's everybody's fucking different. Everybody's different. Like you know, you can go

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ahead and and and and and and
have emotionless sex all the fuck you want,

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but be prepared, be prepared,
because you know something the heart wants.

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What the heart wants, you know
what I'm saying, and the heart,

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if the heart wants that person,
you're gonna feel something, you know

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what I mean. If you if
you feel like, oh I saw that

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one already. If you feel like
you know you you're catching feelings, that's

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your own fucking fault. You try
doing something, You try doing some ship

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that that would eventually cause you to
really start to feel something for somebody.

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Hold on, hold on, let's
just say they are comfortable with that friend.

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Almost everyone enjoys sex, so they
can do the physical act but have

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nothing else attached. And then this
one says, all right, so he

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just corrected what you will all right? So this this now, look this

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is it right here, this this
this, this, this comment right here,

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they are comfortable with that friend.
Okay, almost everyone enjoys sex,

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so they can do the physical act
but have nothing else attached. That's an

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opinionated statement, in my opinion,
you know what I'm saying, Take a

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picture. It's my opinion, and
I'm entitled to that ship. Let me

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tell you why. Because when you
when you when you when you do the

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physical act. So let's say,
for instance, it's gonna get fucking funny.

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Let's say, for instance, you're
in bed. You're in bed,

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you know what I'm saying, wherever
the fuck you're in the car, you're

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in the park, you're in the
movie theater, you're in wherever the fuck

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you are. You're you're out there
having a good time with this dude,

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right with this woman whatever, and
just just starts getting heated, you know

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what I mean, just starts getting
heated and ship. Right, So you're

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telling me whether or not it's a
friend or somebody you know, you're you're

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a friend with You're trying to tell
me that just because you enjoy having sects,

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you know, you can do the
physical act with somebody. You're trying

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to tell me when you're in there
feeling and touching and rubbing and all that

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other shit. You know what I'm
saying. You're trying to tell me that

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there's no kind of emotion going back
and forth between you two. So you're

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trying to tell me that it's just
a physical act, that that's all it

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is. All right, that's what
you're trying to tell me, that there's

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no kind of I mean, you're
look my opinion. I don't see it.

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I don't see it. That's just
my opinion. I feel like anybody

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who has sex with somebody else,
if there is no kind of emotional attachment

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within yourself to the act, you're
savage. Oh shit, hold on now

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now now, none of the commedsation's
gonna get serious. Oh no, hey,

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hey, what happened. I'm on
my phone trying to do it this

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way, but the the sound is
a little weird. It's working. Yeah,

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I can't I can't see what glasses
on. It's working. Cool.

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Yeah here I am here. You
are change my name again? All right,

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because you're talking about dirty shit.
Oh I kidd't, he doesn't.

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This is what Oh, this is
what Dub should be on, because then

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he could have totally like yeah,
he said he was gonna come on in

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about twenty minutes. All right,
yeah, all right, so you've been

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listening right well, I was trying
to and then I got off all right,

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so oh look who just popped up? No lies, lies and slander.

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H ship. See you're probably trying
to strike the chord and it's probably

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a minor all right, so real
quick, I don't know. I don't

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know if you were yo, all
right because like because like you know what,

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like I don't hear nothing on my
headphones. I hear you, you

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don't hear me. No, I
mean, yo, I hear everybody.

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But you know what, I'll be
back, hold on all right, okay,

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he'll be back. So so yeah, like I was saying, some

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people can do the physical act and
and and and not have any kind of

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emotion. I think they're savages because
to me personally, in my opinion,

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and I'm throwing my hands up and
throw my hands up my opinion, if

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you're if you're making out with somebody
and you getting ready to have a good

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time, you getting ready to have
sex and ship and everything, how can

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you tell me that there's no kind
of emotion flowing flowing with it, like

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at least within one of you guys, flowing and and and how can you

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have sex with somebody and not feel
anything because it sucks? You're a fucking

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savage, that's the problem. Yeah, pretty much. Didn't you know?

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They're not like us. They're not
like us, They're not like us.

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Don't be me with you. But
what I am saying is there is an

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ability, and maybe not for many
women, probably more men, to not

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have an emotional attachment to someone,
especially if it is just sex and you're

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going in knowing that and that's what
it is now if it's this is why

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I wanted to have the friends with
benefit situation, because to me, friends

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with benefits is different than a fuck
buddy. So a friends with benefit would

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be like someone I would smoke with, somebody I would chill with, talk

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to whatever, and we have the
benefits and it happens sometimes or whatever,

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and fuck buddies just come around when
you're hitting them up or they're hitting you

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up. There's no consistency with a
fuck buddy, and there should be more

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consistency with a friend with benefits.
There is just what a fuck buddy you're

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on the lot because you're just getting
back blowing at the end of the night.

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I mean, you're getting it every
now and then, but it's not

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the same as like seeing someone often
yo and all honesty, it's gonna sound

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messed up. I shouldn't be saying
this is loud, But a fun buddy

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is free prostitution, you know what
I'm saying, Like I don't even have

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to pay you the fun. I'm
I'm both, Yeah, you know what

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I mean, Like like that's what
that's what that ship is, you know,

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I mean like like you know,
like I mean, it's sex.

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What the hell like it's different than
being a sex worker. This is the

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ship. This is the ship that
that that there's a difference between some people

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and some people. See I don't, I don't see myself. But look,

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I'm putting my hands up in my
opinion. Take a picture, opinion.

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We know it's your opinion. Yeah, I don't, I don't,

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I don't, I don't see I
don't see no punt. I don't see

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it happening where some kind of no
emotion goes back and forth with this.

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I think I think at some point
somebody feels something about something. Nah,

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that's feeling of clearing your nuts,
you know what I'm saying, Like,

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that's a feeling right there. Shit, yeah, yeah that too. But

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you know, I just I don't
know. That's just my opinion. I

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think. I think some people out
there, I just feel like the act

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of sex is more than just an
act of sex. Get For some people,

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that is true. Some people get
very emotionally attached. They're unable to

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do that, and a lot of
people see that as like you're disrespecting your

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body and yourself. But I don't
think so, because if I'm just someone

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who enjoys having sex and I I
have safe partners or whatever, Like,

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if that's what someone is like down
for and that's what they want, then

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they should be able to do that. I think it's typical for a wait,

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you know what, to get attached, and there are some men too,

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but it also like, okay,
there's also like an amount of how

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much you like that fuck buddy,
if that makes sense to see it goes

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back to no, I mean like
they stay a fuck buddy, because I

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don't like them that much in that
capacity. I just like the way they

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fuck. Then that's it. But
yo, but ya at the end of

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the day, just bustling a meaning
it's not you know what I'm saying,

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Like it's not even there. You
know I'm saying, you're not there because

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I want you to be there.
You're there because I have nothing else better

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to do. Well, I mean
that's for and and like like and and

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you know what, you know what
I'm saying, like me, like you

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know what I'm saying, Like I
had a couple of those you know what

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I'm saying, and like my face, this is my face showing the orgasm.

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Mm hmm, I'm scared, you
know what I'm saying. I'm like,

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all then after that, you know
what I'm saying, what's the person

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after I'm going to then after I'm
going to the bathroom looking at myself and

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disgusting. You know what I'm saying, What's what's the use of even doing

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it? Then? Yo, Yo, the issues you need to work out,

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yo, bro, bro look like
like yo, like in all realness,

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is that okay? You know,
like to you by that that suck

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him up. Yeah, I'm sorry, I've listened to that not like a

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song for so it came out white
trolling, like a bad chance. You're

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tired trying to track, trying to
track a chord and it's probably a minor

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yoh all right. So, like
I was saying, anyways, it's why

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why you even bother with the act
if you're just gonna sit and then walk

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out like and feel disgusted. Yeah, why would you do that? That's

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kind of because you know what I'm
saying, like like like yo, you

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know what, Like like at the
time, I didn't want to go through

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porn hub. You know what I'm
saying. I didn't feel like self mutilated,

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beating my ship to look like it
owe me money, you know what

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I mean? Because that's gonna say
the black on black clime, like seeing

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I'm part black, you know what
I mean? So so you know,

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so you know, like I reached
out, you know, have my fling,

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and all of a sudden, I'm
like yo, and I don't drink

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no more at the time, you
know what I'm saying, I don't do

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no type of drugs to make it
even be you know what I'm saying,

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remotely enjoyable. So I'm like,
yo, so this is what this is

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what it means to have a meaningless
not no, let me try this again,

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same thing. And I'm like,
Yo, you know what, I'm

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just tired, bro, you know
what I'm saying. Like, but then

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again, you know what I ain't
trying to like you know, not that

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I'm gonna put myself out there.
So in my twenties and thirties and early

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forties, I was a whore.
You know what I'm saying, like like,

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Yo, you know what Adam?
You know what I'm saying, Adam.

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You know what I'm saying, Clap
some cheeks. Got I'm saying like

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Yo, religiously and that shick is
boring, Bro. You know what I'm

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saying like like, Yo, you
know what the truth is this right right

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when you were back when you were
Yo, when you when you're doing what

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I was explaining in your twenties,
your bachelor in your thirties, you're finding

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your way, you know what I'm
saying. But Yo, but Yo,

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when you came into your forties,
is still doing that shit? Yo?

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Nigga is just lonely? Could I
can't yo, like like yo, you

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know what, at some point you
know what I'm saying, Like I decided,

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like, you know, just give
up. That was it. It

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was over like that, give give
up on on what fucking around? Bro

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mm hmm. It ain't even safe
out there like that, No, you

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know what I'm saying, Like and
then like you know, I was actually

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you know what I'm saying, like
I wasn't looking for something, but then

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it found me, right, you
know what I'm saying, And I was

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scared of it for how many I
was like nah son, Like you know

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what I'm saying, in denial of
the whole ship, like Drake the nine

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of his daughter, you know what
I mean, This is the truck and

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I was in the knowledg of the
whole thing, but yeah, you know

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what it existed here, right you
know? And yeah I'm in a good

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place, bro, Like yeah,
well, I mean you gotta you gotta

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for that and that's death, you
know what I'm saying, right, you

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know what I mean? Like like
you know what I'm saying, like that

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one chapter that what chapter is closed? Y? Like I don't have no

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desire to re visit those chapters?
You know what I mean, it was

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fun, but you know what I'm
saying. I had a nice little run.

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It was fun. The Jersey's you
know what I'm saying, retired hanging

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in the rafter somewhere, you know, not world Chamberlain numbers, but you

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know up there, you know what
I mean. You know, like you

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know I'm twenty to twenty in the
tea bag of the department, you know

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what I mean, until like until
I tore my a cl and I could

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never tea back again. But it's
all right, you know, it is

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what it is. I live the
fruitful life. You know, trips to

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Anglewood chop shop probably get you know
what I'm saying. Probably one of my

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you know what I'm saying, unclean
bastard critics was running around the boardwalk the

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other day causing mayhem, it's in
the jeans. No, I'm just playing.

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I just played. Let's stop back
not But seriously though, like it's

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just boring, yo, like like
you know what I mean, like like

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yo, you know what yo?
Especially our age right now too, bro

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like, Like seriously speaking, we
are getting men, you know what I'm

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saying, male and females at this
at our age, we're getting the real

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bitter people that's coming out of a
divorce. You know what I'm saying,

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That guy like two or three baby
dad is two or three big moms.

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You know what I'm saying. Like, and we got some of them that,

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you know what I'm saying. Our
age still still trying to hold on

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to the golden to their golden age
when their golden age was like early two

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thousands, Like, come on,
uncle, give it up. You know

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what I'm saying. No, you
can't come on, og you give it

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up. No, you cannot drill
with these niggas. Bro. You know

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what I'm saying, stay out the
way, period. You know what I'm

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saying, because all yours are sugar
daddy now you know, and you and

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you ain't balling, you know what
I'm saying. I mean, eb T

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is good, but eb T balling
is not a good look, sugar daddy.

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With eb T, you can't beat
a sugar daddy and not money,

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you know, Like like you know, like we're after you know what I'm

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saying. We're you know what I'm
saying, We're after age different. We're

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at the age bracket where we either
have a shot to gen or dragon tall

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one of the two we're there,
I mean, and and that's great and

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fine and dandy. But I don't
think that's the case for everybody. I

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don't think it's it's an age thing. I think it's it's more like where

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you want in your life. Because
let me finish, I was in a

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relationship all of my twenties with Rosie
Palm and her five sisters, and lesbian

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masturbating is not the same and I
never will be, and that gets tiring.

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Well, you know what, Unlike
for you, it's not. Yeah,

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you're right, it's not the same. See. I can't get my

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hand pregnant. Yeah, and my
toys can't get me pregnant either. So

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but yo, you know what,
But but but yo, you know what,

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Yo, they got freaking you know
what I'm saying. Those toys right

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as like bad. We operated like
some type of drone ship. We're like

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you know what I'm saying, Yo. Yes, they have a boat,

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control toys. They have whole bunch
of fun stuff. Nowadays, they have

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toys you could sit on and write
on. They have a lot, bro

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Like, Yo, you know what
technology? Safe sex, the safest sex

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you'll ever have. I got an
idea what's that? I think, but

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we're going to build a robot the
terminator called disperminator and what no, I

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think we should do an experiment of
a podcast experiment. Okay, and I

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think we should use CG as the
experiment. Get one of those remote controls

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you're just talking about. All right, oh my god, we're gonna mail

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it to one of you so that
you could ruin my life? Can we

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do? The show would be like
experiment like what what does this button do?

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Yeah? They have I actually think
they have ones like that. You

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can control things in an app.
Actually, so you don't even need a

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remote Yeah. Yeah, like your
answer me again? Disrespect? Take that

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a movie like that Rolling That's so
funny. Ship. I just imagine rolling

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roll back coming down about when I
come. I'm actually very sexy when I

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come. Thank you, yo,
you know what. They'll be messaging this

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but like if you have this stroke, like I don't worry about it.

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I got what's wrong with this bro? Yo? You know what? And

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i't even trying to crack on people
that having strokes or nothing. Man Like,

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Now we're not Apham, but you're
just you're making a comparison. That's

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fine. Yeah, you know,
like but like yo, you know what,

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Like I've seen videos of like you
know, like these influencers you know,

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having that you know, testing those
machines or whatever, and their partners

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like just messing with them like during
dinner, you know what I'm saying.

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Film and during then would be like
yeah, passion like that, you know

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what I'm like, I'm like,
bro, you know what this gotta be

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like Yo, this either gotta be
planned, you know what I'm saying,

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because like you know whatever, or
or there's there's some real ship but like

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well whatever either way. But what
I was say before is like I don't

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think age matters. I just think
where you are as a person, and

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like how you're feeling. Like if
somebody doesn't want to commit to someone,

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like I don't have control right now, I would make you shut up right

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now. What I'm saying is not
everybody wants monogamy, and not everybody wants

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to get married and have kids,
And I think that's okay, Like not

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everybody wants to get married, So
what's wrong with you know, like living

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your life the way you want without
commitment? Don't say. But the people

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that are in relationships that aren't even
married, and especially Hispanic people, they're

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together for like twenty something years and
they never get married. I never understand

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it. I'm just like, bro, what was the point of that?

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True? Bro, that's why you
don't have your last name? So what

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kids? I mean, I know
so many people they were like in relationship

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for so like double digit years,
and I'm just like, bro, what's

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it gonna say? Ah? You
know, at that point, it's worth

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it for the taxes. I mean, I'm just saying, but yeah,

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so I think it matters. You
could be in your forties or whatever,

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but maybe your life sucked and this
is the only time that you're able to

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like be where you're at. See, I think, all right, So

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I know I know somebody. I
know a couple of people actually who are

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out there right now. You don't
know one act? Yes, I do

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act in the fool, you know
what I'm saying, Like doing doing shit

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they shouldn't be doing, knowing it's
not in their character to do shit like

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that, but just doing shit because
they think they're living to fucking be the

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local and they want to fucking go
out there and have a good fucking time

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and do something. It's not in
their character. Maybe this is the character

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they're portraying right now. It could
be or or or maybe you know what

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I'm saying, like like you know
what I'm saying, Like you know they

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you know they're in their mind.
They keep on playing that song. I'm

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coming out, you know what I'm
saying, And like, what the fuck

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was that? I don't know,
I forgot about that. Yeah, if

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we could add yeah, yeah,
you know what better than the Drake song

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at this point? Or did he
song? Yeah? Words? So yo

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yo, Diddy got them hits literally, yo, yo yo. You know

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what, they should just take over
take over the Drake beats headphones. It's

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called Diddy beats. Oh my god. So basically Big C is a big

405
00:36:58.239 --> 00:37:07.199
machine hard and so he speak corleone
over here. He's a big mushy hart

406
00:37:07.280 --> 00:37:14.599
Ladies. It's not about having I
just I just feel I just pursed my

407
00:37:14.679 --> 00:37:16.960
opinion. I just feel like you
can't have you. Not not that you

408
00:37:17.000 --> 00:37:22.519
can't, anybody could do whatever,
but I just think at some point this

409
00:37:22.599 --> 00:37:25.599
might hurt you. No, but
at some point, you know, you

410
00:37:25.639 --> 00:37:35.119
know you emotions. That's always tell
him what that this might hurt? Yeah,

411
00:37:36.559 --> 00:37:47.800
tea bag him. Oh my god, jes nobody likes them so well

412
00:37:49.000 --> 00:37:51.400
you know, well, you know
what, they be surprised. I mean,

413
00:37:51.920 --> 00:37:52.760
I mean, they be surprised when
they wake up and they see that

414
00:37:52.840 --> 00:37:55.719
you're saying boss action and face and
whatever. But either which way, I

415
00:37:55.760 --> 00:38:02.400
mean, you know, you just
looked up and that's just horrible the word

416
00:38:02.480 --> 00:38:07.599
man. Bro. I'm just I'm
just I'm just talking, man like I'm

417
00:38:07.599 --> 00:38:09.599
just I'm just like running my mouth, you know, I mean, like

418
00:38:10.800 --> 00:38:16.960
now, But so all right,
So everybody, I guess has a different

419
00:38:19.440 --> 00:38:22.639
outlook on it and a different opinion
on it. So that's what we're here

420
00:38:22.679 --> 00:38:25.159
for. We're here to show different
aspects of what it is we thinking what

421
00:38:25.159 --> 00:38:27.960
what what? When it came to
like, you know what I'm saying,

422
00:38:27.960 --> 00:38:30.559
relationships, I was like, I
was like a lave bloomer. It is

423
00:38:30.639 --> 00:38:31.119
that, you know what I'm saying. Like I tried to take that ship

424
00:38:31.159 --> 00:38:36.679
earlier, like like serious in my
twenties. But like I mean, if

425
00:38:36.719 --> 00:38:39.000
I'm getting if I'm getting ship thrown
at me, you know what I'm saying,

426
00:38:39.280 --> 00:38:42.119
And I'm drinking, I'm high,
you know what I'm saying. Yeah,

427
00:38:42.119 --> 00:38:44.519
I love the girl was I'm with, But I'm like hell, you

428
00:38:44.599 --> 00:38:47.920
know what I can get away with
this ship. Not a problem mm hmmm.

429
00:38:49.519 --> 00:38:53.559
And twenties though, is you don't
really know yourself. Oh I know

430
00:38:53.639 --> 00:38:57.199
myself. I know how it was
back then. I was a fucking dog.

431
00:38:57.400 --> 00:38:59.880
I pissed on one leg up next
to a fire hydrant. I knew

432
00:38:59.880 --> 00:39:07.119
who I was. They didn't know
who I was because they representative. You

433
00:39:07.159 --> 00:39:10.760
know, yo, social, that
was who you were. You'd still be

434
00:39:10.880 --> 00:39:15.000
that, so no, I wouldn't
know who you were. You were still

435
00:39:15.039 --> 00:39:20.400
figuring out. No, I was
who I was because you learned that that's

436
00:39:20.400 --> 00:39:23.639
not what you want. You just
said it. No, yes, But

437
00:39:23.639 --> 00:39:27.440
but you know what, in my
twenties I'm saying. You know what I'm

438
00:39:27.480 --> 00:39:30.599
saying. In my twenties and my
twenties, that's what I'm saying. All

439
00:39:30.679 --> 00:39:34.840
right, you're that ship. We
none of us new ship. We thought

440
00:39:34.880 --> 00:39:37.760
we knew ship. You didn't know
anything. No. One thing I didn't

441
00:39:37.760 --> 00:39:42.480
know is that I was a dog. Well that we I think I was

442
00:39:42.840 --> 00:39:45.639
trying. I think everyone in the
neighborhood. Now you know what I'm saying,

443
00:39:45.679 --> 00:39:46.639
like like you know, like that's
how I was trying to say,

444
00:39:46.679 --> 00:39:50.039
Like, you know, one thing
I didn't know this is what I knew.

445
00:39:50.719 --> 00:39:53.880
You know, yes, so big, so bid. You know what

446
00:39:53.880 --> 00:39:57.440
I'm saying. In my thirties,
you know what I mean, Like with

447
00:39:57.599 --> 00:40:00.360
the you know what I'm saying that
my late twenties and thirties were like social

448
00:40:00.360 --> 00:40:01.639
media and all that ship, I
became a bigger dog. I'm like,

449
00:40:01.679 --> 00:40:05.679
oh, Mann, this it is
easy than what I thought, right,

450
00:40:07.480 --> 00:40:08.760
And then I try to, like
you know, slow it down and try

451
00:40:08.800 --> 00:40:13.360
to like settle down my thirties,
right, And I got burned for every

452
00:40:13.440 --> 00:40:16.199
girl like that that I did.
Thirty of my twenties. I got that.

453
00:40:16.440 --> 00:40:20.440
I got that ship in my thirties
back to back, you know what

454
00:40:20.440 --> 00:40:23.079
I'm saying, some drake ship back
to back, you know. And I

455
00:40:23.119 --> 00:40:24.840
accepted that for what it is,
you know what I mean, Like,

456
00:40:27.719 --> 00:40:30.480
okay, you know what I'm saying. Like, but in the process of

457
00:40:30.800 --> 00:40:36.280
it kind of made me toxic a
little bit because like then I started,

458
00:40:36.280 --> 00:40:38.440
like you know what I mean,
like taking it down on the next person

459
00:40:38.880 --> 00:40:44.800
and unknowingly taking it down on the
next person, like I can you know,

460
00:40:45.679 --> 00:40:51.400
but with you, but is it
really something you did unknowingly though?

461
00:40:52.719 --> 00:40:57.079
Because you know back, you know, you think what you say well,

462
00:40:57.440 --> 00:41:00.119
well, well, you know what
with one person, she was just is

463
00:41:00.119 --> 00:41:04.679
equally toxic and like you know what
I mean, Like you know, you

464
00:41:04.719 --> 00:41:07.880
know, it becomes it becomes it
becomes like a thing where like well,

465
00:41:07.920 --> 00:41:10.360
like you know what I'm saying,
you start planning this person's murder and ship,

466
00:41:12.000 --> 00:41:14.320
you know what I mean, Like, Yo, it got so bad,

467
00:41:14.360 --> 00:41:17.360
bro, Like I literally started buying
like quick Line. That was the

468
00:41:17.400 --> 00:41:24.800
first thing I bought, because quick
Line like you know, the older and

469
00:41:24.880 --> 00:41:29.199
I was ordering close. Bro,
I got I still got Nike gloves in

470
00:41:29.239 --> 00:41:31.199
my house. You know what I'm
saying. You know who I'm talking about

471
00:41:31.239 --> 00:41:35.800
too. You know, like those
couple of times I have to call them,

472
00:41:35.800 --> 00:41:37.000
I'm like, yo, please come
get me before I choked this bitch.

473
00:41:37.039 --> 00:41:38.719
Bro. You know what I'm saying, about to put this bitch to

474
00:41:38.840 --> 00:41:43.000
a wall, bro, Like for
real, you know what I'm saying,

475
00:41:43.440 --> 00:41:45.239
and like and like the like there
was one time, you know, I'm

476
00:41:45.239 --> 00:41:49.480
saying, I sat in this car, eyes by it open, like he

477
00:41:49.599 --> 00:41:52.559
was like, Bro, you got
that Columbine look on you. I'm like,

478
00:41:52.599 --> 00:41:53.960
bro, I'm gonna kill this bitch. Bro, Like I'm seriously going

479
00:41:54.000 --> 00:41:59.719
to kill it. You know,
he started laughing at first, but like,

480
00:41:59.760 --> 00:42:00.480
you know, I look at him. I was like, Bros,

481
00:42:00.519 --> 00:42:01.960
you know what I'm saying. I'm
here left, I'm like, Nick,

482
00:42:02.039 --> 00:42:05.840
I'm serious, bro, Like yo, you know what? You know what

483
00:42:05.880 --> 00:42:12.199
I'm saying, Like, nobody has
ever ever maybe embraced my inner satan so

484
00:42:12.400 --> 00:42:17.960
good like this one. Nobody,
you know, I've never embraced my inner

485
00:42:19.000 --> 00:42:22.920
sting so good until this one.
That sounds like that person just brought that

486
00:42:22.000 --> 00:42:27.119
out of you, which is toxic. Oh yeah, yeah. There are

487
00:42:27.679 --> 00:42:31.639
people out there and you want something. This person, this person knows how

488
00:42:31.639 --> 00:42:35.599
to bring the toxic, toxic city
out of anything. And the ship about

489
00:42:36.320 --> 00:42:38.039
this chick, this ship, about
this ship that drives me up the fucking

490
00:42:38.119 --> 00:42:44.079
wall is that she's she's in here, she's I'm just gonna put out that

491
00:42:44.159 --> 00:42:49.360
she's in her fifties, right,
okay, and she's still out there like

492
00:42:52.719 --> 00:42:57.159
not a caid, like she's twenty
seven years old, acting acting like I

493
00:42:57.199 --> 00:43:00.159
mean, I mean, yeah,
so what it doesn't matter, But it's

494
00:43:00.320 --> 00:43:06.800
just that at some point you would
think that somebody who claims to be,

495
00:43:07.519 --> 00:43:14.719
you know, on that level,
can get their ship together by fifty sixty

496
00:43:14.800 --> 00:43:15.920
years old. Don't go to the
why why are you in the club with

497
00:43:15.960 --> 00:43:20.760
a bunch of twenty year old kids
and your fifty sevings are looking for a

498
00:43:20.800 --> 00:43:27.280
young dud. You've got it like
that, holy ship, look at you?

499
00:43:27.280 --> 00:43:30.119
You know what I mean saying if
you're in your fifties and you look

500
00:43:30.199 --> 00:43:36.639
good and you can still go on. You know, I'm not you know,

501
00:43:37.519 --> 00:43:40.880
and no liberty or anything to even
you know, speak on this person's

502
00:43:40.920 --> 00:43:46.599
own parents, but whatever, you
know what I mean? Like what ever?

503
00:43:49.800 --> 00:43:54.639
Anyways? Next to each his own? Next? Next, don't say

504
00:43:54.719 --> 00:44:00.119
to each his own as they say. I'm looking at the comments, so

505
00:44:00.159 --> 00:44:04.960
I just wanted to see if we
missed anything. I popped them up,

506
00:44:06.199 --> 00:44:13.880
you know what what, I'm so
happy now finally so they drink the business

507
00:44:16.280 --> 00:44:22.760
round finally, So what's what's what? What was next on the agenda?

508
00:44:22.920 --> 00:44:27.360
Besides we did the depends the benefits
thing, I guess. Yeah, it's

509
00:44:27.480 --> 00:44:37.280
all to each his own interpretation and
definitely likes. So okay. So the

510
00:44:37.320 --> 00:44:44.440
next thing was, did you did
you see TG's tag name today? Nah?

511
00:44:45.199 --> 00:44:50.039
Look at it. Oh no,
I'm not even gonna I'm not even

512
00:44:50.039 --> 00:45:00.360
going to comment on that anyway,
So hilarious. So yeah, I'm whatever.

513
00:45:00.679 --> 00:45:02.320
There's so you know what, you
know, there was like eight things

514
00:45:02.320 --> 00:45:07.239
I can say about that right now, I know. I think that's why

515
00:45:07.239 --> 00:45:10.039
I did it. It was like
beating you. Yeah, I'm not.

516
00:45:10.880 --> 00:45:15.559
I'm not you know, I'm not. I'm not biting that baby. I

517
00:45:15.599 --> 00:45:19.119
mean, good for you. I'm
a man with many names. I was

518
00:45:19.119 --> 00:45:20.639
trying to. I was trying to, like, you know, fit.

519
00:45:21.079 --> 00:45:23.719
I can't even read all the ones
you put, all right, a k

520
00:45:23.840 --> 00:45:27.360
A S I'm a Phoenix, a
k A Diddy Epstein, a k A

521
00:45:27.599 --> 00:45:32.079
Drizzy Weinstein. It doesn't even put
the whole thing you got like dot dot

522
00:45:32.119 --> 00:45:37.719
dot after a walk so much?
Yeah for real? All right, all

523
00:45:37.760 --> 00:45:47.440
right, so oh so uh BC
and I were talking yesterday and today or

524
00:45:47.480 --> 00:45:53.039
whatever about like you know, recently, South Park did their movie Obesity.

525
00:45:53.159 --> 00:45:58.239
I didn't watch it, but I
can because I have what you'll call it

526
00:45:58.280 --> 00:46:02.400
here, I have parent, right. I haven't watched it yet, but

527
00:46:02.480 --> 00:46:09.760
I did watch Lizzo's reaction when she
watched the part that she's mentioned in in

528
00:46:09.800 --> 00:46:15.159
the movie and then it just and
she handled it very well. Actually,

529
00:46:15.239 --> 00:46:21.719
she was actually flattered that they even
decided to make fun of her, so

530
00:46:21.760 --> 00:46:30.840
she felt seen in a why and
it is what it is? Honestly,

531
00:46:31.079 --> 00:46:35.599
I don't know. I don't even
know what's happening with those allegations, like

532
00:46:35.679 --> 00:46:43.079
I haven't heard if you've noticed,
it really hasn't been much regarding that.

533
00:46:44.000 --> 00:46:46.760
But that's not the point. It
doesn't even it's not even really about her.

534
00:46:47.320 --> 00:46:52.679
But but one of the things that
she says that she is foreign about,

535
00:46:52.760 --> 00:46:58.880
or what people think she represents anyway, is body positivity. And I

536
00:46:58.920 --> 00:47:10.400
think that there is is a just
general uninformed opinions when it comes to what

537
00:47:10.440 --> 00:47:15.440
that means and what that is.
So I'll ask you, guys what you

538
00:47:15.440 --> 00:47:25.000
think it is. But what I
think body positivity is being to me is

539
00:47:25.599 --> 00:47:32.360
when you're well, are we looking
at it from within ourselves or what other

540
00:47:32.360 --> 00:47:38.320
people might think what it is.
I'm asking you your opinion what you think

541
00:47:38.480 --> 00:47:45.320
body positivity means or what it is
or what it's saying represents whatever I think.

542
00:47:45.360 --> 00:47:46.920
I think. I think it's saying
that you should be comfortable in your

543
00:47:46.920 --> 00:47:57.679
own skin. Yes, very true, and duves anything from you. Listen,

544
00:47:57.719 --> 00:48:07.760
I'm superficial, so and yeah,
look for someone you know what I'm

545
00:48:07.760 --> 00:48:12.039
saying. Who ever since my back, you know, what I'm saying.

546
00:48:12.079 --> 00:48:15.280
Ever since my car accident, put
on like one hundred pounds. I'm not

547
00:48:15.280 --> 00:48:19.239
too comfortable in my own skin at
this point because I'm not used to being

548
00:48:19.280 --> 00:48:24.960
this big. Many people who gain
weight feel that way. So like,

549
00:48:25.840 --> 00:48:30.360
so like, you know what I've
seen nothing positive of what I look at

550
00:48:30.400 --> 00:48:34.119
in the mirror at this point,
being honest, you know that's that I'm

551
00:48:34.159 --> 00:48:37.840
sorry to hear that. Hopefully we
can get you to a better place one

552
00:48:37.920 --> 00:48:45.639
day. But I think that I
guess for me when I'm I'm seeing a

553
00:48:45.679 --> 00:48:51.440
lot. And another thing too,
is like what I put on is actually

554
00:48:51.480 --> 00:48:59.239
affected my health have so all of
a sudden the high blood pression all of

555
00:48:59.280 --> 00:49:04.119
a sudden pre diabetical. Are you
all of a sudden have high blood pressure

556
00:49:04.320 --> 00:49:07.960
or does that run in your family
because a lot of the evers of my

557
00:49:07.000 --> 00:49:12.320
family, it was my family gets. But then what the thing is when

558
00:49:12.320 --> 00:49:15.320
I was like, you know what
I'm saying, Like back in twenty twenty

559
00:49:15.440 --> 00:49:22.039
before my accident, twenty one before
my accident, I was two sixty,

560
00:49:22.239 --> 00:49:25.960
I didn't have high blood pressure,
Okay, you know, like I was

561
00:49:27.000 --> 00:49:30.159
working, you know, like I
was lifting, I was active, you

562
00:49:30.159 --> 00:49:34.760
know, I felt good. Okay. So one of the major things you

563
00:49:34.840 --> 00:49:37.440
just said was that you were lifting
and you were active. Tell me,

564
00:49:37.519 --> 00:49:44.199
are you still doing the same thing? I can't, right, So you

565
00:49:44.320 --> 00:49:50.960
can't, Okay, Why there's a
huge chance that you gaining weight is not

566
00:49:51.079 --> 00:49:55.840
the reason why that you have high
blood pressure. Weight is actually not something

567
00:49:55.920 --> 00:50:01.400
that brings on diseases. There's a
lot of research about them US diet culture

568
00:50:02.320 --> 00:50:10.639
and affects too, and a lot
of people have sleep appnia and they're all

569
00:50:10.639 --> 00:50:19.320
different kinds of sizes. Also also
related, it also affects my back that

570
00:50:19.360 --> 00:50:22.360
you have back issues though, So
yes, your back is always going to

571
00:50:22.360 --> 00:50:28.599
be affected whether you're thin or fat. It doesn't matter if you have issues

572
00:50:28.880 --> 00:50:32.280
more that I'm hurted. It hurts
a lot more than I'm heavy not And

573
00:50:32.320 --> 00:50:37.039
I just got you're probably not doing
any exercises or anything to make it better.

574
00:50:37.280 --> 00:50:40.360
Do you go to physical therapy still
and take care of all the the

575
00:50:40.400 --> 00:50:44.599
way you're supposed to? Yeah?
I go to physical therapy, I stretch,

576
00:50:44.639 --> 00:50:51.320
I do all that ship you know
what, I'm even walking and guess

577
00:50:51.360 --> 00:50:55.440
what hurts. Yeah, And it's
an unfortunate thing that you might have to

578
00:50:55.480 --> 00:51:01.119
deal with for the rest of your
life. Like wait, regardless of weight,

579
00:51:01.599 --> 00:51:07.800
when people fuck up their backs,
it is very difficult to get back

580
00:51:07.159 --> 00:51:15.320
to uh to feeling right again period. Okay. And some people can or

581
00:51:15.440 --> 00:51:20.960
ought to do surgery. Sometimes that
doesn't do shit. Sometimes that can make

582
00:51:21.039 --> 00:51:24.400
things worse. I know, I
used to try. I've done shots for

583
00:51:24.559 --> 00:51:30.800
my herniated this and it didn't do
anything for me. Actually, you know

584
00:51:30.840 --> 00:51:32.920
what, you know what it did? Think like all right, you know

585
00:51:32.960 --> 00:51:37.440
what, for the first month,
like the first shot I ever got,

586
00:51:38.239 --> 00:51:40.159
that month, I didn't feel nothing. I was like, oh shit,

587
00:51:40.280 --> 00:51:45.480
I'm good. I didn't even know
that. But you know what, the

588
00:51:45.480 --> 00:51:47.320
epidoor shots, that's what you're talking
about, right, yeah, all right,

589
00:51:47.400 --> 00:51:51.360
for the first month I was good. The second time I did the

590
00:51:51.400 --> 00:51:54.159
shot, it lasted three weeks.
The third time I did the shot lasted

591
00:51:54.199 --> 00:51:58.800
two weeks. Yeah. The fourth
shot I took, it ain't wund last

592
00:51:58.800 --> 00:52:00.400
no more than three days. I
was feeling that ship to following Monday.

593
00:52:00.400 --> 00:52:04.079
I was saying, oh man,
it's just killing me. Well with that

594
00:52:04.199 --> 00:52:07.920
too? Is that that's steroids?
And you know what's the worst part,

595
00:52:08.400 --> 00:52:14.000
right, you know what I'm saying, Like it it's like life sick joke,

596
00:52:14.119 --> 00:52:16.400
right, So so I'm gonna be
you know what I'm Saying'm gonna be

597
00:52:16.400 --> 00:52:21.920
open as as I can. Like
I had a little pol addiction back in

598
00:52:21.920 --> 00:52:25.920
in the mid twenty in the in
the twenty teens or whatever, you know,

599
00:52:25.960 --> 00:52:31.599
because like I had kidney stones,
right you know, and that shit

600
00:52:31.639 --> 00:52:35.639
almost kill me, believe it or
not, because I was being hard headed,

601
00:52:36.199 --> 00:52:37.960
like like, I go in.
They gave me a shot of that

602
00:52:37.039 --> 00:52:40.199
lighted and the first thing I said
to myself, I was like, Yo,

603
00:52:40.320 --> 00:52:45.079
I see why people turn into heroin
addicts because Yo, you give me

604
00:52:45.079 --> 00:52:46.880
a shot of this ship. You
know what I'm saying. I ain't feel

605
00:52:47.039 --> 00:52:51.239
nothing like bro. I felt like
I was floating. I was like,

606
00:52:52.320 --> 00:52:54.119
I was like yo, and in
my mind and I remember saying it out

607
00:52:54.199 --> 00:52:59.559
loud, I'm like, I see
why people do everyone. I feel like

608
00:52:59.599 --> 00:53:02.159
this, you know what I'm saying. I could just imagine now this is

609
00:53:02.159 --> 00:53:07.519
why people get addicted. No exactly. So so this is like before they

610
00:53:07.519 --> 00:53:12.960
started like really capping down on the
on like how much pills they give you

611
00:53:13.280 --> 00:53:19.599
oxycons and all that stuff. I
left the hospital put a prescription of sixty

612
00:53:19.639 --> 00:53:24.039
pills. Right, I done passed
my stones. What you think I was

613
00:53:24.079 --> 00:53:27.199
doing with the others, you know
what I'm saying. After that, I

614
00:53:27.239 --> 00:53:30.360
was drinking, popping pills, pop
and pills. And then like and then,

615
00:53:30.360 --> 00:53:34.280
like you know, like I found
out that that like my oldest brother

616
00:53:34.320 --> 00:53:37.239
God rest is soul, he like
you know what's getting pills like every month

617
00:53:38.719 --> 00:53:44.639
because of his condition. And I
feel bad. Yah, I feel so

618
00:53:44.800 --> 00:53:50.159
ashamed for this shit. Man.
I would lie to them and told them

619
00:53:50.159 --> 00:53:53.320
that, you know what I'm saying, that my kinney stones came back just

620
00:53:53.360 --> 00:53:59.440
to get a pill of two on
the weekends, right, And then like

621
00:53:59.519 --> 00:54:05.519
you know, I thought I could
controlling on the weekends. And then it

622
00:54:05.639 --> 00:54:08.840
became like all right, you know
what I'm gonna do it, Like you

623
00:54:08.880 --> 00:54:12.440
know what I'm saying, because my
days, my days off when I was

624
00:54:12.440 --> 00:54:16.519
working for Port Authority was like my
day's off is Friday and Saturday. So

625
00:54:17.559 --> 00:54:22.519
I would do I would do minds
on Friday and Saturday Sunday. You know,

626
00:54:22.519 --> 00:54:25.760
I'll be at work drinking gallon of
water just in case we have like

627
00:54:25.800 --> 00:54:34.239
one of those pop up tests them
randoms. Right, So so like you

628
00:54:34.280 --> 00:54:38.320
know, like I would do the
what you call it, the research or

629
00:54:38.360 --> 00:54:40.320
whatever I'm like, all right,
you know what, if I waited this

630
00:54:40.480 --> 00:54:43.039
much, you know what I'm saying. Like, by the time I was

631
00:54:43.039 --> 00:54:45.440
waiting two fifty, right, I
was in the gym, but like on

632
00:54:45.480 --> 00:54:47.360
the weekends, I was popping.
Right, I'm like, if I wait

633
00:54:47.440 --> 00:54:51.239
as much, you know what I'm
saying. All Right, so I go,

634
00:54:51.400 --> 00:54:53.480
I can go to the gym Sunday
morning to go this hit the treadmill,

635
00:54:53.599 --> 00:54:57.360
run sweated out. You know what
I'm saying. Blah blah blah blah

636
00:54:57.360 --> 00:55:00.679
blah blah. Right, and drink
water all day, all day. No

637
00:55:00.800 --> 00:55:02.880
solva, no sugar, no nothing, just drink water, the water water.

638
00:55:04.480 --> 00:55:07.199
I could piss it out and it
would be like a slight trace by

639
00:55:07.239 --> 00:55:10.599
Monday or Tuesday. Wouldever decide to
do this pop up thing? Right then

640
00:55:10.639 --> 00:55:14.559
I got too comfortable. I was
like, you know what, Thursday and

641
00:55:14.559 --> 00:55:17.440
we'd be popping a pill too.
Then it became the Wenesday and I thought

642
00:55:17.480 --> 00:55:22.559
I could handle it because you know
what I'm saying, whatever, And then

643
00:55:23.199 --> 00:55:25.639
I knew the next thing. I
knew it. I was popping it seven

644
00:55:25.719 --> 00:55:29.239
days a week, and then like
you know, it wasn't even one pill

645
00:55:29.280 --> 00:55:30.400
no more. It was like two
pills, and I try to regulate it,

646
00:55:30.440 --> 00:55:34.519
like i'mna pop on in the morning, pop on that night, right,

647
00:55:34.679 --> 00:55:37.000
like after a certain time, then
it became three pills a day,

648
00:55:37.639 --> 00:55:42.960
right, and yo, you know
what, like it was going on until

649
00:55:46.000 --> 00:55:49.119
I ain't realized, like you know, like I had a problem. Until

650
00:55:49.239 --> 00:55:51.920
you know what I'm saying, I
would probably say that five years after,

651
00:55:52.519 --> 00:55:55.440
you know, putting my body through
way, I was like, I think

652
00:55:55.480 --> 00:55:59.039
I fucked up. You know what
I'm saying. Like five years later I

653
00:55:59.039 --> 00:56:00.400
said that, I'm like, yo, I think I fucked up. Bro.

654
00:56:00.599 --> 00:56:07.400
Like I told my brother about it, and like my brother started crying.

655
00:56:07.960 --> 00:56:10.360
He's like, pick get off of
this. I'm like cool. So

656
00:56:10.480 --> 00:56:15.320
like he started winning me off of
it, and then he ends up in

657
00:56:15.360 --> 00:56:22.920
the hospital and then he dies mm
hmmm. And then like you know,

658
00:56:24.480 --> 00:56:30.360
liked take like the little attic in
me. On the following day after he

659
00:56:30.440 --> 00:56:38.159
died, right, I went,
you know, I went, you know,

660
00:56:38.519 --> 00:56:40.639
picked up my you know, saying
my dad was in the hospital two

661
00:56:40.679 --> 00:56:45.480
at the time. So I had
my dad downstairs because he had the blood

662
00:56:45.480 --> 00:56:49.000
clown and his lungs and my brother
upstairs. And my brother passed away.

663
00:56:49.079 --> 00:56:52.280
So like it was just real,
real fucked up beer. So my mom

664
00:56:52.400 --> 00:56:54.599
didn't you know, like like I
bring my dad or my mom home.

665
00:56:55.599 --> 00:57:01.280
So like my mom goes to the
house, and then the dawn on me.

666
00:57:01.320 --> 00:57:06.000
I'm like, yo, he still
has pills. You know what I'm

667
00:57:06.039 --> 00:57:08.599
saying. I'm like, you know
what I'm saying, Like I'm like hurting

668
00:57:08.679 --> 00:57:12.400
right now. You know what I'm
saying, like emotionally and physically everything,

669
00:57:12.400 --> 00:57:14.960
Like I didn't know I was going
through withdraws. You know what I'm saying.

670
00:57:15.000 --> 00:57:16.639
I don't know I was withdrawing like
that. The only thing I knew

671
00:57:16.639 --> 00:57:21.880
is that I was fucked up,
like emotionally fucked up. So I go,

672
00:57:22.159 --> 00:57:25.239
I walk to my brother's house and
like my nephew's there. He opens

673
00:57:25.239 --> 00:57:29.800
the door and we talking whatever,
right, and I had toilet fleshing.

674
00:57:30.119 --> 00:57:34.719
I said, Oh, what's grandma
doing? Oh flushing my flush? My

675
00:57:34.760 --> 00:57:39.639
dad's pills. I'm like, eh, I'm like, so I try to

676
00:57:39.639 --> 00:57:43.239
like sneak into the room right as
a first, and you know what I'm

677
00:57:43.239 --> 00:57:45.559
saying. And I see the bottle
and the bottle's empty. I'm like,

678
00:57:45.199 --> 00:57:52.719
and my mom, I'm like no, no, like oh shit, And

679
00:57:52.760 --> 00:57:54.199
I had a toilet flushing again,
right, and I'm looking at my mom

680
00:57:54.239 --> 00:57:58.079
but like a death's there. But
like I don't want to tell her nothing.

681
00:57:58.400 --> 00:58:00.360
You know what I'm saying. She
just thicks. I'm going through the

682
00:58:00.400 --> 00:58:04.360
most to my brother passing away,
Bro, no one, you know what

683
00:58:04.360 --> 00:58:08.400
I'm saying. Like it was the
perfect disguise though that everyone was mourning.

684
00:58:09.000 --> 00:58:13.719
I was mourning too, but I
was going through like the worst cold turkey

685
00:58:14.719 --> 00:58:21.159
withdrawal ever, like you know,
like like you know, like I was

686
00:58:21.159 --> 00:58:23.400
going through night sweats, I was
going through the nightmares. I was going

687
00:58:23.400 --> 00:58:27.880
through it all mourning my brother too, So yo, you know what I

688
00:58:27.880 --> 00:58:30.559
felt like I wanted to kill myself, man, but I never said nothing

689
00:58:30.599 --> 00:58:34.800
and done like y'all. You know, after that, I was like,

690
00:58:34.880 --> 00:58:37.159
hell, you know what, I'm
like, God, if I get through

691
00:58:37.159 --> 00:58:39.000
this, man, like I promise, I ain't never popping no more pills

692
00:58:39.000 --> 00:58:45.880
over again. Man. You know
three years later, no, wait,

693
00:58:45.960 --> 00:58:52.920
six years later, guess what they
prescribe me? Perfect sense? Yeah,

694
00:58:52.000 --> 00:58:55.519
the devil was a lie, bro, like real man, like yeah,

695
00:58:55.559 --> 00:59:00.159
And the thing is, you know
I'm saying, like it's like now it's

696
00:59:00.159 --> 00:59:05.039
like it's under my name and now
I need them m yeah, the fucking

697
00:59:05.039 --> 00:59:13.800
iron your life is right, mm
hmm, it's it is crazy, do

698
00:59:13.880 --> 00:59:20.360
you know? Yo? The freaking
like how how I have to like tiptoe

699
00:59:20.360 --> 00:59:25.960
around the ship like yes yo,
yesterday yesterday when it was like raining hard,

700
00:59:27.159 --> 00:59:31.400
Oh my god, bro, Like
I never I never felt so,

701
00:59:32.239 --> 00:59:35.119
you know. I was like,
yo, you know what? And the

702
00:59:35.199 --> 00:59:38.360
thing is like when it rains,
like that's what I'm taking them. When

703
00:59:38.360 --> 00:59:42.119
it's not raining, I know,
you know, I try to stay away

704
00:59:42.159 --> 00:59:46.239
from them, like it's there.
I try to stay away. But yeah,

705
00:59:46.480 --> 00:59:49.800
you know what though, like I
seen my doctor in a couple of

706
00:59:49.880 --> 00:59:52.320
days, but I ran out right
and yesterday I felt that I was like,

707
00:59:52.400 --> 00:59:54.480
holy fuck, I'll say, man
if I can't make it through the

708
00:59:54.559 --> 00:59:59.159
day, man, you know,
but like I see, the thing is,

709
00:59:59.199 --> 01:00:00.480
I couldn't like walk around like that. I'm like, Yo, this

710
01:00:00.639 --> 01:00:07.199
is bad, bro, Like a
you know what, summertime is here.

711
01:00:07.920 --> 01:00:10.599
I'm gonna like really try to stay
the funk away from this ship, like

712
01:00:10.599 --> 01:00:15.039
I'm gonna go pick it up in
case, I'm gonna stay the funk away

713
01:00:15.039 --> 01:00:20.840
from it because like I feel like
I'm sucking up again. You know what

714
01:00:20.840 --> 01:00:24.679
I mean? You could bring you
could bring them here, you know.

715
01:00:27.199 --> 01:00:29.599
Oh yeah, and if I need
them, how am I supposed to get

716
01:00:29.679 --> 01:00:32.280
him? I'll mail them to you
by the time you get need them,

717
01:00:34.400 --> 01:00:42.039
the whole one, you know,
like the whole to like but like,

718
01:00:42.159 --> 01:00:44.360
yo, you know what they like? It's like, yo, you know

719
01:00:44.400 --> 01:00:49.000
what, like when it rains,
yo, Like it's like the pain is

720
01:00:49.079 --> 01:00:52.079
that's crazy, man, Like,
I don't you know what her need is

721
01:00:52.079 --> 01:00:54.840
this? You know what I'm saying. There's one thing, but like,

722
01:00:55.559 --> 01:01:00.039
well you got them like all across
your lower back. Like I'm sitting down

723
01:01:00.119 --> 01:01:02.519
right now. You see me moving
around because I'm uncomfortable at this point.

724
01:01:04.039 --> 01:01:07.840
It's a lot of pressure. Hell
it is, so you know, like

725
01:01:10.480 --> 01:01:15.599
that's the reason why, Like I'm
saying, like you know that, you

726
01:01:15.639 --> 01:01:21.400
know, like like you know what
back to my weight, you could you

727
01:01:21.440 --> 01:01:24.480
know what I'm saying, you could
say, you know whatever it is when

728
01:01:24.480 --> 01:01:29.280
I say, like it's affected my
hepe, not only is it physically perspect

729
01:01:29.320 --> 01:01:31.960
of my health, but it's mentally
affecting my hep because like the pain is

730
01:01:32.039 --> 01:01:37.559
so fucking ridiculous, bro. Like, Like yo, I was I was

731
01:01:37.599 --> 01:01:40.119
fucking crying yesterday. I was just
so much pain. I was literally fucking

732
01:01:40.199 --> 01:01:46.599
crying. How like are the options
that they've given you? Though four year

733
01:01:46.679 --> 01:01:53.360
back, I already had a surgery. You know what, Eventually I'm not

734
01:01:53.440 --> 01:01:57.039
to get a spinal fusion. They
didn't want to do it to me now

735
01:01:57.119 --> 01:02:00.280
because I'm too young for that,
right, Yeah, you know and and

736
01:02:00.599 --> 01:02:05.039
and you know, you know what
and what fucks me up the most is

737
01:02:05.079 --> 01:02:08.719
that all this could have been avoid
to see now I'm gonna say, is

738
01:02:08.760 --> 01:02:13.719
this. You know what I'm saying, All this could have been avoided on

739
01:02:13.840 --> 01:02:16.360
the other person, on the other
person like that active It is like all

740
01:02:16.440 --> 01:02:21.280
this could have been avoided another person. When this person says I didn't see

741
01:02:21.320 --> 01:02:24.920
you, I'm like, so you
fucked me up? You know what I'm

742
01:02:24.920 --> 01:02:28.480
saying, Like you ain't see me? How did you not see me?

743
01:02:29.840 --> 01:02:35.840
Bro? You're driving a fucking truck. Yeah, I'm driving a van.

744
01:02:35.920 --> 01:02:37.079
How do you not seeing? You
know? Whatever? Man? You know

745
01:02:37.079 --> 01:02:42.039
what I'm saying. But that's why
it's an accident. Accidents happened, you

746
01:02:42.079 --> 01:02:49.000
know. Like I have a coworker
who literally was going home and she fucking

747
01:02:49.360 --> 01:02:54.840
or she was going coming back from
target after work and a semi hit her

748
01:02:55.360 --> 01:03:00.760
and thankfully there was nothing in his
trailer. If not, she would have

749
01:03:00.800 --> 01:03:06.639
been dead. Oh so she became
like me. And apparently he either fell

750
01:03:06.679 --> 01:03:09.800
asleep or didn't see her. Whatever
this story is, I don't know what

751
01:03:09.840 --> 01:03:14.760
the details are now, but I
mean, things happen, unfortunately, and

752
01:03:14.800 --> 01:03:20.960
then what happens is and people now
have injuries because of it, and and

753
01:03:21.039 --> 01:03:23.920
their lifelong injuries. Unfortunately. There
are things that you have to deal with

754
01:03:24.760 --> 01:03:28.760
for the rest of your life.
You know what, I'm in my forties

755
01:03:28.760 --> 01:03:30.280
and I feel like I'm in my
eighties. You know what I'm saying.

756
01:03:30.480 --> 01:03:36.039
I understand that, Like you know
what I'm like, I'm already picking up

757
01:03:36.079 --> 01:03:38.920
my wheelchair to have, like you
know, something like like Dayton's You know

758
01:03:38.920 --> 01:03:44.559
what I'm saying. Hydraulics in the
system. Yeah we low D. I

759
01:03:44.559 --> 01:03:50.320
can see you driving down the street
like in one of those like motor Yeah

760
01:03:50.320 --> 01:03:54.719
me too. Chairs, Yeah me
too, playing Kendrick Lamont. They're not

761
01:03:54.800 --> 01:04:04.239
like that. They're not like that. Hydro fucking even more extreme ob ho.

762
01:04:05.159 --> 01:04:08.519
Like doctor's like, please don't get
hydroled. He's like, but it

763
01:04:08.559 --> 01:04:17.880
looks cool. Look at the like
never wear a certified pedophile. Oh yeah,

764
01:04:18.000 --> 01:04:21.599
yeah, but yes, I am
curious though, when they told you

765
01:04:21.559 --> 01:04:28.159
you were pre diabetic? What was
that based on my weight? You know

766
01:04:28.199 --> 01:04:30.360
what I'm saying, like then,
and it's bullshit. I'm just telling you

767
01:04:30.480 --> 01:04:34.079
right now. They have to build
it off of your sugars. They have

768
01:04:34.159 --> 01:04:38.199
to be so off a blood test. If it's not coming from blood tests

769
01:04:38.199 --> 01:04:41.800
and it's just weight related, then
that's just a yo. You know what,

770
01:04:41.840 --> 01:04:45.039
it was off a blood test too, because because because like you know

771
01:04:45.039 --> 01:04:46.760
what, when I was wearing to
sixty, I was at the VA right

772
01:04:47.039 --> 01:04:50.559
when I was wearing to sixty,
right, my sugar was good. Man.

773
01:04:50.599 --> 01:04:54.239
Now you know what I'm saying,
I'm getting all this weight. You

774
01:04:54.239 --> 01:05:02.400
know what I'm saying, I can't
pre diabetic you in the bathroom, bro,

775
01:05:02.719 --> 01:05:06.719
My daughter's outside. You know what
I'm saying, watch miss Rachel just

776
01:05:06.760 --> 01:05:11.639
in case she falls off the You
know what I'm saying. Just you know,

777
01:05:11.760 --> 01:05:15.400
this girl don't know when to sleep
no more. She went ship here

778
01:05:15.440 --> 01:05:17.840
she's you know what I'm saying,
she's a food terrorist. Oh man,

779
01:05:18.280 --> 01:05:21.880
she's one, you know, or
he's gonna be one in a couple in

780
01:05:21.920 --> 01:05:27.760
a couple of a couple of days. Yeah, I can't believe a year

781
01:05:27.840 --> 01:05:30.639
has passed already, I got a
twenty I got as soon to be.

782
01:05:30.719 --> 01:05:35.880
You know what I'm saying, Damn, I hope is my son twenty two?

783
01:05:36.920 --> 01:05:43.199
You thinks he's about to be twenty
three? No wait, that's fuddy,

784
01:05:43.239 --> 01:05:45.480
he's going to be wait no,
no, no, he's going to

785
01:05:45.519 --> 01:05:48.159
be twenty two. I have soon
to be a twenty year old living living

786
01:05:48.199 --> 01:05:54.119
her best life in Florida. And
then you know on one year rold Wow,

787
01:05:54.199 --> 01:05:59.960
Yeah, don't you know what the
white the gap, the age gap

788
01:06:00.119 --> 01:06:04.519
is crazy. Yeah, you know, like you're literally doing it all over

789
01:06:04.639 --> 01:06:11.119
again, like it yeah, the
whole thing. And they became independent and

790
01:06:11.159 --> 01:06:15.559
now you have a little dependent baby. Yeah, my broke best friend,

791
01:06:17.719 --> 01:06:23.280
she has her own phone already,
she has her own phone. But hold

792
01:06:23.280 --> 01:06:28.800
on, don't see at least no
No as one of my old phones.

793
01:06:29.639 --> 01:06:32.719
You know, Wi Fi, it's
put on Wi Fi whatever. Put on

794
01:06:32.760 --> 01:06:35.800
Miss No out so she could learn
Spanish. Miss Rachel. She loves Miss

795
01:06:35.880 --> 01:06:41.960
Rachel. She loves miss so you
know, like when it's not shut up,

796
01:06:42.000 --> 01:06:45.960
when one of them shuts off,
she look at you like like whoa,

797
01:06:45.960 --> 01:06:48.639
whoa, whoa nigg I'm like,
no, nigga, calm down before

798
01:06:48.639 --> 01:06:56.199
I snapped the ship on you.
Like here, she knows exactly what to

799
01:06:56.280 --> 01:07:06.239
do. Yeah, they usually yeah, you know what, the minute she

800
01:07:06.360 --> 01:07:11.239
needed she grew up and weaponized the
tears. That was it, you know.

801
01:07:11.480 --> 01:07:13.719
But like sometimes I catch it doing
that bullshit. You know what I'm

802
01:07:13.719 --> 01:07:16.599
saying on purpose, I'm like,
stop whining, You're like discipline. That

803
01:07:16.679 --> 01:07:20.400
should cry even more that she understands
that, Like, you're like disciplined,

804
01:07:20.480 --> 01:07:27.360
Stop whining. I'm like, who
is your dad? What does it is?

805
01:07:29.719 --> 01:07:33.400
Tim? I'm a copy idiot,
that's what yo. Let me tell

806
01:07:33.440 --> 01:07:43.239
you something. Get through the chopper. So stupid, but like any time

807
01:07:43.400 --> 01:07:48.559
it's said, it's so funny,
it's so ridiculous. Son of a bitch,

808
01:07:53.880 --> 01:07:57.880
yo. You know what, yo? You know what them soundboards would

809
01:07:57.920 --> 01:08:01.159
on the sources and nigga will always
be a class. I'm going to ask

810
01:08:01.199 --> 01:08:04.840
you a few questions. Who is
your daddy and what does he do?

811
01:08:05.039 --> 01:08:10.119
Like? What? Excuse me?
What? Who are you drunk? I'm

812
01:08:10.119 --> 01:08:15.519
gonna copy with you, yo,
yo. You know what me? Yo?

813
01:08:15.519 --> 01:08:16.479
When me get off of this ship, I'm about to go, I'm

814
01:08:16.520 --> 01:08:20.159
about to go, like listen to
that ship again. Oh and by the

815
01:08:20.199 --> 01:08:28.119
way, No, do you guys
like stevena No. I watched I watched

816
01:08:29.199 --> 01:08:36.800
all right, but the videos about
Steve movies. Yo, this guy named

817
01:08:36.800 --> 01:08:42.760
space ice right. Okay, go
go to YouTube Space Ice right type of

818
01:08:42.760 --> 01:08:46.680
Stevens and he's there roasting the ship
out of him in his movies. Right.

819
01:08:46.920 --> 01:08:51.760
Oh my god, yo, yo, Look he's like, look at

820
01:08:51.760 --> 01:08:58.399
this bloated message. Well it's with
a voice though. He was. He

821
01:08:58.520 --> 01:09:01.319
was like he was, Steven's all
letting us know that it's not and coher

822
01:09:01.439 --> 01:09:10.399
and see it's what's got him here, just some money laundering skip, so

823
01:09:10.600 --> 01:09:13.720
he put on that ship. I
was like, yo. And he doesn't

824
01:09:13.760 --> 01:09:15.800
do just to goar movies. He
does all kinds of fucking movies. Yo,

825
01:09:15.880 --> 01:09:17.680
he does you know what I'm saying? What what? Yo? You

826
01:09:17.720 --> 01:09:21.600
know what? Yo? You know
what? Like like he gives like you

827
01:09:21.600 --> 01:09:25.600
know what, if it's like a
good movie, he'll give it props.

828
01:09:26.119 --> 01:09:30.319
But it was a horrible movie.
Oh man, Bro, you know what,

829
01:09:30.520 --> 01:09:31.840
I want Stevens to call to keep
making movies so just so he can

830
01:09:31.960 --> 01:09:35.479
rate them, you know what I
mean? Like, yo, bro,

831
01:09:35.800 --> 01:09:42.399
I want Stevens to call them left
forever. I wanted to look, bro,

832
01:09:43.199 --> 01:09:50.840
keep making movies. Mann. Yeah
all right, you know what yo,

833
01:09:53.159 --> 01:09:56.159
yo, TG, how do you
feel about Drake? I'm seriously like

834
01:09:56.159 --> 01:09:59.880
like like now, like now this
is a real conversation because of what transport.

835
01:10:00.399 --> 01:10:05.680
I really have not like been into
celebrity gossip news or whatever. So

836
01:10:06.640 --> 01:10:12.880
I know they're like a beef and
I mean mant are songs I like because

837
01:10:12.920 --> 01:10:17.680
they're I feel like geared to being
very danced like not. I don't see

838
01:10:17.760 --> 01:10:24.199
him like a rapper. I wouldn't
say that he is a rap artist.

839
01:10:24.800 --> 01:10:29.680
I don't see him that way.
Like to me, rap is different.

840
01:10:29.960 --> 01:10:31.239
I guess to me, this is
more hip hop. What we need to

841
01:10:31.279 --> 01:10:36.359
do is handsome, yo, yo, you know what? Now? All

842
01:10:36.439 --> 01:10:42.600
right, so you know people know
I don't like Dre because like it's just

843
01:10:42.600 --> 01:10:44.319
that you know what I'm saying,
Like like, yo, you know what

844
01:10:44.760 --> 01:10:47.159
you're from Canada and like you have
like eight the Penucces. You know what

845
01:10:47.199 --> 01:10:53.960
I'm saying. Culture talking about cultural
appropriating right, like this dude is only

846
01:10:54.000 --> 01:10:56.840
black when it's convenient for him to
be black. You know what I'm saying.

847
01:10:57.640 --> 01:11:00.840
You know, Like and I was
on I used to be on Twitter.

848
01:11:01.399 --> 01:11:04.239
I got banned for life. I
heard because I was because I was

849
01:11:04.319 --> 01:11:08.039
roasting these you know what I'm saying, like like like I told these Drake

850
01:11:08.119 --> 01:11:10.560
fans, I'm like, yo,
most of Drake fans are white, suburban

851
01:11:10.640 --> 01:11:15.560
kids. You know what I'm saying. Who I really wants a month males,

852
01:11:15.359 --> 01:11:19.479
fathers, males who are really once
a month, you know. And

853
01:11:19.520 --> 01:11:21.720
I'm and I'm like, yo,
you know what. And I noticed that

854
01:11:21.760 --> 01:11:25.399
most of y'all are white, you
know what I'm saying, So like they

855
01:11:25.399 --> 01:11:27.840
ain't trying to bring you know what
I'm saying, Like I'm not trying to

856
01:11:27.840 --> 01:11:30.600
bring in the color the colored thing, but I ain't going to say this

857
01:11:30.720 --> 01:11:33.319
right they know nothing about hip hop. But like Drake was like there,

858
01:11:33.920 --> 01:11:36.560
you know what I'm saying, foot
into like you know, to peek through

859
01:11:36.560 --> 01:11:39.319
them, you know what I'm saying. The curtains be like, oh wow,

860
01:11:39.359 --> 01:11:41.880
they get down like that, oh
wow. So you know what I'm

861
01:11:41.880 --> 01:11:44.760
saying. If you you know what
I'm saying. And like most of them

862
01:11:45.039 --> 01:11:48.159
identify with him because he's a suburban
kid too, you know what I'm saying,

863
01:11:48.880 --> 01:11:55.479
Like Drake is an actor. This
is his biggest acting job, ya

864
01:11:55.640 --> 01:12:01.039
know. And and and what's it
called? And now Kendrick. The reason

865
01:12:01.039 --> 01:12:05.560
why I said Kendrick because Bro,
Kendrick is cultural. You know what I'm

866
01:12:05.560 --> 01:12:10.159
saying, Like, like you know
what I mean, Like put it this

867
01:12:10.199 --> 01:12:16.279
way, real simple. Drake can
never make good Cap Bad City to a

868
01:12:16.319 --> 01:12:23.479
Butterfly Section eighty. You can't make
those albums. Kendrick can make all of

869
01:12:23.560 --> 01:12:28.720
Drake's albums if he wanted to.
He just proved right now he can make

870
01:12:28.760 --> 01:12:34.479
a club bang. They're not like
us, bro. You know what I'm

871
01:12:34.479 --> 01:12:38.840
saying. You've seen You've seen the
videos of them playing that ship in Disney

872
01:12:38.840 --> 01:12:43.000
World. Yo. Do you see
the video this one dude walking around to

873
01:12:43.079 --> 01:12:46.279
Ronto's. You know what I'm saying, Toronto like performing this ship. This

874
01:12:46.479 --> 01:12:53.920
one dude was yo, bro yo. Another another thing too, is like

875
01:12:54.319 --> 01:12:58.119
real quick, yeah tg you look
it up. They're they're they're playing that

876
01:12:58.239 --> 01:13:00.439
song and Donald Duck and Mickey in
them are dancing to that song out in

877
01:13:00.479 --> 01:13:08.079
the streets of Disneyland and people are
like, they're jamming and ship. Yeah

878
01:13:08.199 --> 01:13:12.279
you're not. Yeah, hell yeah, you gotta see yo. No,

879
01:13:12.720 --> 01:13:15.560
you know it. What's the biggest
disrespect the fact that you live in another

880
01:13:15.600 --> 01:13:23.640
country, in another city and they're
playing that ship in your city in front

881
01:13:23.640 --> 01:13:25.680
of the spot that Kendrick Lamar shout
out. He'll be like, Yo,

882
01:13:25.680 --> 01:13:28.199
I'll be a new whole king.
You know what I'm saying. The Chinese

883
01:13:28.239 --> 01:13:30.640
restaurant, you know what I'm saying. And they needed to play after Kendrick

884
01:13:30.680 --> 01:13:42.079
Lamar jo, mhm. The culture
took you know, the culture one on

885
01:13:42.159 --> 01:13:45.000
that one man. You know.
And I say culture not like a hip

886
01:13:45.000 --> 01:13:49.079
hop culture in general. You know, like I said, I'm not I'm

887
01:13:49.079 --> 01:13:54.039
not making it like a colored thing
because like we grew up with, we

888
01:13:54.079 --> 01:13:56.319
grew up with a lot of you
know what I'm saying, a lot of

889
01:13:56.359 --> 01:13:59.239
white dudes that were break dancing with
us that was taggering. You know what

890
01:13:59.239 --> 01:14:00.600
I'm saying. I was tagged with
a seat. That's you know what I'm

891
01:14:00.600 --> 01:14:04.199
saying. They're not cultural appropriate because
they grew up around us. Say,

892
01:14:04.239 --> 01:14:11.680
we all grew up together. No, but Drake is cultural course, of

893
01:14:11.680 --> 01:14:15.279
course. I mean it makes sense
because he comes from the perks and stuff,

894
01:14:15.399 --> 01:14:18.399
and we have a lot of rappers
out there that come from the ghetto,

895
01:14:19.039 --> 01:14:23.359
and that's what it is. So
they can speak of experience. Drake

896
01:14:23.439 --> 01:14:29.600
can't speak of experiences because he doesn't
have those experiences and don't a lot of

897
01:14:29.640 --> 01:14:33.520
people write his music anyway. It's
not like he's a lyricist. So again,

898
01:14:34.439 --> 01:14:40.640
I don't know. People can have
their opinions and think he's wonderful,

899
01:14:40.880 --> 01:14:44.880
but I honestly think there's something off
about that guy. I would not even

900
01:14:45.159 --> 01:14:51.680
put it past like later, Oh
the fact that he's a Roman. Yeah,

901
01:14:51.840 --> 01:14:55.960
he's definitely, I have a Yeah, he's a groomer, and I

902
01:14:56.000 --> 01:15:04.640
definitely feel like there's some stuff.
Yeah, Toby Brown. From what I

903
01:15:04.680 --> 01:15:10.600
heard, Millie Bobby Brown got married, drawn by Jovie's son, and Drake

904
01:15:10.760 --> 01:15:14.920
is in shamble, really clutching the
teddy Bear, crying, drinking some breast

905
01:15:14.920 --> 01:15:18.039
smoke, trying to go to sleep. Oh my goodness, freshly squeezed breast

906
01:15:18.079 --> 01:15:27.840
smoke. Either way, Yeah,
Drake, so real quick, sports,

907
01:15:27.880 --> 01:15:30.800
so sports, real quick. Packers
sucked, command to suck. Yeah,

908
01:15:31.079 --> 01:15:33.680
you already know you know what I
mean? No, Yo, you know

909
01:15:33.720 --> 01:15:38.479
what. Packer's got a young team, bro. I don't really care.

910
01:15:39.399 --> 01:15:45.119
No, you should? You should? You should because I don't care.

911
01:15:45.920 --> 01:15:47.239
Listen, listen, let me tell
you something. I think you should care.

912
01:15:47.279 --> 01:15:51.119
You don't know why, because like
from what Jordan Love showed last year.

913
01:15:53.000 --> 01:15:58.319
Is that especially when the Packers know
how to pick quarterbacks. Bro,

914
01:15:58.920 --> 01:16:01.279
you know what I'm saying. That
ships me off. Yo, I'm gonna

915
01:16:01.279 --> 01:16:05.760
hate, Yo. Yo, I'm
hating right now because Dallas up that game.

916
01:16:08.119 --> 01:16:12.199
Yo. They have the youngest they
have the youngest team in the league.

917
01:16:13.880 --> 01:16:18.760
What about Atlanta, Bro, Kirk
Cousins gonna Yo, I'm talking about

918
01:16:18.800 --> 01:16:23.960
I'm just talking about the receivers,
running backs. Yeah, but Yo,

919
01:16:24.000 --> 01:16:29.239
you know what you got Kirk Cousins, what he's going to do? And

920
01:16:29.279 --> 01:16:32.000
then Yo, Kirk Yo. You
know what Kirk Cousins. You know what

921
01:16:32.039 --> 01:16:35.920
I'm saying, Like like he's like
one of those porn stars that you know

922
01:16:35.920 --> 01:16:40.199
what I'm saying that chokes all the
time when it comes when the lights are

923
01:16:40.239 --> 01:16:43.000
on. You know what I'm saying, messes up his makeup. You know

924
01:16:43.000 --> 01:16:46.079
what I'm saying, tears running up
that type. Okay, he's a choke

925
01:16:46.119 --> 01:16:50.520
guardist. Like so, I mean, don't get me, yo, don't

926
01:16:50.520 --> 01:16:53.239
get me, don't don't get me
wrong. You know what I'm saying.

927
01:16:53.359 --> 01:16:55.840
He's good for fantasy football numbers,
But other than that, I mean,

928
01:16:58.199 --> 01:17:03.279
what what has he done? True? Is that he absolutely right. You

929
01:17:03.279 --> 01:17:08.399
don't like like like yo, you
know what, He's just a more He's

930
01:17:08.439 --> 01:17:15.920
just a much more expensive version of
Ryan Fitzpatrick. Mm hmm more more.

931
01:17:16.000 --> 01:17:23.600
He's a more you know what I'm
saying, pounds version of Ryan Fitzpatrick minus

932
01:17:23.600 --> 01:17:26.239
minus you know what I'm saying.
The guts he plays of Ryan Fitzpatrick used

933
01:17:26.239 --> 01:17:36.720
to pull. Yeah, he's a
stab machine. Cool. Yeah, I

934
01:17:36.760 --> 01:17:41.199
gotta go change the diaper. All
right, So hold up real quick before

935
01:17:41.199 --> 01:17:45.880
you jet t g final thought,
Oh god, give us a final thought

936
01:17:46.279 --> 01:17:50.840
for the final thought for tonight.
Give us something. I mean, we

937
01:17:50.880 --> 01:17:56.800
didn't even really get to talk I
wanted. That's okay, so we're gonna

938
01:17:56.880 --> 01:18:05.880
we'll we'll just gonna say that people
really need to stop worrying about other people.

939
01:18:06.520 --> 01:18:11.159
It is none of your business what
other people do with their lives,

940
01:18:11.319 --> 01:18:15.199
how they live their lives, what
their body looks like. Please stop commenting

941
01:18:15.319 --> 01:18:24.000
on people's bodies. It's just not
your place. Thank you. Absolutely what

942
01:18:24.079 --> 01:18:29.359
I want to say. My final
thought is this, I've gotta be up

943
01:18:29.359 --> 01:18:32.279
at seven o'clock in the morning just
to do shit to me. Final thought

944
01:18:32.960 --> 01:18:35.479
all right, yeah, I mean
your dad, that's your dad. Thought

945
01:18:35.720 --> 01:18:43.720
for the evening, it's gonna be
up in less than seven hours, Yeah,

946
01:18:44.720 --> 01:18:46.520
just to do all over again.
But you know, but but you

947
01:18:46.520 --> 01:18:49.680
know what the even you know,
even when it's boring, it's fun.

948
01:18:51.520 --> 01:18:58.279
Listen, you wake up every day
is a blessing. Waking up is a

949
01:18:58.319 --> 01:19:01.520
blessing, and it's another hands an
opportunity to try. And what's not a

950
01:19:01.560 --> 01:19:05.239
blessing is when you're waking up dreaming
that you're peeing and you wake up and

951
01:19:05.239 --> 01:19:08.800
you're like, oh, no,
you know, I'm saying, I think

952
01:19:08.840 --> 01:19:14.479
I have a problem you when you
have to run to the bathroom. I've

953
01:19:14.520 --> 01:19:17.159
had that where you know, when
you're dreaming and you're trying to go to

954
01:19:17.199 --> 01:19:20.399
the bathroom. In your dream,
it's your body telling you you actually have

955
01:19:20.439 --> 01:19:26.319
to go to the bathroom. You
need to get outthom Right, dreams like

956
01:19:26.359 --> 01:19:30.159
that where I'm just constantly going to
bathrooms and I can't fucking find the toilet

957
01:19:30.279 --> 01:19:38.880
or whatever. Has anybody has anybody
ever dream that there was falling right?

958
01:19:39.039 --> 01:19:44.520
Yeah, and you literally fell off
the bed. No, Yeah, that

959
01:19:44.680 --> 01:19:47.000
that has happened to me. Like
like you know, like I'm like,

960
01:19:47.000 --> 01:19:51.880
I'm dreaming, I'm faring, like
and you literally fall off the bed.

961
01:19:53.239 --> 01:19:56.840
Oh damn. But but but but
like yo, you know what, but

962
01:19:57.680 --> 01:19:59.640
you know what I'm saying, half
my body, you know what I'm saying

963
01:20:00.079 --> 01:20:02.239
Like this, I got a question
for I got a question for TG,

964
01:20:02.479 --> 01:20:09.199
actually a question for you. So
I know this happens to men, but

965
01:20:09.279 --> 01:20:13.039
doesn't happen to women. If a
man really has to go pee, right,

966
01:20:13.640 --> 01:20:19.359
the closer to a bathroom, the
bigger the urgency is to go.

967
01:20:21.680 --> 01:20:28.560
Yes, every time I'm getting closer
to my house, it's like it knows

968
01:20:29.000 --> 01:20:32.800
and and I'm running. I am
running to the bathroom because it's like trying

969
01:20:32.840 --> 01:20:35.960
to come out of me because it
knows I'm home. It's the worst thing

970
01:20:36.000 --> 01:20:39.560
in the world. No no,
no, no, no, no,

971
01:20:39.600 --> 01:20:45.960
that's not meaning yourself, no,
no, no, you know what now,

972
01:20:45.039 --> 01:20:48.119
you know what the work, which
was even worse than that is when

973
01:20:48.199 --> 01:20:55.680
it's when like you're scrambling for the
keys because you have to go and sha

974
01:20:55.920 --> 01:20:57.640
and like you know what I'm saying, You're moving around and like you know,

975
01:20:57.680 --> 01:21:00.319
you're trying to and your hands are
shaking, like you've got park this

976
01:21:00.359 --> 01:21:02.239
ship right, and you can't open
the door the first three times, and

977
01:21:02.239 --> 01:21:05.159
then like there's another door you have
to unlock. You're like no. And

978
01:21:05.159 --> 01:21:08.239
then like you know, with me, I have an elevator at the house,

979
01:21:08.399 --> 01:21:11.640
and then the elevator does not come
downstairs and I'm like, my goodness,

980
01:21:11.800 --> 01:21:15.800
why this is why on the first
floor. And then and then you

981
01:21:15.840 --> 01:21:17.800
know, you know what I'm saying. I call my girl. I'm like,

982
01:21:17.840 --> 01:21:20.039
yo, open the door. She's
like okay, and the door's not

983
01:21:20.119 --> 01:21:26.159
open, not fast enough for you. Noah, you know what I'm saying.

984
01:21:26.159 --> 01:21:28.720
And she'sus walking and I'm like,
you know what I'm saying. I

985
01:21:28.760 --> 01:21:34.000
push out the word like crew all
the world run to the bathroom's crazy,

986
01:21:34.159 --> 01:21:38.640
you know what I'm saying. And
then like you know, like like I'm

987
01:21:38.680 --> 01:21:43.439
like, I'll pee everywhere but the
toilet. Yeah, it happens, all

988
01:21:43.520 --> 01:21:54.520
right, So we got My final
thought is try try and no, that's

989
01:21:54.560 --> 01:21:58.520
not masturbating. No, no,
hold on, let me think for a

990
01:21:58.600 --> 01:22:04.520
second. If you're going to have
a friend and have benefits, Okay,

991
01:22:06.359 --> 01:22:10.319
no, that's not it a minute. Let me think for a minute.

992
01:22:12.199 --> 01:22:34.000
If you smell what the cock is
cooking on? All right, So it's

993
01:22:34.039 --> 01:22:42.279
stupid, is it doesn't matter?
It's stupid? Does mm hmm? And

994
01:22:42.359 --> 01:22:53.079
life is like a box of chocolates. No, life is like a box

995
01:22:53.079 --> 01:22:57.920
of condoms. You never know which
one is gonna break. Well, you

996
01:22:57.920 --> 01:23:00.720
wouldn't have to and you wouldn't have
to worry about that if you pull out.

997
01:23:00.760 --> 01:23:04.720
Game wasn't weak. But hey,
you know what, it was worth

998
01:23:04.760 --> 01:23:09.479
it? You know what I'm saying, Yo, you know what? I

999
01:23:09.560 --> 01:23:19.760
help people's lives. I improve their
taxes. No, damn all on the

1000
01:23:19.760 --> 01:23:25.960
real last try. All right.
So with that being said, this friends

1001
01:23:25.960 --> 01:23:29.000
with benefit thing, I've been I've
been thinking about it. So if you're

1002
01:23:29.000 --> 01:23:32.800
gonna, if you look to be
honest, in my opinion, if if

1003
01:23:32.840 --> 01:23:36.720
you're gonna have a friend and and
have benefits and you're really not gonna,

1004
01:23:39.079 --> 01:23:42.439
you know, have any kind of
emotional attachment to this person that you're fucking

1005
01:23:42.479 --> 01:23:49.199
with, I advise not to do
it, because eventually, if you continue,

1006
01:23:49.239 --> 01:23:51.760
and you continue, you continue,
eventually you gotta feel for You're gonna

1007
01:23:51.760 --> 01:23:56.319
feel something for somebody. You gonna
get yourself caught up, and you're gonna

1008
01:23:56.319 --> 01:24:00.560
get yourself hurt. So with that
being said, that's my opinion and I'm

1009
01:24:00.560 --> 01:24:12.720
sticking to it. And once again, thanks for showing up tonight and TG

1010
01:24:12.920 --> 01:24:16.960
Thanks for coming through. Thanks for
coming through, Big C. Corleon,

1011
01:24:17.079 --> 01:24:28.279
thanks for coming through. Shutting your
own damself and always remember that at some

1012
01:24:28.399 --> 01:24:32.800
point here's my hurt. Good Night, everybody, Thanks for coming